tuesday, 18
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.yesterday's events: cook noodles
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.dream:
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. https://dddurbfour.wixsite.com/dddurb4w/post/dream-18-apr-2023
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.dream:
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. https://dddurb4r.wordpress.com/2023/04/18/dream-18-apr-2023/
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.dream: in a gym in a community college, a lady wearing all black is working out on a jungle
gym, i'm lying on the ground, lady lies on top of me, we start to go to sleep, lady has
a boyfriend, he's on his way into the gym, some other women in room say that from
two to five am, a lot of people will come into this room,
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.lady's boyfriend enters room, his name is bruce, he's not too happy that me and lady are
lying together on floor, i tell him that we were just sleeping, he says no sleeping, i say
ok, i look around, white boards in room, green ink on boards, seems to be
abbreviations for people's names, on the first board, about three or four lines down,
i see a DD SS, this is the abbreviation for my name,
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.several other white boards on the right, my letters, DD SS, are in the first spot on all
the other boards,
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.in a different office space with two fitness ladies, their explaining my class schedule to me,
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.in a classroom, in a bed, guy lying next to me, guy has some pens, guy gets up and
starts to write numbers all over the walls, i feel like he's writing the dimensions of the
walls down but they could just be random numbers, guy gets back into bed, tells me
not to say anything about the numbers he wrote, i say they look like construction
numbers, i put pens off to the left,
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.teacher enters room, hands me some papers, guy wants some too, teacher goes over to
guy and hands him some papers, as well,
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.some other guy with a severe learning disability is in the room as well,
'a real dependent' someone says, now this guy is lying next to me in bed, he's holding
a giant grey patio umbrella and it's poking me in the face, i throw the patio umbrella on
the floor, now the guy starts to hold onto me like he was holding the patio umbrella,
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.walking in the hallway, pass a lady, left turn, another left turn, walking back towards
the office area, lady in front of me, cardio exercise equipment in room on left,
swimming pool, may be empty, enter into office area,
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.i'd like to get a printout of my classes, i'm invited back to a desk, some guy starts
to talk to me, asks me if i've ever been to prison, i say no but i've been to
a bunch of mental institutions, i ask guy if he's been to prison, guy says that everyone
in his family has been to prison, guy is very confrontational and i'm not enjoying the
conversation,
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.a manager boss guy comes over and gives me a printout, i leave area,
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.outside, about to leave the community college campus, standing by the main road, i look up,
two crescent moons, i try and adjust my hands to match the orientation of the moons,
then the far moon turns into a large jelly fish and floats away, leaving a trail of bubbles,
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.i pull my hat down low on my head, strong emotion, i look behind me, a bunch of cars are
ready to drive off but they seem to be waiting for me, i turn right and cross college road,
look bag, trail of garbage, empty cigarette box, some plastic wrappers, i carry on,
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.walking by a guard rail, several empty postal packages, it seems like someone is
trying to make a statement, if the postal service is going to be delivering
packages here, they should probably set up either a trash can or a recycling bin,
a lady passes by, i tell her it sounds like a class project to set up a trash can, lady
isn't a teacher, i carry on,
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.time to go back the way i came, i almost go onto the main road on the left which is
running parallel to the direction i'm traveling in but if i were to get on the main road,
i'd likely get lost, i didn't come in that way, i came in from the back
loading dock area, so that's where i head off to,
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.tippy toe running in bare feet on rough concrete of road of loading dock area, i have a
kind of back brace on and khaki pants rolled up at ankles, up ahead is the main loading
dock and several outdoor workmen, background music starts to play,
end dream, 7:15 am
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.a - me and lady in community college gym
b - jungle gym c - lady's boyfriend (bruce)
d - women e - white boards
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f - fitness women explaining my class schedule
g - in bed in class h - guy writes on wall
i - teacher j - patio umbrella
k - me in hall l - lady
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m - cardio equipment room n - swimming pool
o - short lady p - me in office
q - confrontational guy r - boss guy hands me printout
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s - me outside t - jelly fish moon
u - cars waiting to leave v - empty postal boxes
w - lady, not a teacher x - main road
y - loading dock z - outdoor worker guys
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.image below: white boards with green ink detail
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.image below: classroom scene detail
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.a - me in bed b - guy writes on walls
c - i put pens by little fridge d - teacher enters
e - teacher hands me papers f - teacher hands other guy papers (guy who wrote on walls)
g - guy with umbrella h - i throw large patio umbrella on floor
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.note: at first, guy next to me in bed was guy who wrote on walls, then it
was guy with umbrella, one spot on bed, two different guys, end note
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.image below: large grey patio umbrella detail
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.image below: office area and confrontational guy talking about prison detail
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.image below: jelly fish moon and trail of bubbles detail
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.musical note: at the end of the first or second dream, i had these lyrics in my head
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.'wasted away again in margarita-ville, searching for my lost shaker of salt ... '
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.also,
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.for the background music of the loading dock scene of final dream, the first part of
the tune seemed unique and new but the second part seemed like part of a song i heard on the
radio so i didn't hum and upload it, now i kind of wish i did but melody is forgotten, end note
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.wake up
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.return to cereal and oats
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.park workout
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.corner store low, corner store high
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