thursday, 20

thursday, 20

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.yesterday's events: radio 

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.dream: riding a bicycle, riding by brother's house, brother is on the sidewalk, no shirt 

on, huge pile of shit on sidewalk, brother is shoveling shit, i approach him, 

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.'hey hairy' i say, 

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.brother stops and looks at me, he's been shoveling lots of shit for a long long time and 

looks like he's about to puke, 

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.'just let it out' i say, 

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.'i'm saving it for tonight for my wife' brother responds, 

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.brother then tells me that our mother and aunt are dead, 

end dream, 4:40 am 

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.a - me on bicycle 

b - brother's house 

c - sidewalk 

d - huge pile of shit 

e - brother with shovel 

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.dream: a guy (r.m) is sitting at a table and talking about his new job, end scene, 

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.i've just woken up, get out from bed, go over to another bed, going through my clothes, 

r.m comes over to me, says he's concerned about what i will do in my free time, 

end scene, 

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.skateboarding, mat wall, try a wall ride, mat falls over, mat is blocking some other skate 

area in the back, riding skateboard down a hallway, try a half cab kick flip, fail, try a 

kickflip, fail, notice that the skateboard has no trucks or wheels, just a deck, 

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.reach into my back left pocket, pull out the trucks and wheels, whatever, i'll just ride the 

deck, doing fakie big spins, 

end dream, 7:45 am 

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.a - guy (r.m) talking about his new job 

b - bed i just woke up from 

c - me                                 d - r.m 

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e - skateboarding                f - blue mat 

g - back skate area              h - me on skateboard 

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i - half cab kickflip attempt 

j - kickflip attempt               k - notice board has no wheels 

l - fakie big spins 

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.pink toothbrush in the parking lot 

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.supermarket receipt inspection in the plant section 

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wednesday, 19

wednesday, 19

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.yesterday's events: noodles 

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.dream: arrive at uncle's house, get out of a car, lady (a.l) and a baby in her arms, i go 

over by a guy (s.l), toys on the floor, i touch a small blue building block with my foot, 

end scene, 

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.outside, grass, two german spies in a car, i have some paper, go up to a tree, indicate that i 

will put the paper by this tree, go back onto grass, all this two-timing spy work is 

difficult, american spies in the area as well, 

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.why not just add a third set of spies from iran, that would be three, why not just 

add 'n'-many, may be an even number of spies, two n, or an odd number of spies, 

two n plus one, division something, 

end dream, 3:20 am

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.a - car                                 b - uncle's house 

c - lady (a.l) and baby 

d - guy (s.l)                         e - me 

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f - toys, building blocks 

g - two german spies in car 

h - me in field                      i - two trees 

j - tree i indicate 

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.image below: small blue toy building block detail 

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.dream: submarine in dry dock, i won't be going on board, end scene, 

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.guy throws a baseball, end scene, 

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.writing on a white tissue with black ink, all the things needed to be done on the 

submarine for a day's work, i also write down name of navy chief, 

end scene, 

end scene cluster, 8:45 am 

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.red haired lady up on a ledge, she may be horny, i step up on ledge, end scene, 

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.in house from high school, brother has a new digital camera, trying to charge it, i tell 

him it's not charging, brother verifies the electrical connection and says that it is charging, 

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.i'm writing on a tissue, review of same navy stuff from earlier, 

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.kitchen sink, someone is getting my new digital camera ready, water flowing from sink is 

like an electrical charge, camera is hot, brother reads the manual, water flow needs to be 

on a different setting, brother changes setting from middle to high, i change to the low 

setting, someone hands me the camera, end scene, 

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.walking through a trailer room, lots of cloths, seem to have belonged to my family in 

times past, no disposable tissue or paper towels, all the cloths were washed and reused, 

turn around, exit trailer cloth room, end scene, 

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.bathroom, brother is taking a shower, i turn off the sink faucet, leave bathroom, end scene, 

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.kitchen area, a boy is walking around, seems to not know what to do, his mom is 

standing behind a low wall, i tell kid to pick up some trash from floor, kid picks up 

trash, kid's mom says he can take a shower, he doesn't want to and walks off, 

end scene, 

end scene cluster, 

end dream, 9:15 am 

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.a - submarine in dry dock 

b - guy throws a baseball 

c - me writing on tissue 

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d - lady on ledge                     e - brother charging his new camera 

f - electrical outlet                   g - me at sink 

h - trailer room with cloths 

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i - shower                                j - sink 

k - kid in kitchen                     l - kid's mom 

m - me 

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.image below: my new digital camera and sink faucet with water flow settings detail 

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.sunshine 

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.radio 

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tuesday, 18

tuesday, 18

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.yesterday's events: GIFs 

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.dream: vietnam, a bridge has been constructed from the edge to the middle of the country, 

this bridge is to transport women to an office work training camp, end scene, 

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.on a ferry boat, outside weather deck, carrier wave from canada, cannot process, 

carrier wave signal too weak, number five perhaps, 

end dream, 6:40 am 

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.a - vietnam                             b - bridge to middle of country 

c - office work training camp for women 

d - ferry boat                           e - me

f - carrier wave from canada, cannot process, signal too weak 

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.dream: in a room, mac surge protection and charging cable, surge protection in outlet in wall, 

charging cable not connected, a kid is in a back area behind the wall, he set up this mac 

charger but doesn't know what will happen once the cable is plugged into the 

surge protector, kid is a bit nervous, 

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.kid has a notebook, i tell the kid to write a letter to a scientist about the mac charging cable and 

all his concerns, tell the kid to start the letter with 

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.'dear scientist', 

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.kid writes that down in notebook, notebook has a bunch of my notes in it, i try to get the 

kid a new notebook, other two notebooks have my notes in them as well, kid starts to 

write letter, 

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.in the main room, owner of the UFC dana white is in room, he wants this mac surge 

protector and charging cable, i'm willing to fight him for it, we start to wrestle, 

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.now i'm by some guy at a computer in corner of room, guy tells me that dana white should 

really have this mac charging equipment, ok, whatever, the surge protector was in my 

back pocket but now it's gone, 

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.helicopter noise in background, a helicopter is about to land and will then 

transport dana white to brazil, 

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.i lie down on the floor on my stomach, looking at my hands, a small cricket is crawling 

around on my left hand, cricket bites me hard near base of left index finger, then the 

cricket buries it's thorax into my finger, the head and abdomen of the cricket is now 

crawling around on my left index finger, i eat what's left of the cricket, 

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.so the cricket buried it's thorax into my left index finger and then i ate the head and abdomen, 

end scene, 

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.walking through a cafeteria, cafeteria is closed and the kitchen staff is cleaning up, 

someone pours some boiling water into a tray of frozen clams, i walk on by, pick up 

some cold bacon, begin to eat it, left turn, guy, 

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.guy tells me that he is a simple artist and will present dana white with some award,

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.fine dining area, projected screen on wall, on the screen is a bunch of data from 

the usa and russia, each usa state is associated with a region (область) from russia and 

there is population data for each state and область, 

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.i'm overcome by emotion and begin to cry, this data represents an enormous 

amount of work and collaboration between the usa and russia during the cold war era, 

end scene, 

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.walking outside, i'm about to go to a dinner party, go up to a trash can, looking through 

the trash for something i can bring to the party, old wet pizza box, this will do, 

table, stuff on table,

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.small bottle of brazilian scented pink lotion, smells like mosquito repellant, i dump 

out the pink lotion on ground, pineapple chunks in pizza box, i eat a chunk, 

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.small glass bottle of red soda, i drink a bit, 

a kid shows up with a black plastic garbage bag, seems to want me to throw the 

soda bottle in bag, 

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.still a bit of red soda left, i put it on ground next to kid, now my surroundings are that of 

a house, holding a wet pizza box, headed for the door, going to the dinner party, dry 

pizza box by door, i switch out the wet pizza box for a dry one, purple disc something, 

purple (виолетовий) some lady says in russian, 

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.a small dog licks the back of my right hand, i begin to cry, 

end dream, 9:00 am 

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.a - mac computer charging equipment 

b - kid writing a letter 

c - notebooks                             d - UFC owner dana white 

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e - guy at computer                    f - me on floor, cricket 

g - window                                 h - helicopter landing 

i - kitchen staff in cafeteria 

j - boiling water on frozen clams 

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k - pick up some cold bacon 

l - guy who will present award to dana white 

m - fine dining area                     n - usa and russia data screen 

o - outside area, trash can                           

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p - table                                        q - lotion, soda, pineapple chunks 

r - kid with trash bag                    s - small dog 

t - pizza box swap out and purple disc 

u - exit door 

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.image below: mac charger and pizza box dream, alternate scale representation 

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.image below: small cricket and my left hand detail 

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.a - my left hand                         

b - where cricket buried it's thorax into base of left index finger 

c - thorax of cricket buried into left index finger 

d - head and abdomen of cricket which i ate 

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.image below: pink brazil lotion and red soda detail 

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.image below: pizza box change out and purple disc detail 

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.stair climb workout 

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.noodles 

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monday, 17

monday, 17

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.yesterday's events: haircut 

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.dream: bottom of two red plastic cups, i place two macaroni noodles on cup on left, 

someone says 'that's what you do when you get into trouble, call three times', 

end dream, 1:15 am 

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.dream: in a small side gym, go into main gym, realize i don't have a shirt on, going back to 

side gym to get a shirt, guy (l.b) comes up to me, says he needs help moving some 

bookshelves downstairs, takes me over to a bookshelf on the wall, he has me help him 

move the bookshelf so i know what to expect downstairs, end scene, 

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.go up a ramp, double treehouse area, i bend over and look through my backpack, 

end scene, 

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.running up a steep steep hill, some posts on the left, house farther back on left, i grab 

a post, grab some more posts and pull myself up hill, meet a guy, guy goes into his 

house, i climb up some cardboard steps, sitting on the top of all the cardboard, looking 

through my dream notebook, 

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.some pages of my notes are wet, guy in window on my right, i look behind me, 

green trees in atlanta, end scene, 

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.in a hotel room with two guys, guys are leaving, i need to grab the stuff i need, go into 

closet, grab a tight orange party dress, toe shoes, leaving, grab to figurines, go out into 

hallway, two guys have already gone down in elevator, i go down in elevator, 

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.outside, a hotel worker tells me that the two guys are over with a group of people and 

running around a lake, i put my stuff down on a small table, grey t-shirt, shirt gets wet, 

two women (r.t) and (l.s) walk by and give me a funny look, 

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.go into a large bathroom, rain is coming down inside the bathroom, 

end dream, 5:50 am 

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.a - side gym                                 b - main gym 

c - guy (l.b)                                   d - bookshelf 

e - ramp up                                    f - double treehouse 

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g - steep hill                                   h - house 

i - posts                                          j - guy in his room 

k - looking through my notebook 

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l - trees in atlanta                           m - hotel room 

n - me and two guys                       o - closet 

p - elevator                                      q - hotel worker 

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r - people and lake                          s - small table 

t - r.t and l.s                                     u - raining in bathroom 

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