wednesday, 31

wednesday, 31

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.yesterday's events: bicycle rider on the street, alternate proper hand signal, proper turn 

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.dream: on a dock, friend (g.h) and his dad (d.h) on my left, ferry boat is moored up in front 

of us, an alarm goes off on a radio, some kind of emergency on the ferry boat, fire or fish 

or something, me and g.h and d.h all go onto the ferry boat, 

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.d.h opens up a large blanket over my head, i raise my hands up and help d.h to support the 

weight of the blanket, then me and d.h and g.h all carry the blanket over our heads and off 

the ferry boat, 

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.back on the pier, we let the blanket down, look on blanket, fresh pink salmon meat 

on top of blanket, 

end dream, 2:20 am 

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.a - dock (pier)                                 b - ferry boat 

c - water                                           d - me 

e - friend's dad (d.h)                         f - friend (g.h) 

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g - radio alarm goes off                    h - we all go onto ferry boat 

i - d.h opens up a blanket over my head 

j - we all carry blanket off ferry boat 

k - fresh pink salmon meat on blanket 

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.image below: ferry boat and salmon on blanket, alternate scale, scene detail 

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.image below: fresh pink salmon meat on blanket detail 

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.dream: in a large store, pushing a shopping cart, shopping cart is full of music, 

mostly vinyl records but also CDs and cassette tapes, i'm heading towards the 

checkout and exit, 

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.group of people up ahead, they may be from a foreign country, i don't want them 

to see me go past them with all this music in my cart, i go past them anyways, 

pass them on my right side, heading towards the store exit, 

end dream, 5:30 am 

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.a - inside a large store                         b - me with shopping cart full of music 

c - group of people                               d - checkout and exit of store 

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.image below: music in shopping cart (black background) scene detail 

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.image below: music in shopping cart (black background), alternate scale, scene detail 

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.image below: music in shopping cart detail 

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.wake up

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.early morning bus ride, long walk, long wait 

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.appointment (one notecard) 

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tuesday, 30

tuesday, 30

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.yesterday's events: nutrient acquisition 

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.dream: walking through a museum, possibly a church, large yellow and brown stained 

glass window on the left, exit church or museum, 

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.standing at the top of a sloped concrete incline ramp, guy and his family at the bottom, 

wife and two kids, guy comes up to me, there has been talk of me staying with 

this guy and his family at his house, guy makes some kind of religious reference, 

i tell the guy that me staying with him might not be the best fit, 

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.talk of references, like people who refer other people for something, i say something 

about references and two people, guy seems interested, has me explain, 

i explain that when someone writes you a reference that there are two people 

involved, the person writing you the reference and the person that you are being 

referred to, guy seems to understand, 

end dream, 4:40 am 

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.a - yellow and brown stained glass window in museum or church 

b - me on top of sloped concrete incline ramp 

c - guy who i might stay with 

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d - guy's family, wife and two kids 

e - explaining the people involved when references are made 

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.image below: large yellow and brown stained glass window detail 

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.dream: a naval nuclear test explosion goes off on a cliff, large mushroom cloud floats 

up in the air, i'm on a house boat tied to the pier, large ripples in the water are coming at 

the house boat, boat starts to rock back and forth, ripples are about four feet from 

crest to trough, someone unties the house boat and it floats out into the river, 

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.people are on the house boat sleeping, i'm the only one awake, this house boat can 

be operated from a lower section as not to wake the people above sleeping, 

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.now i'm walking across a pier, people on the left eating ice cream, i enter into a rich person's 

house, several guests are here, normally i wouldn't be invited to a place like this but somehow 

my name got on the list, 

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.looking at a box of toys, little figurines, people and some bird figures as well, 

go over to a kid on the right by a shelf filled with toys, the kid lives in the house, 

he says that all the toys belong to him, i tell the kid that some kids have lots of toys, 

some kids have no toys and some kids have toys somewhere in the middle, 

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.kid's dad, the man of the house, is standing above us, kid tells me that his 

mom gave him some kind of advice regarding his toys, i tell him he can either 

heed or not heed her advice, 

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.i get up and go over by a couch, sit down on floor in front of couch, a large red brown dog 

with blind green gold eyes and a long snout and pink nose comes over to me, dog is 

muscular, long red brown hair, lady of the house is over on my right, she calls out the dog's 

name, 'victor', 

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.at first i cross my arms in front of my face so that victor can't sniff me and doesn't know who i 

am, then i uncross my arms, victor sniffs me and now knows who i am, i let victor lick 

my face, he licks me under my right eye by my nose, 

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.victor communicates with me, 

he asks me if there is anywhere where he can go and workout, and by workout he means 

hunting, like chasing and killing mice and rabbits, i don't know of anywhere like this where 

domesticated dogs can go and hunt animals, so i tell him i don't know, 

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.then victor collapses on my chest and falls asleep, i push victor off me so he can sleep on the 

floor, his body is limp and non-responsive, must be a real deep sleep, our legs are intertwined 

as well, like he had twisted his legs around mine, i get up and walk back to where i was 

before, 

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.now i'm outside, two people are doing something in the ground, guy and lady, burying 

something, i realize that they're burying victor, he wasn't sleeping, he died, the lady is 

speaking in a different language, native american language, seems to be a dialect of 

salish, says something like 't'pah', she's not pleased, 

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.emotion begins to overcome me, i want to pay my respects to victor, i go around to 

where the guy is, not a good spot, i go around to where another lady is and kneel by her, 

the three people, guy lady lady, get up and leave, 

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.it's just me kneeling by victor's grave now, then in the distance on a steep cliff, the spirit of 

victor appears, we relive the conversation we had about him wanting to workout, 

this seems to be the same cliff where the naval nuclear test explosion occurred,

end dream, 7:30 am  

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.a - naval nuclear test explosion 

b - cliff by water                                         c - house boat in river 

d - ripples in water from 'a'                         e - people eating ice cream 

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f - rich person's home                                  g - box of toys 

h - shelf of toys and kid                               i - me 

j - kid's dad, man of the house                     k - me by couch 

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l - victor the dog                                           m - kid's mom, lady of the house 

n - victor being buried                                  o - guy lady lady 

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.image below: naval nuclear test explosion on cliff, ripples in water and house 

boat scene detail 

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.image below: communicating with the spirit of victor scene detail 

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.guy in the park, under a tree, jerking off

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.bicycle rider on the street, alternate proper hand signal, proper turn 

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monday, 29

monday, 29

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.yesterday's events: solid, liquid 

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.dream: in house from high school, looking out window at big lawn, guy in room, 

i tell guy that dogs don't eat grass, guy wants to get a goat to eat the grass so he 

doesn't have to mow the lawn, 

end scene, 

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.in a house, looking at a movie on a tv on the right, a guy with a violin goes behind 

the wall, lady walks by me, she goes behind wall as well, i follow lady behind wall, 

two pro skateboarders, ryan sheckler and duane peters, have written on the wall

in the behind the wall area, they'll be having a violin concert at five thirty pm, 

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.on left side of wall 'LA' is written, on right side of wall 

'Dooestcoast' is written, seems to be 'the west coast' where the 'oe' is for the 

'w' in west, i'm looking at what's been written and walking backwards, 

end scene, 

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.enter into large cafeteria, two women on the right, i want to get to my locker, enter 

locker area, i know my locker number is eight hundred something but can't remember 

the exact number, find the eight hundred lockers, looking for my locker, can't remember 

number, 

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.i have one lock in my hand, the other lock is on my locker, trying to find a similar 

lock to the one i have to one on a locker, this would be my locker, my locks are a bit smaller 

and lighter in color than the rest, one lock has a white dial, other lock has a black dial, hard to 

say which lock is in my hand and which one on the locker, 

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.just can't remember my locker number, some other kid approaches from the right, 

he can't find his locker either, 

end dream, 9:25 am 

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.a - guy who wants goat to eat grass 

b - big lawn outside                                 c - me in house 

d - movie on tv                                         e - guy with violin 

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f - lady                                                      g - writing on wall behind wall 

h - cafeteria                                              i - locker area 

j - me at eight hundred lockers                k - kid who can't find his locker either 

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.image below: cafeteria and locker room scene detail 

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.image below: eight hundred number lockers detail 

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.image below: pair of locks detail 

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.park workout 

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.nutrient acquisition 

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sunday, 28

sunday, 28

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.yesterday's events: feeling tired 

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.dream: driving a silver jeep in a university parking lot, i'm a university student, looking for 

a parking spot to park and go to class, driving in upper parking lot, no open spaces, 

go out to road, turn right, accelerate, snow and slush on road, i begin to spin out 

by a large wooden fence, car stops, back up a bit, continue driving more cautiously on road, 

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.in the middle area parking lot, no open spaces, pass down over a gate opening to the lower 

parking lot, lower lot is used mostly for maintenance and janitor workers, see an open 

spot right next to gate opening, drive around to end of lot, turn around, 

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.coming back to open spot i saw, now a little silver jeep is parked there close to the gate, 

open spot is too small for me to park in now, i accelerate up and over the gate opening, 

car slams down hard on front left side, 

end dream, 3:45 am 

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.a - driving a silver jeep in university parking lot 

b - upper parking lot                                 c - snowy road 

d - spin out a bit by wooden fence           e - people walking 

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f - middle parking lot                               g - gate opening 

h - lower parking lot                                 i - end corner of lower lot 

j - university building                               k - spot i wanted to park in 

l - drive up gate opening, left front of vehicle slams down hard 

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.image below: driving jeep out from upper parking lot and spinning out on snowy 

road by large wooden fence detail 

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.image below: accelerating jeep up and over gate opening and coming down 

hard on front left side detail 

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.dream: on a ranch in northern california, this ranch provides housing and community for 

disabled and homeless people, in a large building, a bunch of people are preparing a 

community meal, i leave the building, go outside, sitting on the front lawn, looking 

at the mountains up north, this is where i came from, i'll be back there in one more day, 

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.sitting on the lawn and looking at the mountains, i'll just sit here until it time to go back 

home, a white a blue truck comes out from the house and turns onto the lawn and 

bumps into me, i get up, a guy gets out from truck, he tells me he's going to water 

the flowers in the lawn, i start walking up along the building on the right, 

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.walking along the building, walking past people's individual living spaces, as i'm walking

forwards, i'm slowly entering into the building even though i keep walking straight, 

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in the building now, come to a small coffee table with a cat on it, cat has blue eyes and 

orange fur with bits of white, i pet the cat, cat gets smaller and walks away, cat is 

white now with bits of pink, cat seems to be bored with me and turns into small box of 

candy on the table, 

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.i've turned around now and am walking back the way i came, outside, building is 

on my left, i feel like i shouldn't fly here but i flex my back anyways and launch up into 

body flight, fly over building, land on gravel road, look up to sky, a large blue hot air 

balloon with a red spot on it is floating in the air where i flew up, 

continue walking, 

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.coming back to front lawn area where i was sitting, in a building now, this is 

the laundry room which serves as a focal point between the two large buildings of 

the ranch, two buildings are in a 'v' shape, a lady and her kid are doing laundry, 

end scene, 

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.in an intelligence gathering office, a lady comes in to work, she's saying that she 

doesn't want cambodia to take too much money out of her account, lady goes into her 

office and sits down, i approach lady, tell her that cambodia's financial system is 

a disaster, lady takes out a ukrainian language newspaper and starts to read it, 

article is about cambodia's financial system, 

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.i start to speak in russian, lady starts to speak in ukrainian, i tell her 

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.'не говорю українский', where the 'г' is pronounced like an 'h' and not a 'g' like in russian, 

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.the lady starts speaking faster in ukrainian, a young drug addict comes over to 

me from the right, he holds his arm up in front of my face, this indicates that the 

effects of whatever drug i'm on is wearing off and the dream is about to end

end dream, 8:11 am 

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.a - ranch in northern california 

b - preparing a community meal, i leave building 

c - sitting on front lawn                                         d - northern mountains 

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e - blue and white truck                                         f - guy watering flowers 

g - me walking                                                      h - people's living spaces 

i - cat on table                                                       j - fly over building 

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k - blue hot air ballon in air where i flew 

l - lady and kid in laundry room                           m - intelligence gathering office 

n - lady reading newspaper                                  o - young guy holds up his arm 

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.image below: ranch in northern california scene, alternate scale, detail 

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.image below: sitting on lawn scene detail 

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.image below: flying over building and large blue balloon that appears in sky after 

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