tuesday, 30

tuesday, 30

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.yesterday's events: nutrient acquisition 

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.dream: walking through a museum, possibly a church, large yellow and brown stained 

glass window on the left, exit church or museum, 

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.standing at the top of a sloped concrete incline ramp, guy and his family at the bottom, 

wife and two kids, guy comes up to me, there has been talk of me staying with 

this guy and his family at his house, guy makes some kind of religious reference, 

i tell the guy that me staying with him might not be the best fit, 

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.talk of references, like people who refer other people for something, i say something 

about references and two people, guy seems interested, has me explain, 

i explain that when someone writes you a reference that there are two people 

involved, the person writing you the reference and the person that you are being 

referred to, guy seems to understand, 

end dream, 4:40 am 

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.a - yellow and brown stained glass window in museum or church 

b - me on top of sloped concrete incline ramp 

c - guy who i might stay with 

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d - guy's family, wife and two kids 

e - explaining the people involved when references are made 

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.image below: large yellow and brown stained glass window detail 

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.dream: a naval nuclear test explosion goes off on a cliff, large mushroom cloud floats 

up in the air, i'm on a house boat tied to the pier, large ripples in the water are coming at 

the house boat, boat starts to rock back and forth, ripples are about four feet from 

crest to trough, someone unties the house boat and it floats out into the river, 

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.people are on the house boat sleeping, i'm the only one awake, this house boat can 

be operated from a lower section as not to wake the people above sleeping, 

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.now i'm walking across a pier, people on the left eating ice cream, i enter into a rich person's 

house, several guests are here, normally i wouldn't be invited to a place like this but somehow 

my name got on the list, 

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.looking at a box of toys, little figurines, people and some bird figures as well, 

go over to a kid on the right by a shelf filled with toys, the kid lives in the house, 

he says that all the toys belong to him, i tell the kid that some kids have lots of toys, 

some kids have no toys and some kids have toys somewhere in the middle, 

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.kid's dad, the man of the house, is standing above us, kid tells me that his 

mom gave him some kind of advice regarding his toys, i tell him he can either 

heed or not heed her advice, 

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.i get up and go over by a couch, sit down on floor in front of couch, a large red brown dog 

with blind green gold eyes and a long snout and pink nose comes over to me, dog is 

muscular, long red brown hair, lady of the house is over on my right, she calls out the dog's 

name, 'victor', 

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.at first i cross my arms in front of my face so that victor can't sniff me and doesn't know who i 

am, then i uncross my arms, victor sniffs me and now knows who i am, i let victor lick 

my face, he licks me under my right eye by my nose, 

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.victor communicates with me, 

he asks me if there is anywhere where he can go and workout, and by workout he means 

hunting, like chasing and killing mice and rabbits, i don't know of anywhere like this where 

domesticated dogs can go and hunt animals, so i tell him i don't know, 

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.then victor collapses on my chest and falls asleep, i push victor off me so he can sleep on the 

floor, his body is limp and non-responsive, must be a real deep sleep, our legs are intertwined 

as well, like he had twisted his legs around mine, i get up and walk back to where i was 

before, 

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.now i'm outside, two people are doing something in the ground, guy and lady, burying 

something, i realize that they're burying victor, he wasn't sleeping, he died, the lady is 

speaking in a different language, native american language, seems to be a dialect of 

salish, says something like 't'pah', she's not pleased, 

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.emotion begins to overcome me, i want to pay my respects to victor, i go around to 

where the guy is, not a good spot, i go around to where another lady is and kneel by her, 

the three people, guy lady lady, get up and leave, 

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.it's just me kneeling by victor's grave now, then in the distance on a steep cliff, the spirit of 

victor appears, we relive the conversation we had about him wanting to workout, 

this seems to be the same cliff where the naval nuclear test explosion occurred,

end dream, 7:30 am  

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.a - naval nuclear test explosion 

b - cliff by water                                         c - house boat in river 

d - ripples in water from 'a'                         e - people eating ice cream 

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f - rich person's home                                  g - box of toys 

h - shelf of toys and kid                               i - me 

j - kid's dad, man of the house                     k - me by couch 

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l - victor the dog                                           m - kid's mom, lady of the house 

n - victor being buried                                  o - guy lady lady 

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.image below: naval nuclear test explosion on cliff, ripples in water and house 

boat scene detail 

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.image below: victor the dog detail 

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.image below: communicating with the spirit of victor scene detail 

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.wake up

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.guy in the park, under a tree, jerking off

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.bicycle rider on the street, alternate proper hand signal, proper turn 

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