monday, 24

monday, 24

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.yesterday's events: unacceptable time management 

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.dream: in a fitness center building, walking on upper floor, area on the left is 

not accessible, some guys have blocked off this area for a powerlifting competition, 

i find a narrow path through and walk by, 

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.enter into a room, large mirror in front of me, i'm wearing a red boxing helmet and 

red boxing gloves, do some punches in the mirror, working on uppercuts, 

four hats on wall on my right, washington state, 

end scene, 

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.several women have rented a long boat and are taking it out on the water to do some 

fishing, boat is in a boat trailer and moving on the road, on the way to the water, 

several women in the boat looking through fishing tackle boxes, 

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.i'm sitting on the right of the boat in the boat trailer, some guy on my right, 

i reach into the boat, fresh large citrus fruits, looks like gourds with long necks, but these 

are citrus fruits, like oranges with peels, 

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.i ask the women if these fruits are bait for fishing, they say no, they'll eat the fruit later, 

i put the fruit back in the boat, 

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.a young lady in a black bikini comes over and sits on my lap, she asks something about 

danny devito playing in some tv show, i say i don't think so, lady doesn't think so 

either but isn't sure, 

end dream, 8:30 am 

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.a - area of fitness center not accessible due to powerlifting competition 

b - narrow passage                                 c - main gym below 

d - me in small room, red boxing helmet and gloves 

e - mirror                                                 f - four hats on wall 

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.g - women in large rental boat                 h - boat 

i - tree in boat                                            j - citrus fruit 

k - me in boat trailer                                 l - some guy 

m - lady who asks me question 

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.image below: red boxing gloves and helmet and four hats detail 

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.dream: sidewalk going down, people running down sidewalk, one guy is short with a 

thick back, a human and a neanderthal have paired up, they turn right near bottom of 

hill, some other guy then comes from other side of road and follows the pair, 

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.an elite fitness guy in short green running shorts comes sprinting down the hill, his 

shorts are very short and riding up high into his butt crack, he stops at the cross road 

then sprints across the street, 

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.elite fitness guy and some other guy are standing in front of a tall apartment building, 

elevator going up, the two guys grab onto the outside of the elevator and try to 

hold on as long as they can as the elevator ascends up the building, 

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.one guy lets go on the first floor up, other guy holds on a bit longer but then looses his 

grip as well, 

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.a young lady has been hiding under the elevator close to the building, she wants to remain 

unseen, 

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.<<<begin graphic and disturbing content warning>>>

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.the two men come over to the young lady and hold her down under the elevator, 

the elevator is descending down, the guys spread out the lady's long black hair and 

hold her down with it as the elevator descends, 

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.'no, no, please, i'm begging you' the lady cries out, the men ignore her pleas and 

continue to hold her down by her hair as the elevator descends down upon her, 

end scene, 

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.this lady was in a club with these two guys because she motivated them but she 

never really knew exactly what it was that these two guys did, 

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.the lady is now several months pregnant and in a room, her shirt is lifted up and exposing 

her large stomach, the pregnancy was unwanted, the lady is holding a large 

crochet needle and begins to hit herself with it on the right side of her stomach, 

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.she's explaining the exact pressure needed to crack the skull of her unborn baby and kill 

it, she says it's around three hundred units on some pressure scale, after hitting 

her stomach several times a hollow cracking sound is heard, 

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.'it'll die soon after that' she says, 

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.<<<end graphic and disturbing content warning>>>

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b - people running down hill 

c - short guy with wide back 

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d - human and neanderthal 

e - some guy who follows 'd'

f - elite fitness guy in short green running shorts 

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g - apartment building                         h - elevator 

i - two guys                                          j - lady 

k - lady pregnant                                  l - nurse 

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.image below: cross road and apartment building elevator detail 

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.image below: lady under elevator detail 

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sunday, 23

sunday, 23

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.yesterday's events: event in the park 

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.dream: in a room, two people enter, guy and lady, both from the NSA, they're gonna give 

some kind of briefing, they're looking for an electrical outlet, i have two things plugged in, 

unplug the two items, the lady reaches back and finds some other outlet that i didn't even 

know was there, 

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.brief is about to start, guy makes some comment about classified nature of brief, 

i notice i'm wearing a grey and maroon striped sweater, very nice, notice that the guy 

has a similar sweater but the stripes are bigger, the lady also has a maroon and 

grey striped sweater but the stripes are smaller, i say i got my shirt from the dollar store, 

end scene, 

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.in a dark house, go upstairs, i sense an intruder presence here, i stop, confront some 

creature, creature moves, it's a cold weather mountain bobcat, i direct bobcat to the window, 

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.looking into the eyes of the bobcat, bobcat changes appearance, square type head, 

big round eyes with huge all seeing pupils, i have to hold up my hand to block 

most of it's gaze from me, i let a small part of the left pupil look at me, 

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indicate to bobcat that it needs to leave, bobcat goes out window and turns into an 

asian woman, 

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.lady hands me some piece of cardboard, i say 'thank you', lady repeats 'thank you', 

i say 'you're welcome', lady repeats that as well, 

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.this lady is an ainu lady from northern japan and she had only disguised herself as 

a cold weather mountain bobcat upon entering the house, 

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.then two other ainu women climb down from other parts of the house and the three 

of them meet up outside the window, the three ainu women then fly up into the air and 

fly into a giant orange flying airship, 

end scene, 

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.the ainu women are in a small swimming pool, put down their stuff, swim through a 

doorway in a wall into a larger swimming pool area, 

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.i go over to the showers, some guy showering, i'm holding a blue t-shirt, t-shirt gets a bit 

wet, put t-shirt up on the right, see self in mirror, notice that my body is filthy, lots of 

dirt on backs of knees and in elbows, 

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.start to shower, scrubbing dirt off of arms, notice time, about eight thirty am, i need to 

get in the pool or it'll be too late, 

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.enter into small pool, several people in pool, 

kicking off the sides of pool, gliding back and forth, i come up in middle of pool, 

two dog bowls, white on left, blue on right, put my chin in white bowl on 

left, seems comfortable, move chin over to blue bowl on right, stinging sensation, put 

chin back into white bowl on left, 

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.leave small pool, go over to large wall, the doorway where the ainu women passed 

through before is now closed, bricks, smaller swimming pool, a scuba diver lady is 

swimming around in full scuba gear, 

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.scuba diver lady gets out of small pool, i notice that she has real nice feet, covered in 

pink decorations, 

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.behind the large wall are several areas, black and white print shop on the left, 

large lap pool on right, behind the lap pool is a locker room, in the lap pool are 

a bunch of military boot camp recruit people, doing some kind of water training, 

in the locker room behind the lap pool are more boot camp military recruits doing 

situps, 

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.i'd like to do some laps in the pool, go over to service window, guy and lady, the guy 

is holding some kind of supply parts order inventory form with his handwriting on it, 

i ask the lady if i can swim in the lap pool, she says it's busy now but that everyone should 

clear out around nine o two am, some woman's voice says

'what is the nature of the emergency ...',

end dream, 9:05 am 

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.a - NSA brief scene                             b - electrical outlets on wall 

c - NSA guy and lady                           d - me 

e - dark upper floor of house                 f - bobcat 

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g - window                                             h - ainu women meet up outside window 

i - huge airship                                       j - pool-to-pool doorway in wall 

k - showering area                                 l - blue t-shirt 

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m - small pool                                        n - two dog bowls 

o - scuba diver lady                                p - 'j' is now closed 

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q - black and white print shop                r - lap pool 

s - locker room                                       t - service window 

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.image below: ainu bobcat and swimming pools dream, alternate scale representation 

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.image below: sweaters in NSA brief detail 

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.image below: large pupiled eyes of the ainu bobcat detail 

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.image below: dog bowls in swimming pool detail 

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.image below: decorated pink foot of female scuba diver detail 

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.cigarette break in the rose garden 

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saturday, 22

saturday, 22

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.yesterday's events: bee 

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.dream: sports stadium full of people, some lady named karen goes up into the stands, 

meets with former mayor of new york city, rudy giuliani, fireworks, 

end dream, 3:45 am 

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.a - sports stadium full of people 

b - visual movement 

c - lady named karen 

d - rudy giuliani 

e - fireworks 

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.dream: in a convenience store, some lady in front of me in line, she buys the more expensive 

cigarettes, four dollars something, my turn in line, i have my own brand of cigarettes, 

cheaper, only two something a pack, 

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.lady in front of me laughs at my choice of cigarettes, i say they cost less, for her one pack i 

can get two, for her two packs i can get four, 

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.lady at register rings me up, four dollars something, but then i get a refund for about 

seventy cents, 

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.note: i do not actually smoke, end note, 

end scene, 

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.a lady has chartered a commercial airplane for a private sex session, plane is flying, 

lady is naked, a man with a large penis is escorted by two smaller people over to the naked 

lady, sexual penetration, 

end scene, 

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.an older man is leaning back in his chair, he has an internal erection that is penetrating 

into his left eye socket, now the internal erection is connected to another man, the 

internal man begins to fuck the eye sockets of the external older man, 

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.eventually the eyeballs of the external man pop out of his head, 

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.note: i had to look away for a bit due to the extreme graphic nature of this dream scene, end note, 

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.now the older external man falls over in his chair, the internal man is freed, steps over 

the old man on the floor and walks away, 

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.<<<end sexual and graphic content warning>>>

end dream, 5:10 am 

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.a - lady selling cigarettes 

b - lady buying cigarettes 

c - me                                      d - lady who chartered flight 

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e - guy with boner and two escorts 

f - internal erection                 g - eyeballs 

h - guy in chair falls over

i - internal guy is freed and walks away 

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.dream: yard of house from elementary school, two dogs, i walk over to house, bottle rockets 

shooting off from the roof, 

end scene, 

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.riding a bicycle, approaching the main entrance door of a ferry boat on the pier, door is 

shutting, missed my chance, go around main door, side ramp door is shutting, missed 

my chance, go around side ramp door, 

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.walking in a side side area, cleaning stuff laying about, feel like i should grab something, 

i pick up a small wire brush without any bristles, walking, right turn, enter into a room, 

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.dog in room, ladder, i go up on ladder, dog turns into a cougar, i feed the cougar a 

small piece of coconut that i have, cougar eats the coconut like it was some small 

animal that it killed, 

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.i use my powers of levitation and send the cougar outside through the glass of a window, 

look outside, several memorial statues, 

end scene, 

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.in a room, sitting in a chair, tan leather, two smart phones connected by a cable, i've got a 

bunch of porno open, some other old fashioned electronic device, a guy gets out of 

bed on my right and opens the large window, says it's hot, 

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.the old fashioned electronic device has shut down, i want to make sure that it shut 

down properly so i turn it back on, device is hot, shuts down again, i turn it back on again, 

i feel like it's not shutting down properly, someone comes over to me, 

end dream, 6:45 am 

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.a - me and two dogs 

b - bottle rockets 

c - ferry boat main door 

d - side ramp door 

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e - cleaning supplies                         f - grab wire brush 

g - ladder and cougar in room           h - feed cougar coconut 

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i - levitate cougar out window           j - statues 

k - me in chair, electronic devices 

l - guy opens window                         m - person comes over to me 

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.run outside (hospital loop - short, mid and long track variations) 

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.note: a standard hospital loop is a long track variation, end note 

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friday, 21

friday, 21

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.yesterday's events: supermarket receipt inspection in the plant section 

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.dream: walking up some wooden stairs, small attic area, guy, few books, i push back into 

attic and expand the space, more books, sailboat books, guy says books may be in german, 

i grab a book, open it, modified french language, 

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.start to read, i interpret the verb 'to go' (aller) as 'ici', the verb is conjugated in odd way 

throughout the story, i'm reading the book to the guy, some other guys are off on 

the left, 

end scene, 

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.driving a car up a hill in home town from high school, snowing, after awhile my vision 

completely whites out due to the snow storm, i'm just about to crest the final hill, keep 

driving even though all i see is white, 

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.vision returns, i've veered off to the right a bit, by the junior high school, want to go to 

the high school, turn left into high school parking lot, 

end scene, 

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.looking down a long flight of stairs down to an underground bathroom, throw the car i 

was driving down the steps, car opens up the bathroom space for me, 

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.in the bathroom, toilets, water, some guy wants me to go into the sewer system, not 

gonna do that, no way out, i go over by a middle wall, plate of food, cooked clams, 

fruit, bit of ham, two peanut butter packets, 

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.eat some clams, don't eat any fruit, might give me diarrhea if all i eat are clams and fruit, 

after about two clams i may have eaten a bit of ham, 

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.some NSA (national security administration) people in bathroom, an FSA (foreign service ...) 

person comes over to meet the NSA folks, i'm getting ready to eat some peanut butter, 

end dream, 5:50 am 

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.a - steps up to attic 

b - small attic area, few books 

c - i expand attic area, more books 

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d - books                                      e - me 

f - guy i read to                            g - other guys 

h - driving up hill in snow behind a motorcycle 

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i - vision whites out                      j - vision returns 

k - junior high                               l - high school 

m - stairs down, throw car            n - bathroom 

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o - urinals                                       p - toilet water 

q - guy wants me to enter sewer system 

r - me eating                                   s - NSA folks 

t - FSA lady 

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.dream: in a room, sitting in a chair, two people are holding a cat, holding cat for a really long 

time, cat is getting antsy, people release cat, cat runs across my lap, cat is thirsty, 

cat jumps up into sink, wants water, 

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.i get up, turn on water for cat, cat drinks water from tap, cat goes outside, two people 

grab the cat and bring it back inside, lice on cats back, the two people pick the lice off 

the cat's back, 

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.looking at a theater book, page on right, image of two old people on top, text below, 

end scene, 

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.enter into a bedroom, lie down on sleeping mat, lady enters room, goes over to sink, lady 

lies down on mattress on my left, i see a reflection of her in door mirror, lady is horny and 

begins to masturbate, 

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.i get up, go to sink, pop some pimples on my face, 

end dream, 7:20 am 

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.a - two people                             b - me 

c - cat in sink                                d - cat goes outside 

e - people pick lice off cat's back 

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f - theater book                             g - image 

h - text                                          i - door to room 

j - me in bed                                 k - lady enters 

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l - sink and mirror                        m - closet door mirror 

n - lady masturbates                     o - i go to sink, pop pimples 

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