saturday, 27

saturday, 27

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.yesterday's events: milk 

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.dream: in south america, i've just completed a loop and am climbing back up on the top 

bunk of a bunk bed, on the top bunk, an old guy in an orange t-shirt climbs up on the 

top bunk with me, apparently i paid a hundred and twelve dollars to eat this guy, 

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.i don't want to eat this old guy in the orange t-shirt, his meat is old and dry, i 

tell him i'm not going to eat him, old guy tells me that i'll be in the country of 

chili in a couple days, i'll be able to eat meat there, 

end dream, 3:45 am 

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b - i complete a loop and climb back up on top bunk 

c - old guy in orange t-shirt who i will not eat 

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.dream: in a mental institution, in a room, looking at a lady sitting at a table, end scene, 

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.outside, on a kind of patio courtyard area near a military barracks building, lots of 

round tables around, no one around, i was working with some calculators on a table 

by myself, something distracted me and i left all my stuff on the table and got up and 

walked away, 

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.now i'm looking for the table i was working at, find table, lots of people at tables now, 

two or three guys at my table, one guy is sitting where i was, guy on the right is 

trying to charge his calculator from the energy in my calculator, he's having 

trouble charging his calculator, says he can't get it to work, my calculator is 

a TI eighty nine graphing calculator, 

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.i feel like something of mine is missing, like these guys took something from me, 

i back up a bit and am looking through my bag, pull out a brown plaid shirt, a band 

is playing on my left, lead singer guy is wearing a yellow short-sleeve button-up shirt 

with a collar, someone listening to the band says 'i've never heard it played like that 

before', i whistle a bit, 

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.now i'm by the wall of the barracks building, looking through my brown wallet, lots 

of military info cards, white and blue, my room key card is missing, those guys at 

the table must have took it, guy from table comes over to me, i grab on to the shirt of 

a person on my right to save my spot by the wall and lean over towards the guy 

who might have taken my room key, 

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.i reach into his right pant pocket, brown pants, and pull out a little green bud, no 

room key, i flick the bud away, lean back to where i was on wall, seems like someone 

else grabbed someone's shirt and there is a kind of green red cloth cross that gets 

undone when i go back to the wall, 

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.well, no room key, i plan on walking off the patio and sitting on a ledge in the grass, 

then i'll go into the barracks and ask about getting a new room key, 

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the intro to the 'rudolph the red nose reindeer' song starts playing, listing all of the 

reindeer's names, except all the names are different, 

end dream, 8:55 am 

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.a - me in room in mental institute 

b - lady at table                                                c - door 

d - outside walls of military barracks building 

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e - patio court yard area with round tables                

f - working at a table by myself, no one else around, other tables empty 

g - something distracts me, i leave all my stuff on table, get up and walk 

h - come back to table, people at other tables now 

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i - guys at my table                                            j - checking my bag, pull out brown shirt 

k - band playing music                                      l - by wall, looking through wallet 

m - people at table next to me                           n - guy from my table comes over 

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o - i check his right pant pocket                         p - go back to wall, cloth uncross 

q - plan on getting new room key                      r - end corner of patio 

s - ledge in grass for sitting 

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.image below: patio and missing room key scene detail 

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.image below: calculators on table detail 

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.image below: yellow shirt of guy in band detail 

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.image below: military info cards in my wallet and green bud in guy's right pants pocket detail 

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.wake up

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.cigarette break at the old folks home 

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.feeling tired 

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friday, 26

friday, 26

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.yesterday's events: rest 

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.dream: climb up the back way into the black and white forest where i was sleeping before, 

grab my blanket, shake it out, cold, leave black and white forest, walking down some 

brown steps, come up to a bus station platform, guy looking right at me, i cover 

one of my eyes, cover the other one, looking at the guy, 

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.guy loops around, i look at him again, i go over to a piano, start to play, 

alternate rendition of 'jesu joy of man's desire', a kid is watching me play the piano, 

end scene, 

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.with mother and brother, we're guests in a house, mother says it's late and she wants to 

go home, nine thirty pm, we don't have a car, brother asks friend's sister (m.s) about 

her car, apparently it can deal with gravity, m.s hands brother her car keys, 

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.brother needs to have the keys, brother and mother go over to a basket of keys, 

brother is searching for his key to put it with m.s's key, a brown muscular dog 

comes over and sniffs me, 

end dream, 8:20 am 

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.a - shaking out my blanket in black and white forest 

b - brown stairs going down                             c -guy i look at 

d - playing a piano                                            e - some kid 

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f - visiting a house                                             g - mother wants to leave, late 

h - friend's sister (m.s) gives her car key to brother 

i - brother looking in basket of keys for his key 

j - brown dog sniffs me 

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.image below: black and white forest and piano scene detail 

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.image below: shaking out my blanket in the black and white forest detail 

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.image below: playing the piano detail 

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.image below: visiting house scene detail 

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.image below: brother searches in basket of keys and brown dog sniffs me detail 

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.wake up

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.park workout 

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.milk 

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thursday, 25

thursday, 25

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.yesterday's events: bicycle rider on the street, proper hand signal, proper turn 

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.dream: i am a light skinned male, i've chosen a dark skinned male to talk with, talking 

with the dark skinned male, a dark skinned female enters the space, dark skinned female 

begins to talk to me, seems to be telling me that i should have chosen her instead of 

the dark skinned male, but when i chose the dark skinned male, there seemed to 

be no one else around, 

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.i release a kind of breeding energy and produce offspring with both the male and female, 

the genetic makeup of the offspring is represented by vertical wavy lines, like heat waves, 

music is playing after the heat wave genetic lines appear, 

end dream, 4:17 am 

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.a - me                                 b - guy 

c - lady         

d - genetic makeup lines of offspring of me and guy

e - genetic makeup lines of offspring of me and lady

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.note: above image shows female on right and male on left, these positions may have been 

reversed, end note 

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.music link (genetic diversity melody):

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.music link (genetic diversity melody improvisation):

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.dream: in an office, several people in office, looking at a wall above a window, a 

russian nuclear bomber jet is approaching, will be flying close by the office, the people 

are looking at this area on the wall above the window, they're looking for the 'k' pattern, 

all the 'k' pattern is is some repeating wall paper on the wall, like a bunch of k's, one 

after the other, 

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.i look at all these k's and find the particular k in the middle which is the exact match for the 

approaching russian nuclear bomber jet, i go over to another window on the left, looking 

at this window, sine curve on window, sin (x), a bit of fog on the window, the 

russian nuclear bomber jet gets real close to the office, the sine curve gets tighter, 

the period is half of what it was before, looks like sin (two x) now, jet passes by, 

sine curve returns to what it was before, sin (x), i leave the side window, 

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.by a printer on a small table, packets of paper have been printed out, some person comes over, 

grabs some papers, a lady comes over, starts to interact with me, i tell her that 

mariah carey wanted me to come to this office, possibly for me to get a job, lady starts to 

ask me interview like questions, 

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.now i'm lying on a couch on my back, i'm holding this lady up by her butt over my chest, 

suddenly my arms gets tired and i drop the lady down on my chest, 

end scene, 6:00 am 

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.brief return to consciousness, dream continues, 

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.in a library, large open area right inside the entrance, sitting in a chair, a small lean woman is 

on my left, she has her hand touching my left hand, not quite holding hands but touching 

hands, i'm moving my left thumb on her hand, some lady looking in on the scene says 

that we're holding hands, 

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.there are a bunch of people behind a low wall on the left, a lady is leading a kind of 

session with me and some other people, all the people on the left are like an audience 

for this session, a female session participant in front of me on the other side of the room 

is asked a question, she tries to answer, answer is a bit muddled, 

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.session leader lady asks me a question, i wasn't paying attention, ask her to repeat question, 

lady repeats question, question is about how i feel about music, i say something like

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.'i like to play my harmonica, but instead of just saying a bunch of crap, let me play it a bit 

for you',

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.i reach over to my backpack on a table on the right and pull out my harmonica, harmonica 

mouth piece is a dark pink color, the metal is a darker grey pink, i start to play 

a varied version of 'jesu joy of man's desire' by beetoven (maybe bach), i'm using my two 

index fingers to isolate the individual holes of the instrument, 

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.finish playing, everyone in room claps, i've put the harmonica back on the table, a 

guy (t.r) comes down and picks up my harmonica starts to play, he's real good and has 

a professional technique, i tell the thin lady next to me 

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.'he's breathing in and out real quick and shaking his hand to make those sounds', 

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.at one point, a real odd tone comes out of the harmonica, t.r stops, looks at the instrument 

and then continues to play, 

end dream, 7:00 am 

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.a - office area                         b - 'k' pattern on wall paper above window 

c - side window                       d - sine wave, sin (x) 

e - russian jet very close, sine wave tightens, period halved, sin (2x) 

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f - jet passes by, sine wave shifts back to sin (x)

g - printer on table                    h - person grabs papers from printer 

i - lady approaches, asking interview questions 

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j - me and lady on couch           k - library 

l - main entrance                        m - me in chair 

n - thin small lady                      o - window counter

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p - female session contestant, muddled answer 

q - audience behind low wall 

r - my backpack on table            s - guy (t.r) plays my harmonica after i finish 

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.image below: russian nuclear bomber jet flies by office, alternate scale, scene detail 

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.image below: harmonica in library, alternate scale, scene detail 

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.image below: harmonica, true color approximation, detail 

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.image below: audience on left and guy (t.r) on right playing harmonica scene detail 

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.wake up

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.run outside (hospital triple [redeeming speed])

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.note: right calf still a bit tight 

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wednesday, 24

wednesday, 24

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.yesterday's events: milk drink (free sample) 

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.dream: on a military base, elevator on a higher floor, a guy (b.k) says that his brother (w.k) 

has just came up the elevator and returned from his primary military combat mission, 

b.k says that w.k is castrated and i think that that's why he's still doing combat 

missions for the army, end scene, 

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.riding in a car with some special forces guys, going across an iron bridge, river below, 

the guys are coming back from iran, 

i'm coming back from iran as well but i was there doing something separate from 

the special forces guys, we didn't even need to get a hotel, left early in the morning and 

coming back in the evening, 

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.car enters into a forest, shift to visual movement, right turn, on the left on a hill is 

a tribe of mystic forest yogis, they're all wearing white sheets wrapped around their 

waists and bathing in the trees, a guy (j.p) is with the mystic forest yogis and they 

are bathing him, a mystic forest yogi kid is looking towards a building, these 

mystic forest yogis do not live in buildings and call the forest home, 

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.i enter into a front area of a building, mechanical humming sound, two ladies, one lady 

complains about the sound, asks me if i can turn it off, i tell her the sound is 

important for the mystic forest yogis, i leave area, 

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.enter into a building, ramp going up, a military officer is behind me, kind of pushing 

me along, hand rail on the left, i go behind the officer and free myself, top of ramp, 

officer goes right, i go left, 

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.a kid runs up and jumps on my back, i try and enter into body flight with kid on my back, 

difficult, i manage to fly a bit with kid on my back, left turn into a space, kid helps 

with the flying a bit as we make the turn, enter into a submarine berthing area with 

the kid, land, i tell him he did a good job of flying in the turn, 

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.on a submarine, getting ready to go on a naval deployment, in the luggage area, bags 

are being thrown down from above, personal luggage of all the sailors on board the 

sub, i move the bags over a bit, i'm the only one in the space, someone above says 

something about the upcoming deployment, 'this is what it's all about' i say, 

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.guy (m.w) enters space, m.w moves some bags around, says that one guy already didn't 

make it and they're sending him off the sub, small porthole in wall in front of me, 

this is the only way out of the luggage room, i put both feet into porthole, 

my lower body slides into hole, i notice that the hole is vibrating, some kind of 

internal bearing is running, i've never experienced this before, 

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.some lady looking in on the scene says 'that's weird', 

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.i'm talking to a guy on the other side of the wall which leads into the main areas of the sub, 

i tell the guy to turn off the vibrating bearing, 'show me the procedure that requires 

this' i say, the hole is right below my waist, my feet and legs are through, guy 

tells me that he was on another sub and this is how they do it, i tell him that i've 

been on this sub before and it's different, i've never done this with the vibrating 

bearing running, 

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.i slide into hole up to my waist, right testicle begins to vibrate, very uncomfortable, 

slide past my waist, now i just have to get my upper body and head through the hole, 

apparently i make it all the way out of the porthole in the wall, 

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.in the main areas of the sub, in the lower torpedo room, walking, the chief of the 

boat, lead enlisted man, (t.p) approaches me, i'm happy to see him and begin to notice 

his uniform, 'take a good look' he says, 'the man, the myth, the legend' i reply, 

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.i take a good look at his uniform, khaki color, intricate dragon pin on right chest, 

teal colored ribbon on left chest, i reach out to shake his hand, t.p responds with 

a light finger hand shake, t.p moves along, i move along, 

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.go to end of torpedo room, go down a couple stairs, turn around, new area on right, 

the sub has undergone a refit and upgrade, some guy in a toilet stall across from me, 

i enter into the new area, 

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.note: when i was on a submarine before, i didn't really like it that much, but now 

i'm liking it a lot, it's given me new confidence and a sense of purpose and 

direction, end note, 

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.see a guy i know (r.b), fist bump with him, i'm glad he's on the sub, 

i'll likely learn new stuff from him,  enter into another new area, 

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.large new room, space for the radiation workers, i jump sit up on a counter, two women on 

the other side of room sit up on conuter, i go down to leave room, a guy warp jumps down 

to a table, one lady says that the guy shouldn't be warp jumping, she'll kick him off she says, 

'kick him off then' i say, that would be stupid and unnecessary, he won't get kicked 

off the sub just for warp jumping, i leave room, 

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.i'm still on the sub but i seem to be outside, dried grassy field, big blue mattress up ahead, 

over the mattress are colored lights hanging by wires, green and orange colored lights, 

i try to fly across mattress, strange wind, i make it across a bit but then go off to the left, 

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.walking in dried grassy field by large blue mattress, two big dandelion spore stalks on my 

right, they seem to be larger than usual, overgrown due to some kind of radiation 

exposure, big tress in distance, trees as far as the eye can see, out to the horizon, 

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.i stop and stand on a slightly higher area, seems to be a school building behind me, 

on the left in the distance is a road, three brown cars on road going down the hill, 

there may be two way traffic on this road, 

end dream, 6:00 am 

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.a - elevator on military base                         b - in a car with special forces 

c - mystic forest yogis                                    d - guy (j.p) 

e - lady complaining about noise                   f - door to building 

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g - military officer behind me                        h - flying with kid on my back 

i - submarine berthing                                    j - submarine luggage room 

k - guy (m.w)                                                 l - vibrating porthole in wall 

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m - chief of the boat in torpedo room            n - door to new area 

o - guy (r.b)                                                    p - large room for radiation workers 

q - women sitting on counter                         r - guy who warp jumped down to table 

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s - exit room, go outside (still on sub)           t - large blue mattress 

u - oversized dandelion spore stalks in dried grassy field 

v - trees to the horizon                                   w - school building 

x - cars on road 

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