wednesday, 10

wednesday, 10

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.yesterday's events: metal detector guy in the park 

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.dream: enter into a dark bar in germany, bar on my right, the end of a board is on 

my left, on the end of the board are three grey round tables, grey round tables 

have a smokey appearance, some kind of construction process is going on with 

these round tables on the end of the board but my mind cannot comprehend the 

building process, 

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.i start to type in german on a computer, even though i feel like the font is 

ultra small, the letters appear normal size, computer screen 

is a dark yellow color, letters have a red-orange color, what i want to type is 

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.'wenn material bau die sache ist ...' (when it comes to building material ...) 

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.but all i can type is 'wenn material.m ...', 

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.i have a hard time typing in german and i'm not sure what i want to say for the second 

clause because i didn't really understand what was going on with the tables on the board, 

so i give up trying to type, 

end dream, 4:10 am 

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.a - bar                                 b - i enter bar 

c - end of a board                d - three round tables on end of board, smokey 

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e - some kind of construction process going on with tables on board 

f - i start to type in german on odd computer 

g - hard time typing in german, don't really know what i want to say, give up 

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.image below: three smokey round tables on the end of a board in a bar in germany detail 

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.image below: trying to type in german on a strange computer, true color approximation, detail 

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.dream: i was just outside flying around and now i've entered into a kind of shared trailer home, 

roommate's stuff on left, two small shelves in front of me, i stack them both up to make each 

of the shelves higher, go over to right, friend's sister (a.s) by a wall, behind the wall is friend's 

other sister (l.s) sitting on a couch, 

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.<<begin sexual content warning>>

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.i go up to l.s., plan on having sex with her, she is very small, just a few inches high, 

she pleads 'no', 'no, don't' she says, i ignore her pleas and and penetrate her anyways, 

the instant the very very tip of my penis enters her vagina, her entire body disappears and 

she's completely gone from the chair, i ejaculate prematurely all over the chair, 

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.paper napkin, clean up all the cum, go into bathroom, throw cum covered paper napkin in 

small trash can by sink, leave bathroom, 

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.<<end sexual content warning>>

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.outside the bathroom, some lady goes over near the chair where l.s was and asks about her, 

i go over to my bedroom area, i plan on going outside and flying around a bit more, need 

to change clothes, pick up my black pants, the lower left leg has a big rip in it, inside 

part of lower left pant leg, underneath these ripped black pants are blue sweat pants, 

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.there's another pair of black pants on dresser on the right, i'm going through all 

my IDs and money cards and keys, thinking about what i need to take with me when 

i go back outside, 

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.friend (n.s) is playing a video game on a big tv, his brother (a.s) is watching the video game, 

the character that n.s is playing on the video game is his brother (a.s), a.s is watching as 

n.s plays his character and says that his character must be getting low on energy, a.s 

considers eating a crab leg, i continue going through my IDs and keys and money cards, 

end dream, 6:00 am 

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.a - roommate's stuff in shared trailer home 

b, c - two small shelves that i make taller 

d - friend's sister (a.s)                                 e - friend's sister (l.s) on chair 

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f - trash can in bathroom                            g - lady comes over asking about l.s 

h - ripped black pants, blue sweats underneath 

i - other black pants on dresser                   j - friend (n.s) playing video game 

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k - friend's brother (a.s)                              l - video game on tv 

m - me getting ready to go back outside to fly around 

n - my IDs and keys and money cards 

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.image below: increasing the height of two small shelves detail 

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.image below: ripped black pants with blue sweatpants underneath detail 

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.image below: friend (n.s) playing video game and his brother (a.s) watching detail 

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.note: the character on the video game is a.s, end note 

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.dream:

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.wake up

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.run outside (two notebooks) 

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.fruit juice 

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