tuesday, 20

tuesday, 20

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.yesterday's events: working men, scraping paint off a building 

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.dream: in a room, eating, everyone has left but i'm still eating, friend's mother (a.s) comes 

into room with some other person, indicates that i need to leave, i get up and go into a 

side room, 

end scene

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.walking outside with some guy, going to an outdoor classroom in the grass, arrive 

at grass area, hill is steeper than it was before, guy goes down to bottom of grassy hill area, 

i sit near top, some guy is next to me, he grabs his skateboard from where i'm sitting, 

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.one of the skateboard wheels is bigger than the other one, guy starts to disassemble his 

board, for some reason this guy is really pissing me off, i challenge him to a game of 

SKATE, he'd probably kick my ass but maybe not, i ask him how long he's been 

skating for, no response, i grab his board and throw it outside and put one of 

his trucks in my pocket, 

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.me and guy are now outside, i'm all geared up to fight him, guy starts talking, 

mentions trans something, i calm down because the guy just keeps talking and 

i'm trying to process what he's saying, no fight occurs, 

end scene, 

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.on a moving train, go into an end car, guy and lady in car, guy says his name is 

peter and is telling me a story about when he was a kid, apparently he had a bottle cap 

stolen from him and now he wants it back, i tell peter that i might know the guy 

who took his bottle cap and tell him if he keeps being on this five o clock train that 

maybe i can get his bottle cap back for him, 

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.next to peter is his wife, she introduces herself as joanne to me, she asks me 

if i've ever got married, i say no, she says 'good for you', we all laugh, 

i shake joanne's hand and leave train car, 

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.in an in between train car area, an attractive woman is sitting at a card table and looking at me, 

she says to another woman 'could you have made something like that' and points to me, 

i start to jump up and down to activate some glands near my hips, 

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.these glands are a strange kind of internal testicle right above my hips on both sides, 

however these internal testicles have been altered by a team of alien medical scientists 

so that they connect to the nervous system in my legs, 

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.as i jump up and down, the nervous system connections between my internal testicles 

and my entire lower body become complete, i'm then invited over to the lady's table, 

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.there are three beautiful and sexy women at this card table playing scrabble, another lady 

comes over and sits down, i'm handed some scrabble letters and start to get a boner, 

end scene, 

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.now i'm in a room with peter and joanne, peter has a kind of cubic cardboard model 

that represents a complex electrical system used by aliens to create electrical 

fields in outer space, 

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.peter takes off a piece of the cubic model and hands it to me, it consists of the cardboard 

base and two square chunks of sticky caramel candy covered in tin foil, peter starts 

explaining how this system is used to create electrical fields in outer space, i pick 

off a chunk of the caramel candy and start to eat it, very tasty, 

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.as i eat the caramel candy, it isn't coming from either of the two chunks but a smaller 

third chunk of candy between the two larger ones, 

end dream, 6:15 am 

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.a - me eating                         b - friend's mother (a.s) and other person 

c - side room                          d - walking with some guy 

e - grass classroom outside 

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f - guy and skateboard           g - outside classroom becomes building, i throw board outside 

h - i'm about to fight guy 

i - guy starts talking               j - no fight occurs 

k - moving train                     l - me 

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m - guy named peter              n - peter's wife joanne 

o - four women playing scrabble 

p - me jumping                       q - me getting a boner 

r - peter and joanne                 s - engineering model 

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.a - cardboard base                        

b - sticky chewy caramel candy (nuts and raisins inside) 

c - tin foil 

d - as i eat the candy part, it comes from and unseen middle section 

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.dream: enter into a room, brother and my computer in room, i'd like to play a video game, 

go up to my computer, open up a 'contra' or 'supercontra' type game, start to play, 

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with my left hand i push the space bar to make the character shoot white bullets, 

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.with my right hand i push the up arrow to make the character jump, 

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.i'm playing this game for awhile, my left hand may get a cramp from 

pushing the space bar so much, i'm having the character shoot a lot 

of bullets, i stop playing, 

end dream, 8:00 am 

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.a - me                                       b - computer 

c - brother                                 d - video game detail 

e - video game character 

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f - up arrow jumps                    g - guy jumping 

h - space bar shoots                   i - guy shooting 

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.pain-gasm, transistor activation 

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.run outside (two notebooks) 

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monday, 19

monday, 19

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.yesterday's events: basketball street crossing 

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.dream: in a shopping mall, enter into a fashion accessory store, i raise my hands above my 

head, 'yes, i've made it' i think to myself, 

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.fashion accessories on my left and right, a lady approaches me, i'm looking for a yellow 

scarf, i say to the lady 'i'm looking for fashion accessories ...', i almost tell her 

the accessories are for my mother but i don't, i don't want to give away too much 

information, 

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.the lady turns around, she's wearing tight jeans, stuff in her back pockets, seems to 

be a pocket calculator in back left pocket and a small potting soil shovel in 

right back pocket, i might have touched her butt, 

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.lady goes over and starts to water some plants, an older lady on the left is standing on 

a stool and watering some plants higher up, 

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.i go over to the right, glass dome structure, inside the dome is a wrist watch face at 

the bottom, on top of dome is a viewing screen, there's a knob on the side of 

the dome, i look inside dome, 

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.a digital clock reads six am and thirty five seconds, i start to twist the little handle which 

zooms in on the digital wrist watch face, the visual resolution goes to eleven point six, 

maybe eleven point three, i'm looking at this little wrist watch face on the 

viewing screen, digital clock then reads six am and forty three seconds, 

end dream, 5:00 am 

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.a - shopping mall main hallway 

b - fashion accessory store 

c - fashion accessories                         

d - lady, store employee 

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e - older lady watering plants up high 

f - employee lady watering plants     

g - glass dome with wrist watch face at bottom 

h - viewing screen for watch at bottom 

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i - turn knob to focus in on watch 

j - clock times when i was looking at viewer 

k - visual resolution number 

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.maintenance man on a roof, HVAC equipment inspection 

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sunday, 18

sunday, 18

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.yesterday's events: drink 

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.dream: activity low, reflection high, 

end dream, 3:25 am 

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.dream: outside on a square concrete area between several buildings, two groups 

of people are each folding up an american flag, seems to be a kind of flag folding 

race, a lady i knew (h.t) is in one group, flag folding is finished, a white van is 

leaving and both groups go out to get in the leaving van, 

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.i stand in a corner, in one of the building is a group of iranian men in a classroom, 

another american flag is up on the flag pole, these flags get folded up every night 

at five pm and the iranian guys in the class watch it happen every time, 

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.one iranian guy comes over to me, he has a notebook like he just got his 

american citizenship, guy touches my left elbow and then releases it like he 

shouldn't have touched me, whatever, i don't mind, a formation of 

people is forming up ahead, 

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.i go over to join the formation, the iranian guy joins the formation as well but 

now his legs are really really short, 

end scene, 

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.in the kitchen of friend's house (n.s), i have my feet under neath the kitchen sink, a lady 

is across from me, has her feet under sink as well, me and lady start to play footsie, 

i'm really getting into it, i open up the door to under the sink, 

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.i'm not playing footsie with lady but with the bottom of the sink, then my foot 

and lady's foot make contact, now we are playing footsie, foot on foot contact, 

i'm really getting into it, 

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.notice that my brother and his wife are sitting next to me on other side of sink, 

i've been ignoring him, i introduce my brother to the lady i'm playing footsie with, 

brother starts to ask her questions, lady says that she went to high school in brooklyn, 

end scene, 

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.i'd like to go swimming in pool, looking for pool, see a guy by some kind of 

entry way, move along, find pool, large circular above ground outdoor pool, 

no one in pool, some lady and a kid are sitting down by pool, i turn around, go 

back the way i came, 

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.see brother up ahead, he's lying back and watching tv, i'd like to tell him about the 

dream i had with the lady and playing footsie, approach brother, tell him i dreamed 

about him, i move brother closer to me, 

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.brother's head tilts back and his nose is full of snot, he is unresponsive, 

end dream, 8:00 am 

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.a - concrete area outside between buildings 

b - two groups of people folding american flags 

c - lady (h.t)                                         d - white van leaving 

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e - class of guys from iran                   f - iranian guy with notebook 

g - me                                                   h - formation of people 

i - american flag in flagpole                 j - kitchen sink 

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k - me and lady playing footsie under sink 

l - me                                                    m - lady from brooklyn 

n - brother                                             o - brother's wife 

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p - guy at entryway                               q - swimming pool 

r - lady and kid                                      s - brother watching tv 

t - me 

u - brother's head tilts back, nose full of snot, unresponsive 

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saturday, 17

saturday, 17

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.yesterday's events: rain

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.fall asleep later than usual due to intense physical pain in left ankle,

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.dream: in a large room with a bunch of people, we're all arranging furniture to 

set up for an upcoming meeting, end scene, 

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.now i'm in a side room of the same building, just standing there, doing nothing, there 

may be some lady back here with me, long counters and cabinets in room, almost 

like a kitchen area but not quite, end scene, 

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.back in the main room from before, on a large raised circular mattress with all the 

people from before, we're all lying down, all the people behind me are sleeping, 

a lady in a pink shirt approaches and lies down next to me, she has something for 

me, hands it to me, 

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.she handed me a travel itinerary for my upcoming trip, i can't read it so i ask her 

to help me understand it, it's a long ticket with three parts, upper section, 

an airplane flight at two thirty, then the bottom two section are places i 

have to be, 

end dream, 8:30 am 

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.a - arranging furniture in a large room with a group of people to prepare for a meeting 

b - me in side room                             c - possibly a lady here 

d - long counter, cabinets                    e - door 

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f - circular mattress                             g - people sleeping 

h - me                                                  i - lady with my travel plans 

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friday, 16

friday, 16

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.yesterday's events: couple in the park, sitting on the grass, under the shade of a large tree 

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.dream: in a hallway between two buildings, guy on right comes down a ramp, guy may 

be from russia, guy says that seventy million refugees have fled from ukraine, a guy 

from ukraine comes over from the left, ukraine guy says seven hundred million, i 

say that there aren't even that many people in ukraine, government blame something, 

all of us start to go over to the right, 

end dream, 4:15 am 

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.a - hallway between two buildings 

b - ramp                                 c - me 

d - guy likely from russia 

e - guy from ukraine 

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.dream: in a house, drop down to lower level to change my shirt, while i'm down here i 

might as well go check out the magic tunnel on the right, on the left i notice a lady doing 

something on a computer, i go over to lady on left, 

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.lady has some kind of art program open on computer and is painting with red leaves on 

a large concrete wall, looks nice, then she switches to painting with white flower pedals 

on the same wall, seems a bit out of place to me, lady says it's a real nice computer 

program, 

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.this lady used to talk to my mom when they both rode the bus together, then she 

says something about pineapple, 

end scene, 

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.walking down a sidewalk, no one around, no cars on street, i'm imagining all the places 

where pineapples could grow here, side of the road here, other side of the road there, 

come to a car dealership, keep on moving, real nice place on right for pineapples to 

grow, 

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.up ahead is a door, behind me two joggers approach, joggers are about to turn around 

when i point out the door to them, they didn't see the door before, me and the two 

joggers spin in loops in place, the joggers have opened up the majority of the 

space behind the door but there is a little area just inside and to the left of the door 

that the joggers didn't notice and that i did, i can go here, 

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.i tell joggers to go right, i'll go left, all three of us enter through door, i look around, 

ramp going up on right, we need to charge this area, me and one jogger guy charge 

up, run up, the ramp on the right, the jogger puts his hand on the wall and 

a little number twenty three is visible, 'this what you're looking for ...' the jogger asks, 

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.the space behind the door is a rudimentary retail shop, not yet fully developed, i go 

over to the other side of room and tell a guy there to input the number twenty three, 

guy inputs the number, guy (r.b) appears, he doesn't recognize me, 

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.after the number twenty three has been inputted into the computer, the entire retail 

space opens up, people all around, merchandise on walls, i go over and lie down 

on my left side near far left of room, 

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.little kids are now standing all around me, seem to be curious about me, one 

little girl flashes a kind of push knob cigarette car lighter in my face, this indicates that 

she wants to breed with me and is a kind of a long term pact, i look up at little girl, 

it will be a long while before we can breed though, she still needs to grow up, 

her body needs to develop, but the breeding pact has been made, 

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.a mother lady is over in front of me, seems to be keeping an eye on all the children, 

i've been doing some computer stuff, figured out that for every letter key on the key board, 

there is a four string encryption, so take a letter, behind this letter are four sequences of 

characters, each sequence is about seven or eight characters long, 

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.i say that in english each letter is just a letter and not four hidden sequences, all the people around 

are confused and say two, as in two encrypted sequences, i say no, a letter is just a letter, 

i want to make a comparison to the number of fingers on hands, 

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.'everyone look at your hands' i say, people look at their hands, five fingers, people chuckle 

because these are really aliens with only four fingers, they're just appearing to me as 

humans so i don't freak out, 

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.i make some kind of far fetched argument about how humans have five fingers and that's 

why a letter is just a letter in english, all the people, aliens, say that this is why humans 

must be such social creatures, 

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.i get up, the space around where i was lying is now like a mattress folded up on itself, 

all the kids are gone, end scene, 

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.enter into a room, computer, i have a hospital wrist band on, barcodes on wrist band, 

computer has a hand scanner attached, i scan the barcode on the right, scan it again, 

two other bar codes on left of wrist band, i scan those as well, 

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.typing on the computer, small keyboard with orange keys, trying to type 

'this is <my name>', having trouble typing, each letter key types out several 

characters, finally i type out my name real quick and it seems to come through, 

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.typing on a smaller white keyboard, microsoft type input, i've somehow isolated 

the four encrypted strings behind a single letter, i want to copy and paste this into 

the computer, 

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.'control A' to select all, this works, looking for 'control C' to copy, having trouble finding 

the C, finally find the C, middle of orange keyboard, i'm able to copy the 

four encrypted strings, now i just need to paste it into the other computer with 

a 'control V', 

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.looking for the V key, the computer screen changes to some video, access has been 

restricted, a guy approaches me, indicates that i've been doing too much, 

end dream, 5:58 am 

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b - lady at computer                             c - approximate entry to magic tunnel 

d - walking on sidewalk                       e - imagining pineapples growing 

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f - corner of car dealership                   g - door 

h - two joggers                                     i - underdeveloped retail space 

j - number on wall                                k - input number on other wall 

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l - retail space fully expands                 m - me on floor 

n - kids                                                  o - mom lady 

p - me on computer                               q - guy indicates i've done too much 

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b - hand scanner                                 c - small orange keyboard 

d - smaller keyboard, microsoft style input 

e - me on computer                             f - guy not pleased, i've done too much 

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