thursday

 thursday...

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tuesday

 Tuesday....

.wet outside...SeattLTH ...wa state USA

.dddurb has gone mobile 📲 ...in an unknown 🥵...

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. 🛏️ hotel 🏨

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aug rent 💦 day

 

.tired 😴,  no sleep, high 🎭 activity 

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.probably 😱 screwed up rent 🎱  bill

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🎡 ♿ wheeled.recreational.vehicle... 

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.beautiful oceanside view, swallowed Beach 🏖 rock 

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.peed on 🚙 cardboard at trailhead, train testing, extreme foot pain ...

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.sometimes I feel sad and lonely, incredible community, 

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.folded paper 📄  airplane 🛬  , incredibly aerodynamic, 

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.no dreams, apartment a mess, probably offended countless people today with 

.my odd behaviour..... and body movements ... 

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.fashion , modeling ..... 🐛 categories of interest ...

,accessories 

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📤 outfit match 2 hair skin eyes,   options....blend or contrast... 🦎 ,

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. Underdog uhhhh , incredible ☭ community,........

.power. light . environment..... 

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notmonday...maybe..,...

 .........notmon..maybe...........UPDATE FORTHCOMING...

.ting but shuo....shut..... shut bu ting ma ... 🐴 

🐸 

.no 😴rest

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sleep 😴 

🐶...

🏇 em 💊 tabbpb em............UFC......dear dana white.......sincerely urs 📀 dddurb...

.dogfrogdogfrogggggggddddddogfrog

🎣 🐠 

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....likely 👡 sunday

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💅 manic

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.no dreams ... 

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🔔 nothing of interest to say .

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.I 👨 may or may not b a complete and total failure ...

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.consider the following .... 

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Reverberation 

🍙 ricochet 

Abundant 

🎤 micro. Phil. 😲 ascopic .lly 

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 ♄ ♌ n .....is....... let n b a 🔢 number ...

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saturday, 29

saturday, 29

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.upload in progress, more to come, refer to upcoming wix and wordpress ... TONIGHT ... .. ., . . ,, . 

.yesterday's events: bicycle rider, concrete

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.enter mania, jabba the hut on night watch 

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.a - ground floor of transit station 

b - below ground small café

c - me, ordering sustenance

d - other customers, people at café, waiting area, they've likely already or are about to

order, no one here is eating or has food yet, just waiting

e - service window for initial sustenance order

f - food service worker lady

g - drink dispensing machine

h - peach station 

i - all the drinks i've ordered 

j - lady named 'ДА' comes over, ДА makes the order final 

k - ДА putting the final preparing touches on my order (dream ends here)

l - shoe storage upper open cabinet 

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.a - new sports energy bar

b - me, curious and excited to try the new 'a'

c - other people wanting to chow down on 'a' as well

d - dream overwatch interference cut lines as preformed by two person team (j.k) and (g.t)

e - initial start of dream

f - deleted part of dream, part of dream not accessible due to 'd', can't remember 

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.dream:

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.a - side room in house from high school 

b - me and guy at table

c - paper on table, blue ink

d - large window, door not accessible 

e - people having meeting in yard, dark, cannot see

f - reflection of mother's yellow coat in brown stained wood of outside wooden chair

g - same meeting, now i can see what the people were doing but they're already 

left, looking into the past at the meeting that just happened 

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h - me in dark yard, same yard, lying on ground 

i - four people, three different tribes, middle tribe has two people, (red, green green, white or blue)

j - physical contact with white or blue

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k - me in bedroom from high school 

l - ear buds coming out both arms, connected on spine, upper spine 

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m - running naked down concrete ditch, jump over trash can

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n - room

o - vietnamese father (correction, father of vietnamese or close to vietnamese decent) 

.p - cart of oranges, placed against wall 

q - young girl of vietnamese or close to vietnam descent 

r - me reading book of mandarin chinese with pinyin pronounce guide 

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.wake up

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.today's events - park

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.urgent care

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.mania, red shirt runner on the street, 

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.hit money xxx, protect money, xxx, n=2, ićd prefer to live, chose is up to trigger, 7.630013413, mm, nice, entry wound considerations ,,, 

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.refer to leg markings, , water low, mountain high, left left, canćt breathe, say his name 

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.noteČ between any two numbers there may

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friday, 28

friday, 28

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.yesterday's events: fluid recharge 

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.dream: large magic cardboard box, people go under the box and then come out, a 

new group of recent conscripts is ready to go under the magic box, this group of 

recent conscripts are a bit older than the average conscripts, 

end dream, 5:50 am 

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.dream: walk into a cafeteria, guy (t.d) at table, two pizza slices on table, each slice of 

pizza has one small pineapple chunk on it, i'd like some pizza, 

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.i go over to side table, get a white napkin, go back over to table where t.d and the pizza is, 

grab a slice, begin to eat pizza, 

end scene, 

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.in a room, nothing going on, elon musk enters room and sits down at a side desk, i'd 

like to tell him that i liked the blue twitter bird better than the new black x logo but then 

decide not to bother him, he's busy doing something at his side desk, 

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.i move down to a circular piece of furniture, my brother comes over to me from the left, 

starts to mumble some words at me, 'ask me a no shit question' i say, brother starts to 

talk about how he really like me on the day before i left, talking about how he took off 

from a school for a year to focus on his social media accounts, 

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.images from brother's social media accounts, skateboard ramp by the front door of a church, 

someone's foot in brother's mouth, other images, 

end dream, 8:10 am 

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.a - cafeteria                               b - me 

c - t.d at table                             d - pizza 

e - napkins on side table            f - room 

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g - door                                      h - elon musk at desk 

i - round piece of furniture 

j - me                                         k - brother 

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l - images from brother's social media 

m - skate ramp at church           n - foot in mouth 

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.dream:

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.                https://dddurb5r.wordpress.com/2023/07/28/dream-28-jul-2023/

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.long long hug on the sidewalk 

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.bicycle rider on the sidewalk 

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thursday, 27

thursday, 27

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.yesterday's events: ham and cheddar 

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.dream:

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.                https://dddurb5r.wordpress.com/2023/07/27/dream-27-jul-2023/

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.                https://dddurbfour.wixsite.com/dddurb4w/post/dream-27-jul-2023

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.kazoo player in the park 

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.fluid recharge 

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wednesday, 26

wednesday, 26

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.yesterday's events: tonic water 

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.dream: interacting with uncle, he asks me if i touched his money, i tell him that i touched 

his bank card once when i was having a manic episode, uncle tells me i'm no longer 

welcome on his property, 

end scene, 

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.mountain cabin, some kind of group session just finished, people leaving cabin, mother 

calls out to me, tells me i have a new prescription and that i need to take my meds, 

i ignore her, walk off, 

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.walking in a loop, coming back around to the cabin, spit behind me, a lady (c.l) walks into 

my spit, she's wearing a white and red summer dress, c.l passes me and sits down outside 

the cabin, another lady approaches, 

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.c.l is holding a small clump of leaves, these small leaves are my new medicine, 

i grab the leaves from c.l, looking at the leaves, 

end dream, 4:55 am 

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.a - me

b - uncle

c - uncle's money 

d - mountain cabin 

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e - people leaving cabin 

f - mother                         g - lady (c.l) 

h - me                               i - c.l at entrance to cabin 

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j - some lady (possibly k.y) 

k - i grab plant from c.l 

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.dream: in a house, lady watching tv, swedish channel, mostly church sermons in english 

with some commercials in swedish, i go into kitchen, about to drink milk from the carton, 

some lady is watching me, she probably wouldn't like me drinking from carton, 

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.running low on groceries, i write down stuff to buy on grocery list, need someone to 

give me a ride to the grocery store, maybe friend (n.s) will give me a ride, 

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.leave kitchen, living room, guy (g.l) sitting in chair, two people come down stairs, 

they say 'drop in the ocean', name of a song, i go over by door, start to sing the 

song, wearing orange cloth on head, 

end scene, 

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.in a house, narrow hallway, people, one guy has a large torso, lady with small torso, seems 

like guy is twice as wide as lady, i comment on this, now the lady is just as big as the 

guy, 'hot' i say, 

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.i'm crawling on the floor, knock over a container of cherries, pick up cherries, all the 

people are sitting on couch, talking about what i said earlier, 

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.realize that i have to write two foreign language essays for school, go into bedroom, computer, 

no time, need to pack bag, go into other bedroom, get backpack, go back to other 

room, 

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.going through all my stuff, bank cards, two banks, lots of cards, one bank card is cut into 

little squares, comic cards, pens, put a pen in backpack, maybe it will get stolen, 

white box, stamps in top, grab a book of stamps, 'this has never been seen before', 

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.bottom of white box is heavy, filled with coins, preparing my bag for school, 

end dream, 9:05 am 

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.a - room in house                         b - lady watching tv 

c - tv on swedish channel              d - kitchen 

e - fridge                                         f - drawer 

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g - sink                                            

note: i can hear and kind of see tv in sink, end note

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h - g.l in living room                       i - two people come down stairs 

j - me singing by door                     k - people in house

l - kitchen                                         m - cherries 

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n - people on couch                          o - computer 

p - get backpack                                q - going through stuff 

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.ham and cheddar 

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