sunday, 16

sunday, 16

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.yesterday's events: haircut, scab on left ankle very slow to heal 

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.dream: walking along side a massive tunnel digging machine, jump over the tip, in 

an area where a subway tunnel is being constructed, talking to friend's sister (a.s), some kind 

of booth something, a.s asks where the security guard can go, security guard appears near 

another booth, fourteen something, i leave area, 

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.i've just come to my senses after being completely blacked out, no recollection whatsoever of 

what just occurred, i may have been in a night club, now i'm in an office space, walk 

by a side room, new boss guy and another guy are having a seated conversation, i 

turn around, go to office exit door, elton john something, leave office area, 

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.in a shopping mall, i go over by where a.s is sitting in a chair by some escalator stairs going 

up, a.s mentions the new boss guy in the office space, says he likes it when one person is 

always gone, also says that this new boss guy is responsible for the new PG thirteen 

version of her dad, i sit next to a.s, 

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.i'm holding a small glass box filled with pink muscle tissue, now the person next to 

me is friend's brother (a.s), i tell a.s 'you know what's in this box ... it's a pussy and it 

may be a virgin', 

end dream, 4:27 am 

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.a - large tunnel digging machine                             b - construction worker guys 

c - me 

d - area where subway tunnel is being built, subway tracks being laid 

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e - some booth                                                          f - friend's sister (a.s) 

g - security guard and another booth 

h - i've completely blacked out, possibly in a night club 

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i - come to my senses in an office area, someone says 'he's good', like i'm coherent now

j - new boss and some guy in side room 

k - leave office area, elton john something                l - in a shopping mall 

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m - me with small glass box filled with pink muscle tissue 

n - first friend's sister (a.s) then friend's brother (a.s) 

o - escalator stairs going up 

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.note: in friend's family (n.s), three people have the same initials, mother, sister and brother (a.s) 

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.dream: in japan, outside on a city street, dark outside, i really need to pee, go into a large 

public bathroom, go up to the first urinal and start to pee, a guy goes into a 

private stall on the right, guy will likely be pooping in private stall, 

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.another guy (r.k) comes up to urinal on my left, r.k is about to start peeing when the 

bathroom attendant guy starts to make a commotion, r.k is startled and can't pee, 

there's a whole other area to this public bathroom which has its entry on the left side of 

the room, 

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.digital clock behind me that i can't see, twelve forty five to three forty five something, 

end dream, 8:15 am 

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.a - city street in japan                                 b - large public bathroom 

c - urinals                                                     d - me peeing 

e - guy (r.k)     

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f - guy goes into private stall to poop 

g - sink and mirror                                       h - bathroom attendant guy 

i - digital clock behind me that i can't see ('h' informs me of times) 

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.image below: times on digital clock detail 

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.wake up 

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.gym (body weight squats) 

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.groceries, heavy rain, convenience store 

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saturday, 15

saturday, 15

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.yesterday's events: corner stores 

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.dream: drinking milk, two kinds of milk, familiar milk and a new unfamiliar milk, 

end dream, 2:45 am 

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.dream: group of people performing a pacific islands cultural dance, one guy is wearing a 

grass skirt, has no shirt on and muscular arms, guy finishes with the pacific islands 

cultural dance and lays down, says he loves to eat rice with tiki-tiki sauce and 

breadfruit, 

end dream, 5:30 am 

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.a - group of people doing pacific islands cultural dance 

b - guy in grass skirt doing pacific islands cultural dance

c - guy finishes dance and lays down 

d - food guy likes to eat (rice with tiki-tiki sauce and breadfruit)

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.wake up 

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.run outside (hospital triple) 

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.haircut, scab on left ankle very slow to heal 

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friday, 14

friday, 14

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.yesterday's events: convenience store, comic shop 

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.dream: riding in jeep, mother driving, dirt road, approach a large bump, mother tries to 

drive up bump, 'no' i say, bump is too big and is higher than hood of jeep, i get out of 

jeep, mother backs up, drives real fast at bump, jeep makes it up on top of bump but 

all four tires get blown out in the process, 

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.i'm taking the tires off the wheels, me and mother will lift up jeep and take it to mechanic, 

lift up jeep a bit, not heavy, i had to take my shirt off for some reason to be able to lift 

the jeep, aunt approaches on my right, squeezes my left arm, uncle drives down in large truck, 

uncle is standing in front of me, proud and impressed in his posture, end scene, 

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.group of people, i'm by a fence, two dogs come over and start to sniff me, end scene, 

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.in a kind of RV trailer, standing by a bed, looking at a shelf with nicely folded clothes, 

a family i don't know owns this RV trailer, check my left breast shirt pocket, quarter and a 

small wheel pin, i'm holding a shirt, thrown shirt down on bed, more shirts on bed, i 

used to own one of these shirts but gave it to a second hand store and now this family owns it, 

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.i leave RV trailer, outside, approach aunt in van, van is being cleaned out, on left side are 

things to stay with van, lawn mower wrapped in yellow plastic sheet, two other items, 

on right are things that can be taken out of van, i grab two bags, not heavy and 

walk off, 

end dream, 6:55 am 

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.a - bump in dirt road                             b - mother's jeep 

c - me                                                     d - aunt 

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e - uncle in truck                                    f - two dogs sniffing me by fence 

g - me in RV trailer                                h - shelves with neatly folded clothes 

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i - shirts on bed                                      j - some family 

k - aunt in van                                        l - stuff to stay in van 

m - stuff to leave van                             n - me 

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.image below: two dogs sniffing me by fence scene detail 

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.image below: in RV trailer scene detail 

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.image below: aunt cleaning out van scene detail 

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.dream: in a dark room, group of people by a tv, cousin (r.d) is off by himself in back of room, 

r.d runs and jumps and lands on his chest by tv, says 'shampoo', no more people around, 

r.d is watching a violent animal fight cartoon, end scene, 

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.in a large mansion with brother, we're staying as guests here, brother is on his computer, 

image of an iceberg, i'm on my computer as well, some kind of advertisement for 

increasing ejaculate volume, cleaning ladies come in, brother leaves, i'm in my underwear, 

shut computer, need to leave to let the cleaning ladies do their job, 

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.i'll go downstairs and do laundry, go into bathroom, shower curtain and towels all hanging 

high in preparation for cleaning, i get dressed, leave bathroom, put shoes on, not the 

shoes i was expecting but good enough, 

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.leave room, going down stairs, two big sets, kind of sliding on my feet, two people, man and 

woman, coming down stairs behind me, i loop around to watch the couple come downstairs, 

stairs to lower laundry area no longer there, the couple is looking around on the main floor, 

lots of tables with trinkets and decorations on them, couple is impressed, 

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.couple leaves building, as this couple leaves, another group of people enters, i jump 

over by a couch and land with my hands on a bench, i look back into main room, 

one group of people by a table, looking at the decorations and ornaments, another group 

of people starts stealing the decorations, 

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.group of thieves are standing in a circle, i crawl on the floor and into the middle of the 

circle of people, looking up at faces looking down on me, these people were stealing 

stuff from the main room, one lady looks familiar, i get up, exploring the main room, 

more areas have opened up that weren't there before, 

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.stairwell going down, i'd like to explore down here but there may be no one to report back 

to, i jump down stairwell anyways, toys and trinkets laying about, one very large, bigger 

than life size, nutcracker style toy soldier, 

end dream, 9:10 am 

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.a - group of people                             b - young version of cousin (r.d) 

c - me                                                   d - tv 

e - brother on computer                       f - me on computer 

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g - cleaning ladies                                h - shoes 

i - bathroom                                          j - down some stairs 

k - man and woman                              l - laundry stairs gone 

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m - main door, man and woman leave 

n - group of people enter                      o - couch, bench, small table with ornaments 

p - people looking at stuff on table 

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q - people stealing stuff                         r - i enter into circle of thieves 

s - new stairs going down                      t - nutcracker style toy soldier 

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.image below: lying on floor, looking up at faces looking down on me detail 

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thursday, 13

thursday, 13

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.yesterday's events: corner store, pharmacy, grocery store 

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.dream: at my window sill, incense, lighters, dried plants, i'd like to burn some incense, 

purple lighter, almost out of fluid, flame, top of lighter starts to burn, i blow out the flame, 

plants, 

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.entire incense stick is now one orange hot cherry, i put burning incense stick into an empty 

bottle, smoke, smoke turns to water, the bottle is filling up with water, overflowing with 

water, i pour the water out the window, some guy in a vehicle on other side of window, 

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.fan on far right of window sill, i notice that my door and mother's door are open, 

shut both doors, 

end dream, 7:05 am 

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.a - window sill                                    b - lighters 

c - incense sticks                                  d - dead plants 

e - fan is on                                          f - bottle with burning incense making water 

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g - dump water out window                h - guy in vehicle outside 

i - shut door to mother's bedroom 

j - shut my door 

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.image below: purple lighter almost out of fluid detail 

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.a - empty glass bottle                                         

b - burning incense stick, entire stick is an orange hot burning cherry 

c - put burning incense stick into bottle, smoke 

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d - water is being produced in bottle, lots of water, overflowing 

e - i pour water out window 

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.dream: walking past a bunch of chairs at an outdoor café, surprised to see my family, 

aunt, brother and mother, couple bicycles as well, i keep staring at my family, some 

lady says hello, my mother says goodbye, i leave area, end scene, 

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.in a side room of a large mansion, mother enters from a small outside building, it's 

cold and she only had two blankets, look at mother's face, doesn't really look like her 

but i interpret this lady as my mother, 

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.lady (e.n) and some people from grad school go outside as mother enters room, 

my vision starts to black out, vision returns, lady (h.l) enters from left, she has three books, 

h.l starts to read one book, two books on the floor, i pick up the smaller book, writing is in 

dutch from the author shell silberstein, 

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.i tell h.l that the book is in dutch, she says that she can understand a little, i start to read, 

not words, but little cartoon images that represent words, i can understand the images, 

story is about some kid, first paragraph, images of people, people in kid's life or something, 

second paragraph, stuff the kid has, lots of kim chee, third and fourth paragraphs, 

stuff the kid doesn't have, 

end dream, 8:45 am 

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b - my family at outdoor café                            c - other people 

d - bicycle                                                          e - me in side room of large mansion 

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f - mother comes in from small outside building

g - lady (e.n)                                                      h - people from grad school 

i - lady (h.l)                                                        j - books 

k - me reading 

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.note: my vision blacked out after the group went outside and before h.l entered room, end note

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.image below: side room of large mansion scene 

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.image below: book i was reading detail 

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b - images of objects for words 

c - people in the kid's life                                     d - stuff in kid's life (kim chee) 

e - stuff kid doesn't have 

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.gym (body weight squats), park workout (guy with knife) 

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.convenience store, comic shop 

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