friday, 31

friday, 31

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.yesterday's events: groceries 

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.dream: outside, looking into the driver's seat of a van, i've got all my school supplies laid out 

here, school starts at nine am and i'm all ready, go into a house, 

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.two long grey brick chimneys coming out from house, i'm near the fire place and looking 

into the dual white chimney ducts, white stones in back of chimney duct, i try and touch 

the stones, they move farther back in the chimney duct, 

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.in the house, basement area, i'll take a quick rest before 

school starts, lie down in front of a tv, start to doze off, cleaning lady comes down the stairs, 

i wake up, eight fifty, need to get ready for school, cleaning lady goes back up stairs and 

cleans the banister on her way up, 

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.i go into bathroom, stroke cock a bit, might wash my hands, go back to tv, now it's a computer, 

some lady comes over to me, she is wearing brown and has short blonde hair, potential for 

sex, lady gets down on all fours in front of me, she's real low to the ground, intimate contact, 

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.i'm trying to stand, wobbly on my feet, two large black dogs in room, female dog has straight 

hair, male dog has curly hair, the straight haired female dog is behind me and stands up, puts 

her front paws on the backs of my shoulders, this stables me and i can stand now, female 

dog gets down from my shoulders, 

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.i go out into the yard, a dog is in a kind of pit area making mud pies, the pit area has a raised 

center and is covered in a large pink table cloth, now there is a kid in the pit, this kid 

is preparing to burn a huge bon fire in the pit, kid has a parallelogram shaped four roll 

toilet paper, i take the parallelogram four roll toilet paper from the kid, tell the kid 'look, there's 

enough toilet paper here to wipe your ass for weeks and you want to burn it all away in 

five seconds', 

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.the kid has some kind of strange fire fetish, i take a small roll of toilet paper from the side of 

the parallelogram and give it to the kid, we go back into the house, rocking chair bicycle, 

end dream, 9:35 am 

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.a - me at van                                        b - my school supplies in van 

c - two long and skinny stone chimneys 

d - dual chimney duct region                e - me on floor                     f - path of cleaning lady 

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g - bathroom                                          h - lady, intimate contact 

i - female dog on my shoulders             j - large round brown carpet 

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k - male dog                                           l - pit with pink table cloth outside 

m - four roll toilet paper parallelogram interaction with kid 

n - talking with kid inside                      o - rocking chair bicycle 

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.image below: basement area of house scene detail 

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.image below: dual chimney duct with white stones detail 

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.image below: cleaning lady comes down stairs, then goes back up stairs and cleans banister detail 

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.image set below: large black dogs detail 

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.image below: dog making mud pies in pit with pink table cloth detail 

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.image below: four roll toilet paper parallelogram detail 

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.gym 

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.groceries 

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thursday, 30

thursday, 30

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.yesterday's events: run outside (hospital single), slightly heavy body 

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.dream: walking through a bedroom, someone on the bed, the entire room starts to move like 

it's a train car, large brown horse, large brown horse is brought up on the bed, normally this 

horse would be running around but the other person in the room wants the horse on the bed, 

i move along, end scene, 

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.walking backwards up a slide, three people below me walking towards me, two of the guys are 

in black space suits, i keep walking backwards up the slide, top of slide, i get off and go over 

to a little birdie i see on the ground, pick up birdie, it doesn't seem to be alive, not like a dead 

bird but like something that never was alive, like a piece of clay or something, end scene, 

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.in an office room, large windows, just me, i have a golf club and am hitting golf balls in a kind 

of little golf ball holder thing, golf ball holder thing is rectangular and can hold two golf balls, 

the sides of it are like hollowed out picture frames and one end is domed and closed, the 

golf ball holder can collapse and then form back into a rectangle, 

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.at first, when i'm not really paying attention, i'm hitting the golf balls real good, i hit them at 

the windows and then they go outside, one hit was a thousand yards, then, as i concentrate more, 

i can't even hit the golf balls, swing and miss or swing and little hit, 

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.golf club i'm using seems like a putter, i need a driver, take another golf club, remove green 

colored club head cover, try to hit golf balls, not doing very good, swing and miss, end scene, 

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.at a computer, feel like watching boobs, i type into the search box 

'grossest floppy female tits', a screen with the 'scoreland' porno site emblem pops up, one 

link, i click on the link and open four tabs, the first tab is some kind of halloween 

porno orgy with a variety of different dildos, i close the tab, three other tabs, i close them 

as well, some guy is watching me close the tabs, 

end dream, 8:20 am 

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.a - person on bed                             b - large rambunctious brown horse 

c - me                                                d - me moving backwards up slide 

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e - three people, two in black space suits 

f - me with little bird                         g - me hitting golf balls in an office 

h - four tabs with pornographic content on a computer 

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.image set below: horse on bed scene and detail 

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.image set below: me and guys on slide detail 

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.image below: hitting golf balls in an office scene detail 

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.image below: golf clubs detail 

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.a - putter type club i was initially using 

b - driver like club (possibly a chip club) that i took out second 

c - green head cover for driver 

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.image below: golf ball holder detail 

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.a - rectangular two golf ball holder 

b - solid domed end (this is the end i was hitting with club) 

c - area for two golf balls 

d - entire assembly folds out flat and then can fold back into rectangle 

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.image below: computer screen with scoreland porno site emblem and link detail 

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.park workout 

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wednesday, 29

wednesday, 29

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.yesterday's events: skateboard, walk outside, groceries 

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.dream: in my mother's bedroom, getting ready to go somewhere, i'm wearing cargo pants, 

there are a bunch of little weasel creatures wrapped up in little cloths, i pick up several of 

them, about four of them and put them in my right cargo pant pocket, these little 

weasels might come in handy later, end scene, 

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.in a large house, looking at a large screen projected on a wall, i'm trying to dream and 

to my blog at the same time, holding a mouse, using the little scroller on the mouse to 

look at a bunch of images, something isn't working, i can't dream and do my blog at the 

same time, i just want to upload something, person's name, kara, 

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.i turn away from the screen, a shut laptop is on a counter, 

end dream, 6:55 am 

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.a - mother's bedroom                             b - mirror                             c - closet door 

d - me                                                      e - weasel creatures in my pant pocket 

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f - large projected screen on wall 

g - me                                                      h - shut laptop computer on counter 

i - some guy 

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.image below: mother's bedroom scene detail 

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.image set below: weasels in my cargo pants detail 

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.image below: large projected screen on wall and laptop computer on 

counter in large house detail 

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.almost forgotten dream: i'm walking in a desert, i don't know it but i'm going over a bridge, 

i get halfway across the bridge and my field of vision goes outside of my body, i look back 

on the bridge and it's not me but some four legged creature walking across the bridge in 

the desert, end scene, 

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.picking a scab off the inside of my left ankle, 

end dream

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.note: i totally forgot this dream but only remembered it when i drove over a little bridge on the 

freeway, end note 

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.image below: desert bridge scene

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.a - walking in desert                         b - bridge i don't know that i'm crossing over 

c - exact middle of bridge                  d - view is outside of body, looking back on bridge 

e - not me but a four legged creature crossing the bridge 

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.image below: scab on left ankle detail 

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.hotel breakfast, last day in hotel

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.drive back to apartment 

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.run outside (hospital single), slightly heavy body 

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tuesday, 28

tuesday, 28

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.yesterday's events: visit with mother, skateboard 

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.dream: in a basement area of a large building, concrete wall, some guy rolls over a large ladder, 

i start to climb up the ladder, over the ladder rungs there is a clear plastic cover, underneath the 

clear plastic cover there is a kind of split green plastic cover, 

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.as i'm grabbing the rungs, the green plastic cover keeps scraping up against the back middle 

part of both my forearms, eventually, after grabbing about three rungs, the curved green plastic 

ladder cover falls off, i keep climbing up the ladder, 

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.i check out the clear plastic ladder cover a bit but this clear cover is well secured to the ladder 

and won't come off, i get to top of concrete wall, some guy picks up the curved green plastic 

ladder cover that popped off and examines it, 

end dream

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.a - basement area                         b - concrete wall                     

c - some guy rolls ladder over to wall

d - me climbing up ladder            e - green cover falls off 

f - i get to top of wall                   g - some guy picks up and examines green cover that fell off 

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.image set below: ladder with clear and green covers and area where green ladder cover was 

scraping up against back middle part of my forearms detail 

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.a - ladder                         b - green plastic cover, directly over rungs 

c - clear plastic cover, over green cover 

d - my hands and forearms                 

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e - my elbows                   f - green cover scraping up against middle back of forearms 

g - green cover falls off ladder 

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.dream: stack of papers, first paper has writing on the bottom half and some image of a kid, 

i move my hand across the paper, the kid on the paper becomes alive, end scene, 

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.i've rented a uhaul and have parked it in the grass, people in front of uhaul on grass, they're 

resting, one lady behind the uhaul resting, behind her is a kind of drop off to a low valley region, 

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.mel gibson and his family are taking a road trip, every place that they stop, the local people 

offer mel gibson and his wife and kid some fresh local vegetables, 

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.image of the bottom vegetable crisper drawer of a refrigerator, three paper cups that mel gibson 

and his family use to drink orange juice and lots of vegetables, 

end dream, 5:43 am 

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.image set below: piece of paper that i moved my hand across detail 

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.a - first piece of paper on large stack                         b - writing on bottom half 

c - movement of my right hand across paper              d - kid on paper becomes alive 

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.image set below: uhaul in grass and vegetable crisper drawer of refrigerator detail 

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.a - grassy area                         b - uhaul truck i rented                         c - me 

d - lady resting                         e - drop off to valley below                  f - people resting on grass 

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g - vegetable crisper drawer in refrigerator 

h - three paper cups for drinking orange juice 

i - vegetables 

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.image below: vegetable crisper drawer of refrigerator detail 

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.hotel breakfast 

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.park workout, skateboard 

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.nap, 3:30 pm - 4:30 pm 

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.skateboard, walk outside, groceries 

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