saturday, 29

saturday, 29

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.upload in progress, more to come, refer to upcoming wix and wordpress ... TONIGHT ... .. ., . . ,, . 

.yesterday's events: bicycle rider, concrete

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.enter mania, jabba the hut on night watch 

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.a - ground floor of transit station 

b - below ground small café

c - me, ordering sustenance

d - other customers, people at café, waiting area, they've likely already or are about to

order, no one here is eating or has food yet, just waiting

e - service window for initial sustenance order

f - food service worker lady

g - drink dispensing machine

h - peach station 

i - all the drinks i've ordered 

j - lady named 'ДА' comes over, ДА makes the order final 

k - ДА putting the final preparing touches on my order (dream ends here)

l - shoe storage upper open cabinet 

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.a - new sports energy bar

b - me, curious and excited to try the new 'a'

c - other people wanting to chow down on 'a' as well

d - dream overwatch interference cut lines as preformed by two person team (j.k) and (g.t)

e - initial start of dream

f - deleted part of dream, part of dream not accessible due to 'd', can't remember 

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.dream:

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.a - side room in house from high school 

b - me and guy at table

c - paper on table, blue ink

d - large window, door not accessible 

e - people having meeting in yard, dark, cannot see

f - reflection of mother's yellow coat in brown stained wood of outside wooden chair

g - same meeting, now i can see what the people were doing but they're already 

left, looking into the past at the meeting that just happened 

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h - me in dark yard, same yard, lying on ground 

i - four people, three different tribes, middle tribe has two people, (red, green green, white or blue)

j - physical contact with white or blue

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k - me in bedroom from high school 

l - ear buds coming out both arms, connected on spine, upper spine 

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m - running naked down concrete ditch, jump over trash can

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n - room

o - vietnamese father (correction, father of vietnamese or close to vietnamese decent) 

.p - cart of oranges, placed against wall 

q - young girl of vietnamese or close to vietnam descent 

r - me reading book of mandarin chinese with pinyin pronounce guide 

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.wake up

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.today's events - park

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.urgent care

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.mania, red shirt runner on the street, 

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.hit money xxx, protect money, xxx, n=2, ićd prefer to live, chose is up to trigger, 7.630013413, mm, nice, entry wound considerations ,,, 

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.refer to leg markings, , water low, mountain high, left left, canćt breathe, say his name 

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.noteČ between any two numbers there may

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friday, 28

friday, 28

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.yesterday's events: fluid recharge 

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.dream: large magic cardboard box, people go under the box and then come out, a 

new group of recent conscripts is ready to go under the magic box, this group of 

recent conscripts are a bit older than the average conscripts, 

end dream, 5:50 am 

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.dream: walk into a cafeteria, guy (t.d) at table, two pizza slices on table, each slice of 

pizza has one small pineapple chunk on it, i'd like some pizza, 

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.i go over to side table, get a white napkin, go back over to table where t.d and the pizza is, 

grab a slice, begin to eat pizza, 

end scene, 

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.in a room, nothing going on, elon musk enters room and sits down at a side desk, i'd 

like to tell him that i liked the blue twitter bird better than the new black x logo but then 

decide not to bother him, he's busy doing something at his side desk, 

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.i move down to a circular piece of furniture, my brother comes over to me from the left, 

starts to mumble some words at me, 'ask me a no shit question' i say, brother starts to 

talk about how he really like me on the day before i left, talking about how he took off 

from a school for a year to focus on his social media accounts, 

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.images from brother's social media accounts, skateboard ramp by the front door of a church, 

someone's foot in brother's mouth, other images, 

end dream, 8:10 am 

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.a - cafeteria                               b - me 

c - t.d at table                             d - pizza 

e - napkins on side table            f - room 

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g - door                                      h - elon musk at desk 

i - round piece of furniture 

j - me                                         k - brother 

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l - images from brother's social media 

m - skate ramp at church           n - foot in mouth 

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.image below: cafeteria and pizza scene detail 

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.image below: pizza and napkin detail 

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.image below: elon musk and brother scene detail 

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.image below: elon musk and brother detail 

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.wake up

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.long long hug on the sidewalk 

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.bicycle rider on the sidewalk 

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thursday, 27

thursday, 27

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.yesterday's events: ham and cheddar 

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.kazoo player in the park 

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.fluid recharge 

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wednesday, 26

wednesday, 26

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.yesterday's events: tonic water 

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.dream: interacting with uncle, he asks me if i touched his money, i tell him that i touched 

his bank card once when i was having a manic episode, uncle tells me i'm no longer 

welcome on his property, 

end scene, 

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.mountain cabin, some kind of group session just finished, people leaving cabin, mother 

calls out to me, tells me i have a new prescription and that i need to take my meds, 

i ignore her, walk off, 

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.walking in a loop, coming back around to the cabin, spit behind me, a lady (c.l) walks into 

my spit, she's wearing a white and red summer dress, c.l passes me and sits down outside 

the cabin, another lady approaches, 

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.c.l is holding a small clump of leaves, these small leaves are my new medicine, 

i grab the leaves from c.l, looking at the leaves, 

end dream, 4:55 am 

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.a - me

b - uncle

c - uncle's money 

d - mountain cabin 

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e - people leaving cabin 

f - mother                         g - lady (c.l) 

h - me                               i - c.l at entrance to cabin 

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j - some lady (possibly k.y) 

k - i grab plant from c.l 

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.image below: mountain cabin dream scene, alternate scale representation 

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.image below: small clump of leaves detail 

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.dream: in a house, lady watching tv, swedish channel, mostly church sermons in english 

with some commercials in swedish, i go into kitchen, about to drink milk from the carton, 

some lady is watching me, she probably wouldn't like me drinking from carton, 

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.running low on groceries, i write down stuff to buy on grocery list, need someone to 

give me a ride to the grocery store, maybe friend (n.s) will give me a ride, 

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.leave kitchen, living room, guy (g.l) sitting in chair, two people come down stairs, 

they say 'drop in the ocean', name of a song, i go over by door, start to sing the 

song, wearing orange cloth on head, 

end scene, 

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.in a house, narrow hallway, people, one guy has a large torso, lady with small torso, seems 

like guy is twice as wide as lady, i comment on this, now the lady is just as big as the 

guy, 'hot' i say, 

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.i'm crawling on the floor, knock over a container of cherries, pick up cherries, all the 

people are sitting on couch, talking about what i said earlier, 

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.realize that i have to write two foreign language essays for school, go into bedroom, computer, 

no time, need to pack bag, go into other bedroom, get backpack, go back to other 

room, 

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.going through all my stuff, bank cards, two banks, lots of cards, one bank card is cut into 

little squares, comic cards, pens, put a pen in backpack, maybe it will get stolen, 

white box, stamps in top, grab a book of stamps, 'this has never been seen before', 

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.bottom of white box is heavy, filled with coins, preparing my bag for school, 

end dream, 9:05 am 

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.a - room in house                         b - lady watching tv 

c - tv on swedish channel              d - kitchen 

e - fridge                                         f - drawer 

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g - sink                                            

note: i can hear and kind of see tv in sink, end note

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h - g.l in living room                       i - two people come down stairs 

j - me singing by door                     k - people in house

l - kitchen                                         m - cherries 

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n - people on couch                          o - computer 

p - get backpack                                q - going through stuff 

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.image below: singing by the door detail 

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.image below: movement path from room to room in house detail 

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.image below: items in room detail 

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.wake up

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.external window washing, tall building 

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.ham and cheddar 

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tuesday, 25

tuesday, 25

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.yesterday's events: backpack 

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.dream: playing pickle ball with brother, hit ball back and forth a few times, i hit the ball, 

ball bounces off top of net and falls down on brother's side of court, ball bounces twice 

then comes over on my side of court, ball bounces twice on my side of court as well, 

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.me and brother meet at net, i think i've scored a point, brother says that ball bounced twice on 

my side of court as well, i say we should do a re-do, 

end scene, 

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.watching a tv, boat on water, boat is filming, small strip of land up ahead, a helicopter 

launches up from boat and takes over the filming, helicopter flies over the small 

strip of land, more water, land and city up ahead, 

end tv scene, 

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.i'm in a bedroom, tv that i was watching is by the wall, i just woke up, need to 

get ready for school, i'm staying as a guest in this house, go over to dresser, orange 

ear plugs, look at clock, almost eight thirty, need to hurry, 

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.ride to school arrives around eight fifty and it takes about an hour to get to school before 

classes start at nine forty five, no one will come up and get me so i need to be ready and 

on time, clothes on bed, 

end dream, 7:40 am 

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.a - me and brother playing pickle ball 

b - guest bedroom on upper floor of house 

c - tv                                d - beds 

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e - my clothes                  f - door 

g - orange ear plugs on dresser 

h - window                       i - me 

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.image below: pickle ball and guest room dream, alternate scale representation 

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.image below: playing pickle ball with brother detail 

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.image below: tv program, boat and helicopter filming, detail 

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.nordic walking in the park 

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