Wednesday, July 26, 2023

wednesday, 26

wednesday, 26

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.yesterday's events: tonic water 

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.dream: interacting with uncle, he asks me if i touched his money, i tell him that i touched 

his bank card once when i was having a manic episode, uncle tells me i'm no longer 

welcome on his property, 

end scene, 

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.mountain cabin, some kind of group session just finished, people leaving cabin, mother 

calls out to me, tells me i have a new prescription and that i need to take my meds, 

i ignore her, walk off, 

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.walking in a loop, coming back around to the cabin, spit behind me, a lady (c.l) walks into 

my spit, she's wearing a white and red summer dress, c.l passes me and sits down outside 

the cabin, another lady approaches, 

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.c.l is holding a small clump of leaves, these small leaves are my new medicine, 

i grab the leaves from c.l, looking at the leaves, 

end dream, 4:55 am 

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.a - me

b - uncle

c - uncle's money 

d - mountain cabin 

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e - people leaving cabin 

f - mother                         g - lady (c.l) 

h - me                               i - c.l at entrance to cabin 

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j - some lady (possibly k.y) 

k - i grab plant from c.l 

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.image below: mountain cabin dream scene, alternate scale representation 

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.image below: small clump of leaves detail 

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.dream:

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.dream: in a house, lady watching tv, swedish channel, mostly church sermons in english 

with some commercials in swedish, i go into kitchen, about to drink milk from the carton, 

some lady is watching me, she probably wouldn't like me drinking from carton, 

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.running low on groceries, i write down stuff to buy on grocery list, need someone to 

give me a ride to the grocery store, maybe friend (n.s) will give me a ride, 

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.leave kitchen, living room, guy (g.l) sitting in chair, two people come down stairs, 

they say 'drop in the ocean', name of a song, i go over by door, start to sing the 

song, wearing orange cloth on head, 

end scene, 

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.in a house, narrow hallway, people, one guy has a large torso, lady with small torso, seems 

like guy is twice as wide as lady, i comment on this, now the lady is just as big as the 

guy, 'hot' i say, 

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.i'm crawling on the floor, knock over a container of cherries, pick up cherries, all the 

people are sitting on couch, talking about what i said earlier, 

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.realize that i have to write two foreign language essays for school, go into bedroom, computer, 

no time, need to pack bag, go into other bedroom, get backpack, go back to other 

room, 

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.going through all my stuff, bank cards, two banks, lots of cards, one bank card is cut into 

little squares, comic cards, pens, put a pen in backpack, maybe it will get stolen, 

white box, stamps in top, grab a book of stamps, 'this has never been seen before', 

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.bottom of white box is heavy, filled with coins, preparing my bag for school, 

end dream, 9:05 am 

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.a - room in house                         b - lady watching tv 

c - tv on swedish channel              d - kitchen 

e - fridge                                         f - drawer 

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g - sink                                            

note: i can hear and kind of see tv in sink, end note

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h - g.l in living room                       i - two people come down stairs 

j - me singing by door                     k - people in house

l - kitchen                                         m - cherries 

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n - people on couch                          o - computer 

p - get backpack                                q - going through stuff 

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.image below: singing by the door detail 

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.image below: movement path from room to room in house detail 

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.image below: items in room detail 

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.wake up

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.external window washing, tall building 

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.ham and cheddar 

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