wednesday, 26
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.yesterday's events: tonic water
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.dream: interacting with uncle, he asks me if i touched his money, i tell him that i touched
his bank card once when i was having a manic episode, uncle tells me i'm no longer
welcome on his property,
end scene,
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.mountain cabin, some kind of group session just finished, people leaving cabin, mother
calls out to me, tells me i have a new prescription and that i need to take my meds,
i ignore her, walk off,
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.walking in a loop, coming back around to the cabin, spit behind me, a lady (c.l) walks into
my spit, she's wearing a white and red summer dress, c.l passes me and sits down outside
the cabin, another lady approaches,
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.c.l is holding a small clump of leaves, these small leaves are my new medicine,
i grab the leaves from c.l, looking at the leaves,
end dream, 4:55 am
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.a - me
b - uncle
c - uncle's money
d - mountain cabin
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e - people leaving cabin
f - mother g - lady (c.l)
h - me i - c.l at entrance to cabin
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j - some lady (possibly k.y)
k - i grab plant from c.l
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.image below: mountain cabin dream scene, alternate scale representation
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.image below: small clump of leaves detail
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.dream:
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.dream: in a house, lady watching tv, swedish channel, mostly church sermons in english
with some commercials in swedish, i go into kitchen, about to drink milk from the carton,
some lady is watching me, she probably wouldn't like me drinking from carton,
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.running low on groceries, i write down stuff to buy on grocery list, need someone to
give me a ride to the grocery store, maybe friend (n.s) will give me a ride,
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.leave kitchen, living room, guy (g.l) sitting in chair, two people come down stairs,
they say 'drop in the ocean', name of a song, i go over by door, start to sing the
song, wearing orange cloth on head,
end scene,
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.in a house, narrow hallway, people, one guy has a large torso, lady with small torso, seems
like guy is twice as wide as lady, i comment on this, now the lady is just as big as the
guy, 'hot' i say,
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.i'm crawling on the floor, knock over a container of cherries, pick up cherries, all the
people are sitting on couch, talking about what i said earlier,
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.realize that i have to write two foreign language essays for school, go into bedroom, computer,
no time, need to pack bag, go into other bedroom, get backpack, go back to other
room,
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.going through all my stuff, bank cards, two banks, lots of cards, one bank card is cut into
little squares, comic cards, pens, put a pen in backpack, maybe it will get stolen,
white box, stamps in top, grab a book of stamps, 'this has never been seen before',
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.bottom of white box is heavy, filled with coins, preparing my bag for school,
end dream, 9:05 am
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.a - room in house b - lady watching tv
c - tv on swedish channel d - kitchen
e - fridge f - drawer
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g - sink
note: i can hear and kind of see tv in sink, end note
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h - g.l in living room i - two people come down stairs
j - me singing by door k - people in house
l - kitchen m - cherries
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n - people on couch o - computer
p - get backpack q - going through stuff
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.image below: singing by the door detail
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.image below: movement path from room to room in house detail
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.image below: items in room detail
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.wake up
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.external window washing, tall building
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.ham and cheddar
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