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.no dreams ...
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.I π¨ may or may not b a complete and total failure ...
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.consider the following ....
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saturday, 29
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.upload in progress, more to come, refer to upcoming wix and wordpress ... TONIGHT ... .. ., . . ,, .
.yesterday's events: bicycle rider, concrete
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.enter mania, jabba the hut on night watch
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.dream:
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.a - ground floor of transit station
b - below ground small cafΓ©
c - me, ordering sustenance
d - other customers, people at cafΓ©, waiting area, they've likely already or are about to
order, no one here is eating or has food yet, just waiting
e - service window for initial sustenance order
f - food service worker lady
g - drink dispensing machine
h - peach station
i - all the drinks i've ordered
j - lady named 'ΠΠ' comes over, ΠΠ makes the order final
k - ΠΠ putting the final preparing touches on my order (dream ends here)
l - shoe storage upper open cabinet
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.dream:
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.a - new sports energy bar
b - me, curious and excited to try the new 'a'
c - other people wanting to chow down on 'a' as well
d - dream overwatch interference cut lines as preformed by two person team (j.k) and (g.t)
e - initial start of dream
f - deleted part of dream, part of dream not accessible due to 'd', can't remember
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.dream:
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.a - side room in house from high school
b - me and guy at table
c - paper on table, blue ink
d - large window, door not accessible
e - people having meeting in yard, dark, cannot see
f - reflection of mother's yellow coat in brown stained wood of outside wooden chair
g - same meeting, now i can see what the people were doing but they're already
left, looking into the past at the meeting that just happened
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h - me in dark yard, same yard, lying on ground
i - four people, three different tribes, middle tribe has two people, (red, green green, white or blue)
j - physical contact with white or blue
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k - me in bedroom from high school
l - ear buds coming out both arms, connected on spine, upper spine
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m - running naked down concrete ditch, jump over trash can
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n - room
o - vietnamese father (correction, father of vietnamese or close to vietnamese decent)
.p - cart of oranges, placed against wall
q - young girl of vietnamese or close to vietnam descent
r - me reading book of mandarin chinese with pinyin pronounce guide
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.wake up
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.today's events - park
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.urgent care
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.mania, red shirt runner on the street,
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.hit money xxx, protect money, xxx, n=2, iΔd prefer to live, chose is up to trigger, 7.630013413, mm, nice, entry wound considerations ,,,
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.refer to leg markings, , water low, mountain high, left left, canΔt breathe, say his name
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.GFGFGFGFGFGFGFGFGFGFGFGFGFGFGF
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.noteΔ between any two numbers there may
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.end
friday, 28
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.yesterday's events: fluid recharge
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.dream: large magic cardboard box, people go under the box and then come out, a
new group of recent conscripts is ready to go under the magic box, this group of
recent conscripts are a bit older than the average conscripts,
end dream, 5:50 am
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.dream: walk into a cafeteria, guy (t.d) at table, two pizza slices on table, each slice of
pizza has one small pineapple chunk on it, i'd like some pizza,
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.i go over to side table, get a white napkin, go back over to table where t.d and the pizza is,
grab a slice, begin to eat pizza,
end scene,
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.in a room, nothing going on, elon musk enters room and sits down at a side desk, i'd
like to tell him that i liked the blue twitter bird better than the new black x logo but then
decide not to bother him, he's busy doing something at his side desk,
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.i move down to a circular piece of furniture, my brother comes over to me from the left,
starts to mumble some words at me, 'ask me a no shit question' i say, brother starts to
talk about how he really like me on the day before i left, talking about how he took off
from a school for a year to focus on his social media accounts,
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.images from brother's social media accounts, skateboard ramp by the front door of a church,
someone's foot in brother's mouth, other images,
end dream, 8:10 am
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.a - cafeteria b - me
c - t.d at table d - pizza
e - napkins on side table f - room
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g - door h - elon musk at desk
i - round piece of furniture
j - me k - brother
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l - images from brother's social media
m - skate ramp at church n - foot in mouth
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.image below: cafeteria and pizza scene detail
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.image below: pizza and napkin detail
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.image below: elon musk and brother scene detail
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.image below: elon musk and brother detail
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.dream:
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. https://dddurb5r.wordpress.com/2023/07/28/dream-28-jul-2023/
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.wake up
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.long long hug on the sidewalk
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.bicycle rider on the sidewalk
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.end
thursday, 27
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.yesterday's events: ham and cheddar
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.dream:
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. https://dddurb5r.wordpress.com/2023/07/27/dream-27-jul-2023/
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.dream:
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. https://dddurbfour.wixsite.com/dddurb4w/post/dream-27-jul-2023
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.wake up
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.kazoo player in the park
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.fluid recharge
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.end
wednesday, 26
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.yesterday's events: tonic water
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.dream: interacting with uncle, he asks me if i touched his money, i tell him that i touched
his bank card once when i was having a manic episode, uncle tells me i'm no longer
welcome on his property,
end scene,
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.mountain cabin, some kind of group session just finished, people leaving cabin, mother
calls out to me, tells me i have a new prescription and that i need to take my meds,
i ignore her, walk off,
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.walking in a loop, coming back around to the cabin, spit behind me, a lady (c.l) walks into
my spit, she's wearing a white and red summer dress, c.l passes me and sits down outside
the cabin, another lady approaches,
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.c.l is holding a small clump of leaves, these small leaves are my new medicine,
i grab the leaves from c.l, looking at the leaves,
end dream, 4:55 am
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.a - me
b - uncle
c - uncle's money
d - mountain cabin
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e - people leaving cabin
f - mother g - lady (c.l)
h - me i - c.l at entrance to cabin
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j - some lady (possibly k.y)
k - i grab plant from c.l
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.image below: mountain cabin dream scene, alternate scale representation
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.image below: small clump of leaves detail
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.dream:
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. https://dddurb5r.wordpress.com/2023/07/26/dream-26-jul-2023/
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.dream: in a house, lady watching tv, swedish channel, mostly church sermons in english
with some commercials in swedish, i go into kitchen, about to drink milk from the carton,
some lady is watching me, she probably wouldn't like me drinking from carton,
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.running low on groceries, i write down stuff to buy on grocery list, need someone to
give me a ride to the grocery store, maybe friend (n.s) will give me a ride,
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.leave kitchen, living room, guy (g.l) sitting in chair, two people come down stairs,
they say 'drop in the ocean', name of a song, i go over by door, start to sing the
song, wearing orange cloth on head,
end scene,
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.in a house, narrow hallway, people, one guy has a large torso, lady with small torso, seems
like guy is twice as wide as lady, i comment on this, now the lady is just as big as the
guy, 'hot' i say,
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.i'm crawling on the floor, knock over a container of cherries, pick up cherries, all the
people are sitting on couch, talking about what i said earlier,
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.realize that i have to write two foreign language essays for school, go into bedroom, computer,
no time, need to pack bag, go into other bedroom, get backpack, go back to other
room,
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.going through all my stuff, bank cards, two banks, lots of cards, one bank card is cut into
little squares, comic cards, pens, put a pen in backpack, maybe it will get stolen,
white box, stamps in top, grab a book of stamps, 'this has never been seen before',
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.bottom of white box is heavy, filled with coins, preparing my bag for school,
end dream, 9:05 am
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.a - room in house b - lady watching tv
c - tv on swedish channel d - kitchen
e - fridge f - drawer
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g - sink
note: i can hear and kind of see tv in sink, end note
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h - g.l in living room i - two people come down stairs
j - me singing by door k - people in house
l - kitchen m - cherries
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n - people on couch o - computer
p - get backpack q - going through stuff
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.image below: singing by the door detail
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.image below: movement path from room to room in house detail
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.image below: items in room detail
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.wake up
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.external window washing, tall building
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.ham and cheddar
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