wednesday, 26

wednesday, 26

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.yesterday's events: skateboard 

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.dream: a ferry boat has docked at a pier, a red jeep with a loud engine drives onto 

the ferry boat, several vehicles drive off the boat, one of the vehicles is silver in 

color and looks like a tractor, huge back tires, tiny little front tires, there's a kind of 

oil slick area on the top of the large back left tire, end scene, 

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.lake in a forest, trees, a group of climate activists has captured a sea otter in the lake, 

number thirty, end scene, 

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.i'm listening to a weather forecast on the radio, have my blanket laid out over the landscape, 

report mentions low land snow, i pat my blanket over the low hills, report mentions 

high mountain snow, i pat my blanket over the mountains, weather report mentions 

low land snow again, i pat my blanket over the low hills, 

end dream, 3:00 am 

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.note: i wasn't dreaming until i heard the sound of a loud engine outside, this 

seems to have jostled my mind into a dreaming state, end note

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.a - ferry boat docked at pier                             b - pier 

c - red jeep with loud engine driving onto boat                           

d - silver tractor and other vehicles driving off boat 

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e - lake in forest                                                 

f - group of environmental activists capture a sea otter 

g - tall dark trees                                                 h - weather report, likely on radio 

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i - me with my blanket                                        j - low land snow on low hills 

k - high mountain snow on mountains 

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.image below: ferry boat scene detail 

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.image below: loud red jeep and silver tractor detail 

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.dream: indoor school basketball gym, a guy (d.b) enters gym, d.b throws a note on the 

ground and kicks it behind him with the back of his left heel, 

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.this note was from the girlfriend of another guy (j.r), j.r is furious, runs up and attacks 

d.b, a fight ensues, j.r overpowers d.b and starts to repeatedly smash d.b's head down onto 

the hardwood floor of the basketball court, 

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.everyone around gets real quiet, j.r is about to kill d.b, then a bigger guy comes over 

and strikes j.r in the back with his elbow, this breaks up the fight, d.b cries out

'nooooooo, i wanted to die at the hands of my friend', 

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.a teacher comes over to deal with the situation, this teacher has now assumed the role 

of a counselor, over time the position grows, the lady takes on more and more responsibility 

and eventually becomes the director of school counseling for an entire region, 

image of the counseling director's notebook, 

end dream, 5:30 am 

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.a - d.b enters basketball gym, throws note on ground and kicks it behind him 

b - j.r attacks d.b                                     c - j.r and d.b fighting 

d - j.r overpowers d.b and is repeatedly slamming his head onto floor, about to kill him 

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e - big guy comes over, elbow strikes j.r in back, breaks up fight 

f - teacher is now a counselor                  g - counseling notebook 

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.image set below: fight event sequence detail 

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.a - indoor school basketball gym                                 b - d.b 

c - note from j.r's girlfriend                                           d - j.r 

e - j.r attacks d.b                                                            f - j.r and d.b fighting 

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g - j.r overpowers d.b and repeatedly slams his head onto hardwood floor 

h - bigger guy elbow strikes j.r in back                         i - fight is broken up 

j - teacher now acts as counselor                                   k - counseling director's notebook 

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.park workout, milk 

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.thread needle, sew up hole in pants 

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tuesday, 25

tuesday, 25

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.yesterday's events: convenience store, groceries 

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.sleep, no dreams remembered, wake up, 4:30 am 

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.dream: outside, in a gravel parking lot with friend (n.s), friend's sister (m.s) has given 

me two large rectangular plastic folding tables with a bunch of stuff on them, toys, 

comic books, 

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.a guy approaches, he sees a long grey rain coat hanging from the back of a uhaul that interests 

him, i tell the guy he can have the coat if he gives me something, he says he'll give me his wallet, 

i say no thanks, i see that the guy has a small coat hanger, i'll take that coat hanger for 

the long grey rain coat, trade is made, guy leaves with the coat, i have the small coat hanger, 

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.turn my attention back to the two tables, three people are trying to steal video game CDs 

from some brown cardboard boxes, a lady has a game CD in her hand and she keeps 

moving it to and from the table like she wants to take this game CD, i tell her she 

can have it if she gives me something, the three people leave, 

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.two large busses start driving by on road above, i need to move these tables out of this 

area, i see that the guy has put the long grey raincoat on one of the tables, seems 

like he didn't want it, me and n.s start to move one of the tables out of the area, i'm 

walking forwards and n.s is in front of me, holding the other end of the table and walking 

backwards, 

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.n.s sets the table down by some kind of jewelry or clothing booth, i want to keep moving 

the table towards where we parked the van, so i push the table by myself on the gravel over to 

where the van was, but now the van isn't there, it's a portable toilet booth, the table won't fit 

in there, 

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.these tables are becoming a hassle, i turn around and look up towards the road above, 

there's a table with a bunch of advil headache medicine on it, end scene, 

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.enter into a room, sit down next to some guy, standing up in front of us is a large 

woman wearing a super sonics basketball uniform and a white skirt, she 

lifts up her skirt exposing her buttocks, she lowers her skirt but then pulls it 

up even higher, buttocks exposed, 

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.behind the lady showing us her butt is a kind of green awards quilt, with each square 

representing some kind of trophy from years past, one square has something 

to do with rainfall totals from one year and reads 'one inch had had', 

end dream, 6:32 am 

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.a - me in gravel parking lot                         b - two tables with stuff on them 

c - long grey rain coat on uhaul                    d - guy with small coat hanger 

e - i give guy coat                                          

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f - guy gives me small coat hanger (more like i took it from him) 

g - three people trying to steal video game CDs from table 

gb - two large busses dive by                        h - portable toilet booth 

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i - table i pushed                                            j - table with advil headache medicine 

k - i enter room, sit down                              l - some guy 

m - lady in supersonics basketball uniform exposing her buttocks 

n - awards quilt on wall 

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.image below: long grey raincoat and small coat hanger detail 

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.image below: pushing table towards portable toilet booth detail 

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.image below: table up by road with advil headache medicine on it detail 

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.image below: lady with supersonics basketball uniform on exposing her buttocks scene detail 

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monday, 24

monday, 24

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.yesterday's events: corner store 

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.dream: movement, activity, unknown details, cannot process, 

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.in a room, standing up at end of a large table, two guys at table, we just finished 

eating and couldn't eat all the food, three dark blue bowls of left over food on table, 

mashed peas, mashed carrots and chopped lettuce,  

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.talking to guy on my right, says he wants to 'smear' all the left overs together, guy seems 

to be learning english, i tell him that 'smear' isn't the best word of choice here, 

'mix' would be a better word, we want to mix all the left overs together, 

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.smear is like to smear butter on toast or even smear tomato sauce on a pizza, but here 

typically the word 'mix' would be used, 

end dream, 4:45 am 

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.a - movement, activity, cannot process 

b - large table                                     c - me standing 

d - guy on left, no talk                       e - guy talking, 'smear'  

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f - left overs                                       g - mashed peas 

h - mashed carrots                             i - chopped lettuce 

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.image below: left overs on table detail 

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.image below: vocabulary word choice detail 

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.dream: outside, nice day, social gathering of people, i'm walking away, stepping on square 

shaped stepping stones on grass, holding a silver ball, i look back, more people going to 

join the gathering, 

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.turn left, someone has kicked a red ball in the grass, i run towards red ball, a young girl 

with dark red hair is running towards the ball as well, i feel like this is my daughter, 

girl grabs ball, i approach a log that's lying down and start to run on it backwards, 

girl is following me with the red ball, 

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.get about halfway down the log, i loose my balance and fall over on my left, girl passes me 

on log, log ends, girl is standing on a road, i pass girl, jump up and start to 

run atop a wooden fence, a lady has an infant in her arms and is following me, i feel 

like this infant could be mine as well, 

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.wooden fence ends, entrance to dark forest, now i enter into a building, low crawling on 

the floor with a red ball in my right hand, up ahead a lady (e.k) is giving a kind of 

intelligence briefing, a video is playing on a screen on the wall, someone is speaking 

in japanese, e.k translates a sentence from japanese into english, 

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.on the movie, a lady with a purple FBI coat is standing in front of a cork board that has 

evidence posted all over it, says something about this is how the mind works, 

end dream, ~7:00 am 

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.a - social gathering outside                             b - square stepping stones on grass

c - me with silver ball                                      d - i leave gathering 

e - more people join gathering                         f - red ball 

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g - little girl with dark red hair                         h - me running backwards on a log 

i - 'g' following me                                            j - 'g' standing on road 

k - me running atop wooden fence                   l - lady and infant 

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m - entrance to dark forest                               n - enter into a building 

o - me low crawling with red ball                    p - screen playing intelligence briefing 

q - lady (e.k) and other people 

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.gym (body weight squats) 

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.convenience store, groceries 

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sunday, 23

sunday, 23

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.yesterday's events: cheesecake smash, maximum dips 

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.dream: leaving a room, in the room are two beds, far bed is empty, guy and lady on other 

bed, go back into the room, guy on one bed, no lady, other bed is empty, i go over to 

other bed, end scene, 

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.in a shopping mall, movement, actions, cannot process, walking with a young lady, 

up on a low wall, standing with young lady, below us a middle aged woman approaches, 

woman starts to talk, she's talking about how hard it is to have dinner with a 

man and not tell him with how many people she's had sex, 

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.woman address young lady i'm with, tells her that she would listen to her, in the distance 

is someone's daughter, woman says that daughter's butt is hanging out, 

end dream, 3:55 am 

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.a - me leaving room                                     b - guy and lady in bed 

c - me going back into room                         d - guy in bed 

e - empty bed                               

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f - in a shopping mall, movement, activity, cannot process 

g - me and young lady up on low wall         

h - middle aged lady                                      i - someone's daughter 

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.wake up to the smell of cigarettes, open window, go back to bed 

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.dream: rolling something up, seems to be a pant leg or paper on a cigarette, 

end dream, 7:30 am 

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.a - pant leg                             b - foot 

c - rolling up pant leg 

d - cigarette                             e - tobacco in cigarette 

f - rolling up cigarette paper 

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.run outside (hospital triple) 

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.corner store 

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