thursday, 13

thursday, 13

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.yesterday's events: corner store, pharmacy, grocery store 

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.dream: at my window sill, incense, lighters, dried plants, i'd like to burn some incense, 

purple lighter, almost out of fluid, flame, top of lighter starts to burn, i blow out the flame, 

plants, 

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.entire incense stick is now one orange hot cherry, i put burning incense stick into an empty 

bottle, smoke, smoke turns to water, the bottle is filling up with water, overflowing with 

water, i pour the water out the window, some guy in a vehicle on other side of window, 

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.fan on far right of window sill, i notice that my door and mother's door are open, 

shut both doors, 

end dream, 7:05 am 

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.a - window sill                                    b - lighters 

c - incense sticks                                  d - dead plants 

e - fan is on                                          f - bottle with burning incense making water 

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g - dump water out window                h - guy in vehicle outside 

i - shut door to mother's bedroom 

j - shut my door 

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.image below: purple lighter almost out of fluid detail 

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.image below: burning incense stick in empty glass bottle produces water, sequential event detail 

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.a - empty glass bottle                                         

b - burning incense stick, entire stick is an orange hot burning cherry 

c - put burning incense stick into bottle, smoke 

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d - water is being produced in bottle, lots of water, overflowing 

e - i pour water out window 

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.dream: walking past a bunch of chairs at an outdoor café, surprised to see my family, 

aunt, brother and mother, couple bicycles as well, i keep staring at my family, some 

lady says hello, my mother says goodbye, i leave area, end scene, 

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.in a side room of a large mansion, mother enters from a small outside building, it's 

cold and she only had two blankets, look at mother's face, doesn't really look like her 

but i interpret this lady as my mother, 

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.lady (e.n) and some people from grad school go outside as mother enters room, 

my vision starts to black out, vision returns, lady (h.l) enters from left, she has three books, 

h.l starts to read one book, two books on the floor, i pick up the smaller book, writing is in 

dutch from the author shell silberstein, 

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.i tell h.l that the book is in dutch, she says that she can understand a little, i start to read, 

not words, but little cartoon images that represent words, i can understand the images, 

story is about some kid, first paragraph, images of people, people in kid's life or something, 

second paragraph, stuff the kid has, lots of kim chee, third and fourth paragraphs, 

stuff the kid doesn't have, 

end dream, 8:45 am 

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b - my family at outdoor café                            c - other people 

d - bicycle                                                          e - me in side room of large mansion 

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f - mother comes in from small outside building

g - lady (e.n)                                                      h - people from grad school 

i - lady (h.l)                                                        j - books 

k - me reading 

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.note: my vision blacked out after the group went outside and before h.l entered room, end note

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.image below: outdoor café scene 

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.image below: side room of large mansion scene 

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.image below: book i was reading detail 

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.a - cartoon images of people for words

b - images of objects for words 

c - people in the kid's life                                     d - stuff in kid's life (kim chee) 

e - stuff kid doesn't have 

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.wake up

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.gym (body weight squats), park workout (guy with knife) 

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.convenience store, comic shop 

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