sunday, 30

sunday, 30

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.yesterday's events: cheesecake smash, pull ups, book store 

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.dream: two weather report newscasters on the lower car deck of a ferry boat, guy and lady, 

lots of snow on the left, camera shot starts to spin around and around the lady, end scene, 

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.on my computer, mother's husband (l.t) on the right, i have some kind of computer 

drawing program open, grey background and the paint brush tool is making grey color 

as well, difficult to see on grey background, i show the grey on grey paint program to l.t, 

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.l.t takes my computer and types some stuff in, seems like QRB, hits return, i go back to 

the grey paint program, 

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.l.t is asking about some dot something, i try and explain it to him, look over to the left, 

computer screen inside a hospital, blue white, seems to be what l.t is asking about and 

what i'm trying to explain, i show l.t the grey paint program, 

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.tangent scene, weather report satellite image of a storm coming into the north west coast 

of the usa, strong winds, rain, movement of storm is out from california and into 

washington, end tangent scene, 

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.now i'm over to the left and l.t is still over on the right, we normally watch the news together 

around six o'clock pm but because of all this computer stuff, we got separated, 

i'm licking melting snow off from my computer keyboard, end scene, 

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.in living room of house from high school, brother comes up to me and asks me to help 

him clean up a spill upstairs, i say no, brother walks away, i go upstairs anyways to help 

with spill, brother is setting up a large brown mattress, some guy (possibly b.k) is 

under a brown chair, b.k says he doesn't want me helping, i put my foot in 

front of b.k's face and go downstairs, 

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.in laundry room, i fold my dirty black jacket and put in on counter, brother on my right, 

asks me about gate key, if i have it, i don't but don't respond to brother, he keeps 

asking me about the gate key but i say nothing, brother leaves, i look into kitchen, 

b.k has come down from upstairs and is in the kitchen, 

end dream, 9:50 am 

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.a - snow on lower car deck of ferry boat 

b - newscaster guy                                     c - newscaster lady 

d - me on computer                                    e - mother's husband (l.t) 

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f - hospital window, computer                   g - licking melting snow of my computer 

h - storm coming into north west coast of usa 

i - brother needs help cleaning up spill 

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j - upstairs bedroom                                    k - huge brown mattress being set up 

l - guy (b.k) under chair                              m - put jacket on counter in laundry room 

n - brother asking about gate key                o - b.k goes into kitchen 

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.image below: grey on grey computer paint program and blue and white 

computer screen in hospital window detail 

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.image below: storm coming into northwest usa detail 

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.image below: upstairs bedroom scene detail 

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.image below: laundry room scene detail 

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.clogged toilet, sneeze 

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.run outside (hospital triple) 

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saturday, 29

saturday, 29

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.yesterday's events: convenience store, groceries 

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.dream: walk through a wall, walk through another wall, in a dark restaurant, round tables 

with lots of food on them, i'd like to eat some, i start doing backflips, friend's sister (a.s) 

comes over, says i'm like a manta, she prepares a plate of food for me and pays for it, 

goes back to her seat in corner of room, says she also has some packets of cracker 

crumbs, asks me if i'd like to see, 

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.some guy at a table says he'd like to see the cracker crumbs, i say i'd like to 

see the cracker crumbs as well, look at guy, close my right eye, 

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.a.s comes over by me and sits down hard on the ground, she's wearing grey colored 

sweat pants and four little packets of cracker crumbs pop out 

of her back left pocket, i take two of the packs of crumbs and put the other two 

back in her pocket, 

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.a.s is now trapped in the floor, her lower body is below the floor and her 

upper body is above the floor, says she's trapped, she has a heavy body, i ask her 

if she can touch her knees, nope, her legs are completely under the floor, 

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.i take my right hand and push on her back a bit to straighten her up, i then start to 

push her forwards and tell her to just walk up the stairs, the imagined stairs 

that are under the floor, a.s starts to walk up the stairs and eventually her entire body 

is now above the floor, she's ok now, end scene, 

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.in friend's room (n.s), lying on the floor, 

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.a lego toy house is attached to my penis, i'm pretending this lego house is an airplane, 

i'd like to have a pilot in this lego house airplane, there are some lego men up on the 

counter but then i notice that there is already a bobble head lego man inside the 

lego house, this guy is always there, kind of the backup auxiliary pilot, 

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.semi rigid erection, i flex and relax my cock and the lego house moves back and 

forth, i'm imagining that the airplane is experiencing turbulence, 

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.a guy who was behind me leaves the room via door on left, 

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.a - walk through two walls                                     b - dark restaurant 

c - tables with food                                                  d - me doing backflips, want food 

e - friend's sister (a.s)                                               f - a.s prepares food for me and pays 

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g - a.s goes back to her seat                                     h - some guy wants to see cracker crumbs 

i - i'd like to see cracker crumbs as well 

j - a.s sits hard on floor, cracker crumbs come out from her pocket 

k - a.s's lower body trapped under floor                   l - i help a.s come out from under floor 

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.image below: packets of cracker crumbs from friend's sister's pocket detail 

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.a - a.s sits down hard on floor                        

b - four packs of crumbs from her back left pocket pop out 

c - i take two packs of crumbs                        d - put two packs of crumbs back in her pocket 

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.image below: helping friend's sister come out from the floor detail 

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.a - a.s with her lower body trapped under floor 

b - me                                                 

c - i put my right hand on back of a.s and prop her up a bit

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d - pushing a.s forward, telling her to walk up the stairs under the floor 

e - a.s comes up from under floor, total body complete and ok 

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.image below: toy lego house scene detail 

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.a - me on floor                                             b - toy lego house 

c - little bobble head lego man in toy house 

d - more lego men on counter 

e - some guy leaving room 

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.telephone call

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.cheesecake smash, pull ups, book store 

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friday, 28

friday, 28

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.yesterday's events: dog piss in the elevator 

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.dream: in a shared college house, wake up, a guy (b.k) is outside puking, it's sunday 

and i still need to do my homework, i ask a guy (h.t) to check the time, h.t adjusts my 

small black clock and then takes a picture of it, 

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.i throw my black coat and black backpack on ground then put them in my room, 

i'm gonna leave the house for a bit and then come back and do my homework, 

there's likely a trampoline outside on the right but i didn't look over there to 

verify, a movie is playing as i leave the house, 

end dream, 8:00 am 

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.a - guy (b.k) puking outside                                 b - my room 

c - window                                                             d - bed 

e - my small black clock                                        f - guy (h.t) adjusts clock and takes picture 

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g - my coat and bag                                                h - probably a trampoline here 

i - movie playing                                                     j - main door of room  

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.image below: guy (h.t) adjusting my clock and taking a picture detail 

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.dream: in my apartment, call an auto mechanic to ask if he can do an oil change for me, 

mechanic asks me if my car has some kind of heating component, i don't think so, 

jugs of juice are missing in apartment, dust, need to sweep, end scene, 

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.in a hotel room with some other people, i'm gonna leave and go skateboard, enter 

living room area, two guys, large healthy lady in light colored jeans, 

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.ok, first i'll have sex with this lady and then i'll go skate, tell lady to come into bedroom, 

lady comes into bedroom, lies down on couch, i get on top of lady and start to take her 

clothes off, now the lady is a giant jug of cranberry juice with three distinct areas, 

round top head part, middle chest part, and largest lower stomach part, 

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.in order for me to take her clothes off, i have to undo the bindings on each of 

these three parts of the jug of cranberry juice, undo the middle chest part binding, 

some lady looking in on the scene and who i can't see says something like 

'he's doing a better job than we would', i carry on with the jug bindings, 

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.middle chest binding is undone, undo the upper round head binding, head binding is 

undone and all the pressure from the jug of juice is released, finish and undo the 

lower stomach binding, now the jug of juice is a kind of wetsuit headband, 

i fold up the head band and wrap it around my head, 

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.the lady had an orange colored knit hat on that i took off and i put that on over the headband, 

not a good idea, take off lady's orange hat, i have a bright red knit hat, i put that on over the 

headband, better, look at self in mirror, ready to leave, leaving bedroom, two guys at door, 

they see my strange headgear and may be agitated, i go out into main room, 

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.can't find my skateboard, grab two other skateboards, one big, one small, i have two pens 

as well, go into hallway, throw one pen back into room, skating down stairs of hotel, 

three or four sets of stairs, stairs turn to left, riding big board, as wide as the stair well, 

go into hotel lobby, turn right, pick up board, leave hotel, 

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.on a city street, going down hill, a bus circles around me, traps me, break in bus, leave 

area, going down hill, dead end, turn around, in a shopping mall, want to be outside, 

one hallway goes further inside, turn around, see a cop and a guy, give the guy the 

little skateboard, only as big as my foot, when i had the small board the wheels were 

blue and deck was longboard style, once i give the board to guy, deck is 

concave street style deck and wheels are pink, i tell guy to learn to skate, leave area, 

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.looking for a way out, see an ice cream café, window to outside, no exit, don't know 

how to get outside, see a lady by a door on left, she's showing me how to get 

outside, i gratefully move past her and go through door, going down a ramp, 

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.i want to give this lady something, check right pocket, nothing, check left pocket, lint, 

pockets are green cloth, military style cargo pants, i put some lint on top of 

garbage can, lint becomes a drop of water, surprises me, 

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.outside area on my left, feeling great, i'm outside in the fresh air, then i realize i'm 

in a kind of zoo animal cage, up ahead is a giant aggressive slime hippo, i've encountered 

these slime hippos before and they are not friendly, slime hippo is growling at me, 

i'm trying to speak the language of the slime hippo by making up a bunch of 

nonsense gibberish words, the slime hippo may or may not understand me, in front of 

me is a blue pole, 

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.i flex my back and enter into body flight, i'm pulsing upwards and eventually land and 

sit on some blue structural support beams for the roof structure of the slime hippo 

enclosure, i look down, the slime hippo has transmorphed into a giant holographic elk, 

this creature is much more familiar to me and i can better understand its behavior and 

mannerisms, 

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.the elk was just in a fight with its best friend in a mud swamp, this elk emerged 

victorious but his elk friend was swallowed up by the mud in the swamp, i touch 

the elk's snout, elk is on my left, looking same direction as me, i'm petting the elk's 

back, i'm overcome by emotion and release an intense burst of cry energy, 

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.elk turns around, now i'm petting its rump, elk turns its head towards me and 

i raise up my left arm, my left forearm makes contact with elk's neck, 

end dream, 9:16 am 

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b - hotel room                                                         c - me and lady on bed, juice scene 

d - two guys                                                            e - grab two skateboards 

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f - leave a pen behind                                              g - skating down stairs 

h - hotel lobby                                                         i - city street 

j - trapped temporarily by busses                            k - dead end down hill 

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l - shopping mall                                                     m - inside hallway 

n - cop                                                                     o - guy i give small skateboard to 

p - ice cream café                                                    q - window to outside, no exit 

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r - lady at door                                                         s - slime hippo 

t - me on blue support beams                                   u - holographic elk 

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the three parts detail 

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thursday, 27

thursday, 27

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.yesterday's events: thread a needle, sew up hole in pants 

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.dream: possibly on a submarine, in a workshop area, guy (j.a) is doing something 

on a workbench, i'm up on a counter, i ask j.a if he's going to become a chief, 

j.a mumbles something in response, 

end dream, 5:07 am 

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c - guy (j.a)                                            d - counter 

e - me 

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.wake up, cigarette smoke odor in apartment, cannot sleep, open window, fall back asleep 

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.dream: in the classroom of a small school, go over to where some people are sitting and 

sit next to a lady (s.h), the people are discussing genital size, i'm holding a grey pen, i 

get up and leave, i'll probably leave school early, look at clock on wall, two forty five, 

school gets out at three, i'll just leave fifteen minutes early, nothing going on, 

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.leave classroom area, enter into another room, teacher at table, some people around her, 

she didn't plan any activities for the last fifteen minutes, i leave school building, 

walking outside, see main road, realize i can't just walk home, too far, i need to wait for 

bus, waiting, another guy comes down and waits for the bus as well, 

he's standing by a tree, end scene, 

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.a pro BMX bike jumper guy launches up off from a huge dirt jump ramp, he's doing some 

kind of complicated bike trick in the air, he's coming down now, can't seem to get his bike 

under him, crashes on the ramp, didn't make it over to the other down slope side of the ramp, 

he starts sliding back to the side he launched off from, 

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.guy is injured, he's trying to remove his left shoe, a female doctor comes running over towards 

him, dirt and rocks are falling down all around them, the guy and doctor slide back all 

the way to a steep cliff face, above them dirt and rocks are falling down on them, 

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.the rock slide intensifies, the lady and guy are buried in dirt and rocks, 

end scene, 10:00 am 

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c - lady (s.h)                                                         d - other people 

e - clock on wall                                                   f - teacher at table 

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g - people around teacher                                     h - i leave early 

i - me waiting for bus                                           j - guy waiting for bus by tree 

k - to main road (to get home, go to main road and turn right [upside down right, left on diagram])   

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l - grassy field                                                       m - pro BMX bike guy in huge jump 

n - guy crashes, slides down ramp                        o - female doctor rushes over to guy 

p - guy and doctor against huge cliff face             q - dirt and rock slide buries the two people 

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