Monday, April 3, 2023

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monday, 03

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.yesterday's events: skateboard 

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.dream: outside a building, a guy is running in front of me, i'm running behind him, guy opens 

side door to building and goes inside, i follow guy inside building, two guys talking, one 

guy really needs a break, guy who needs a break goes over to counter, 

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.i'm lying flat on the floor and pushing myself forwards with my hands, some guy tells me to 

walk, i get up and start to run, on the left, behind a low wall, a group of women are practicing 

for some kind of performance, ballet or modern dance or something, 

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.one lady runs in front of me and sits down in a very particular way, she in line with some 

women in front of main counter, 

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.i keep moving forwards, a lady has taken over the body of another lady (s.h) and her 

legs are very thin and tight, this lady is trying to stretch out the legs of the woman (s.h) whose 

body she has taken over, 

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.the lady keeps rubbing the top of her right knee to the point where it's becoming red and swollen, 

she doing this because the muscles there are so tight, i go over to the lady, look at her leg, 

recommend to her that she focus more on the outside IT band of her right leg and not so 

much on the area right above the knee, lady starts to say something, i walk away, 

end dream, 4:45 am 

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.a - outside a building                                  b - guy enters building, i follow behind him 

c - guy and me                                             d - guy who really needs a break

e - women rehearsing for performance 

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f - line of ladies in front of counter             g - lady sitting in a very particular way

h - lady has taken over body of another lady (s.h) and is stretching legs 

i - me talking with lady with tight leg 

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.image below: lady sitting in front of me in very particular way detail

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.image set below: crawling on floor, guy says 'walk', i get up and run detail 

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.image below: lady with tight right leg detail (looking down on tops of thighs) 

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c - area above right knee where lady keeps rubbing

d - i suggest lady massage IT band area here 

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.dream: in a mental hospital, talking with one of the worker ladies, now me and lady are in 

a bed, she asks about the taliban takeover of afghanistan, i touch her right thigh, her thigh 

is flexing, after being in bed with lady for awhile, i tell her i need to get to sleep, lady 

gets out of bed, she is completely naked, she throws her clothes in a pile on the floor in 

front of me and starts to get dressed, 

end dream, 9:55 am 

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.a - me and lady in bed 

b - lady throws her clothes on floor 

c - lady gets dressed 

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.image below: lady getting dressed in front of me detail 

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.wake up

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.run outside (hospital double), park workout 

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.protein drink double, banana 

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Sunday, April 2, 2023

sunday, 02

sunday, 02

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.yesterday's events: corner store (noodles) 

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.dream: in a large mansion, go over to a tall shelf by wall, huge stack of papers in shelf, i grab a 

sheet of paper, chinese characters stamped in red ink from a rubber stamp, these are language 

learning materials for a minority language in china, tones and pronunciation written 

next to the characters, end scene, 

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.every year for the past several years, a side project of mine, a project i didn't even know about, 

was learning a minority tonal language from china, first year, going over the tones, second 

year, going over the tones again, same language, third year, new language, going over the 

tones, 

end dream, 3:32 am 

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.a - large mansion                         b - tall shelf with high stack of papers 

c - door area                                 d - paper with chinese characters in red 

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e - first year tonal language study

f - second year tonal language study (same language as first year)

g - third year tonal language study (new language) 

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.image below: sheet of paper from shelf in mansion showing chinese characters stamped in 

red ink from rubber stamp, language learning materials for a tonal minority language in china detail 

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.dream: in a huge building, on the basement level, mcdonalds restaurant here, some 

guy from india takes my harmonica and goes and sits in a chair in dark part of room, i come 

up behind guy, pull his chair back, take my harmonica back from his right hand, 

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.guy is on the phone, i tell him he is safe, put chair back, a kid from india enters space, 

'it's time' he seems to tell me, me and kid leave basement area, going up stairs, stairwell 

turns left, kid leads me into a middle stairwell area that i didn't even know existed, 

going up more stairs, 

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.reach floor six, from floor six point five to floor seven point five there are no stairs 

in the stair well, i climb up on a wire, not safe to continue going up, the building doesn't 

seem to go any higher here, we need to go onto floor six and into a different stair well, 

i come down from wire, kid jumps down from wire like he was told not do to, 

i look up again, now there are more floors going up, 

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.me and kid enter into floor six, lady behind a counter directs us to other stairwell, this seems 

to be the day care floor, jump over a mat, kid's playground on left, caretaker women and 

group of children on right, entry to stair well on left, me and kid enter into stairwell, 

going up, stairs seems to curve right here, 

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.running across a huge piano, the keys bounce me forward, kid is running ahead of me, 

reaching top level of building, when i was in the military in california i used to imagine 

myself running up these levels, now i'm actually doing it, 

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top level, large puzzle of a ram on left, variation in class, twenty nineteen, twenty twenty, 

kid goes over to a piano, sits down, starts to play, this top level is like the mattress of a water bed, 

i pass by kid at piano, some lady is coming over to me, she says some kind of company motto

'seeds need each other's roots to grow', then she asks me about my prenuptial agreement, 

i have no idea what she's talking about, 

end dream, 5:10 am 

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.a - basement mcdonalds area 

b - i take back harmonica from guy 

c - kid from india                         d - follow kid out of area 

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e - middle stairwell i didn't know about 

f - me in stairwell, no stairs between floor six point five and seven point five

g - kid                                           h - floor six                             i - lady at counter 

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j - jump over mat                          k - playground 

l - caretaker women and children 

m - entrance to other stairwell 

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n - huge piano                               o - ram puzzle                        p - kid at piano 

q - lady saying motto 

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.image below: me taking harmonica back from guy detail 

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.image below: stairwells going up, highlighting left turns below and right turns above detail 

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.image below: entrance to floor six from stairwell, showing no stairs between levels 

six point five and seven point five detail 

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.image below: huge piano and ram puzzle detail 

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.image below: top floor of building with kid at piano and lady saying motto detail 

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.park workout, milk 

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Saturday, April 1, 2023

saturday, 01

saturday, 01

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.yesterday's events: groceries 

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.dream: outside, in a fenced off side area, telephone poles, electrical wires, a telephone pole 

is set up off the main line and an underground electrical wire goes into the area where i am, 

i'm lying down on the concrete floor, look to my left, red colored tropical birds on a 

corrugated tin roof preening themselves, 

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.some guy opens the gate to area where i am, i get up to leave, guy tells me to get my stuff, 

i have two or three bags, leave fenced off area, kids off to the left, i go left then right, 

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.mother gives me a bowl of mashed peas, i sit down to eat, talking with mother, mother is 

young and attractive, she leaves, i make an effort to not look at her as she walks away, 

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.go to a picnic table, doing something, two people, i clean up some of my stuff, go to bench, 

might as well pack up all my stuff, go back to table, some lady is doing something on table, 

preparing a meal or something, mustard and pack of hot dogs on table that i didn't pack up, 

put mustard and hot dogs in back pack, money in pockets as well, leave area, right turn, 

end scene, dream continued below, 

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.a - fenced off area                                 b - me                             

c - main line telephone poles                 d - overhead electrical wire 

e - pole off the main line                        f - underground electrical wire 

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g - pole inside area where i am              h - corrugated tin roof 

i - red colored tropical birds                   j - some guy opens gate 

k - my stuff                                             l - kids running around 

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m - me eating mashed peas                    n - mother 

o - picnic table                                       p - bench 

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q - two people                                        r - me 

s - lady preparing something on table 

t - right turn 

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.image below: fenced off area where i was lying down on concrete floor detail 

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.image below: red colored tropical birds on edge of corrugated tin roof preening themselves detail 

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.image below: bowl of mashed peas detail 

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.image below: hotdogs and mustard detail 

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.dream (continued): right turn, enter into a campsite area, little juice box like container of 

purified water with straw, kid, i tell the kid, 'for the price of that little box of water you could 

get five bottles of water', kid says he prefers the ionized water, which i interpret to mean as 

the cheaper bottled water, i say 'i'd like to drink and then pee as opposed to drink and not 

pee', i move along, 

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.jennifer lopez (j.lo) at a table, beyond j.lo and by another table is a round cylindrical tin 

of pirulini wafer chocolate snacks, i pick up the round tin, go over to j.lo, i start to open the 

top of the tin, take off five lids, put the five lids back, take off the lids again, as i take off 

one lid, another lid appears, the more lids i take off the more the tin changes into the shape of 

a heart, 

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.finally, after i take off twenty lids, the first cookie appears, as i took the lids off, i just 

randomly threw them on the table, i ask j.lo 'why so many lids', she responds with 

something about a couple in love, 

end dream, 6:55 am 

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.a - same right turn                         b - picnic table                         c - kid 

d - small box of purified water 

e - jennifer lopez (j.lo)                   f - tin of pirulini chocolate wafer snacks 

g - me opening 'f' (twenty lids) 

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.image set below: small box of purified water and tin of pirulini chocolate wafer snacks with 

many lids detail 

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.a - small box of purified water                             b - little straw 

c - tin of pirulini chocolate wafer snacks              d - lids 

e - i take off five lids                                              f - put five lids back on 

g - take off twenty lids                                           h - first cookie after twenty lids 

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.wake up

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.pay rent

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.park, rain, gym, park workout (rain)

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