friday, 28

friday, 28

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.yesterday's events: fluid recharge 

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.dream: large magic cardboard box, people go under the box and then come out, a 

new group of recent conscripts is ready to go under the magic box, this group of 

recent conscripts are a bit older than the average conscripts, 

end dream, 5:50 am 

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.dream: walk into a cafeteria, guy (t.d) at table, two pizza slices on table, each slice of 

pizza has one small pineapple chunk on it, i'd like some pizza, 

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.i go over to side table, get a white napkin, go back over to table where t.d and the pizza is, 

grab a slice, begin to eat pizza, 

end scene, 

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.in a room, nothing going on, elon musk enters room and sits down at a side desk, i'd 

like to tell him that i liked the blue twitter bird better than the new black x logo but then 

decide not to bother him, he's busy doing something at his side desk, 

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.i move down to a circular piece of furniture, my brother comes over to me from the left, 

starts to mumble some words at me, 'ask me a no shit question' i say, brother starts to 

talk about how he really like me on the day before i left, talking about how he took off 

from a school for a year to focus on his social media accounts, 

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.images from brother's social media accounts, skateboard ramp by the front door of a church, 

someone's foot in brother's mouth, other images, 

end dream, 8:10 am 

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c - t.d at table                             d - pizza 

e - napkins on side table            f - room 

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g - door                                      h - elon musk at desk 

i - round piece of furniture 

j - me                                         k - brother 

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l - images from brother's social media 

m - skate ramp at church           n - foot in mouth 

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.long long hug on the sidewalk 

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.bicycle rider on the sidewalk 

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thursday, 27

thursday, 27

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.yesterday's events: ham and cheddar 

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.kazoo player in the park 

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.fluid recharge 

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wednesday, 26

wednesday, 26

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.yesterday's events: tonic water 

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.dream: interacting with uncle, he asks me if i touched his money, i tell him that i touched 

his bank card once when i was having a manic episode, uncle tells me i'm no longer 

welcome on his property, 

end scene, 

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.mountain cabin, some kind of group session just finished, people leaving cabin, mother 

calls out to me, tells me i have a new prescription and that i need to take my meds, 

i ignore her, walk off, 

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.walking in a loop, coming back around to the cabin, spit behind me, a lady (c.l) walks into 

my spit, she's wearing a white and red summer dress, c.l passes me and sits down outside 

the cabin, another lady approaches, 

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.c.l is holding a small clump of leaves, these small leaves are my new medicine, 

i grab the leaves from c.l, looking at the leaves, 

end dream, 4:55 am 

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.a - me

b - uncle

c - uncle's money 

d - mountain cabin 

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e - people leaving cabin 

f - mother                         g - lady (c.l) 

h - me                               i - c.l at entrance to cabin 

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j - some lady (possibly k.y) 

k - i grab plant from c.l 

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.dream: in a house, lady watching tv, swedish channel, mostly church sermons in english 

with some commercials in swedish, i go into kitchen, about to drink milk from the carton, 

some lady is watching me, she probably wouldn't like me drinking from carton, 

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.running low on groceries, i write down stuff to buy on grocery list, need someone to 

give me a ride to the grocery store, maybe friend (n.s) will give me a ride, 

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.leave kitchen, living room, guy (g.l) sitting in chair, two people come down stairs, 

they say 'drop in the ocean', name of a song, i go over by door, start to sing the 

song, wearing orange cloth on head, 

end scene, 

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.in a house, narrow hallway, people, one guy has a large torso, lady with small torso, seems 

like guy is twice as wide as lady, i comment on this, now the lady is just as big as the 

guy, 'hot' i say, 

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.i'm crawling on the floor, knock over a container of cherries, pick up cherries, all the 

people are sitting on couch, talking about what i said earlier, 

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.realize that i have to write two foreign language essays for school, go into bedroom, computer, 

no time, need to pack bag, go into other bedroom, get backpack, go back to other 

room, 

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.going through all my stuff, bank cards, two banks, lots of cards, one bank card is cut into 

little squares, comic cards, pens, put a pen in backpack, maybe it will get stolen, 

white box, stamps in top, grab a book of stamps, 'this has never been seen before', 

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.bottom of white box is heavy, filled with coins, preparing my bag for school, 

end dream, 9:05 am 

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.a - room in house                         b - lady watching tv 

c - tv on swedish channel              d - kitchen 

e - fridge                                         f - drawer 

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g - sink                                            

note: i can hear and kind of see tv in sink, end note

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h - g.l in living room                       i - two people come down stairs 

j - me singing by door                     k - people in house

l - kitchen                                         m - cherries 

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n - people on couch                          o - computer 

p - get backpack                                q - going through stuff 

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.external window washing, tall building 

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.ham and cheddar 

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tuesday, 25

tuesday, 25

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.yesterday's events: backpack 

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.dream: playing pickle ball with brother, hit ball back and forth a few times, i hit the ball, 

ball bounces off top of net and falls down on brother's side of court, ball bounces twice 

then comes over on my side of court, ball bounces twice on my side of court as well, 

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.me and brother meet at net, i think i've scored a point, brother says that ball bounced twice on 

my side of court as well, i say we should do a re-do, 

end scene, 

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.watching a tv, boat on water, boat is filming, small strip of land up ahead, a helicopter 

launches up from boat and takes over the filming, helicopter flies over the small 

strip of land, more water, land and city up ahead, 

end tv scene, 

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.i'm in a bedroom, tv that i was watching is by the wall, i just woke up, need to 

get ready for school, i'm staying as a guest in this house, go over to dresser, orange 

ear plugs, look at clock, almost eight thirty, need to hurry, 

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.ride to school arrives around eight fifty and it takes about an hour to get to school before 

classes start at nine forty five, no one will come up and get me so i need to be ready and 

on time, clothes on bed, 

end dream, 7:40 am 

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.a - me and brother playing pickle ball 

b - guest bedroom on upper floor of house 

c - tv                                d - beds 

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e - my clothes                  f - door 

g - orange ear plugs on dresser 

h - window                       i - me 

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monday, 24

monday, 24

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.yesterday's events: unacceptable time management 

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.dream: in a fitness center building, walking on upper floor, area on the left is 

not accessible, some guys have blocked off this area for a powerlifting competition, 

i find a narrow path through and walk by, 

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.enter into a room, large mirror in front of me, i'm wearing a red boxing helmet and 

red boxing gloves, do some punches in the mirror, working on uppercuts, 

four hats on wall on my right, washington state, 

end scene, 

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.several women have rented a long boat and are taking it out on the water to do some 

fishing, boat is in a boat trailer and moving on the road, on the way to the water, 

several women in the boat looking through fishing tackle boxes, 

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.i'm sitting on the right of the boat in the boat trailer, some guy on my right, 

i reach into the boat, fresh large citrus fruits, looks like gourds with long necks, but these 

are citrus fruits, like oranges with peels, 

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.i ask the women if these fruits are bait for fishing, they say no, they'll eat the fruit later, 

i put the fruit back in the boat, 

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.a young lady in a black bikini comes over and sits on my lap, she asks something about 

danny devito playing in some tv show, i say i don't think so, lady doesn't think so 

either but isn't sure, 

end dream, 8:30 am 

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.a - area of fitness center not accessible due to powerlifting competition 

b - narrow passage                                 c - main gym below 

d - me in small room, red boxing helmet and gloves 

e - mirror                                                 f - four hats on wall 

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.g - women in large rental boat                 h - boat 

i - tree in boat                                            j - citrus fruit 

k - me in boat trailer                                 l - some guy 

m - lady who asks me question 

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.dream: sidewalk going down, people running down sidewalk, one guy is short with a 

thick back, a human and a neanderthal have paired up, they turn right near bottom of 

hill, some other guy then comes from other side of road and follows the pair, 

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.an elite fitness guy in short green running shorts comes sprinting down the hill, his 

shorts are very short and riding up high into his butt crack, he stops at the cross road 

then sprints across the street, 

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.elite fitness guy and some other guy are standing in front of a tall apartment building, 

elevator going up, the two guys grab onto the outside of the elevator and try to 

hold on as long as they can as the elevator ascends up the building, 

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.one guy lets go on the first floor up, other guy holds on a bit longer but then looses his 

grip as well, 

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.a young lady has been hiding under the elevator close to the building, she wants to remain 

unseen, 

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.the two men come over to the young lady and hold her down under the elevator, 

the elevator is descending down, the guys spread out the lady's long black hair and 

hold her down with it as the elevator descends, 

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.'no, no, please, i'm begging you' the lady cries out, the men ignore her pleas and 

continue to hold her down by her hair as the elevator descends down upon her, 

end scene, 

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.this lady was in a club with these two guys because she motivated them but she 

never really knew exactly what it was that these two guys did, 

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.the lady is now several months pregnant and in a room, her shirt is lifted up and exposing 

her large stomach, the pregnancy was unwanted, the lady is holding a large 

crochet needle and begins to hit herself with it on the right side of her stomach, 

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.she's explaining the exact pressure needed to crack the skull of her unborn baby and kill 

it, she says it's around three hundred units on some pressure scale, after hitting 

her stomach several times a hollow cracking sound is heard, 

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.a - me

b - people running down hill 

c - short guy with wide back 

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d - human and neanderthal 

e - some guy who follows 'd'

f - elite fitness guy in short green running shorts 

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g - apartment building                         h - elevator 

i - two guys                                          j - lady 

k - lady pregnant                                  l - nurse 

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