tuesday, 11

tuesday, 11

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.yesterday's events: golf ball, comic book 

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.dream: young woman running, microwave oven instructions on right, red and black writing, 

i modify the instructions to have blue writing and put them in front of the running 

lady to entice her, 'expert' someone says, 

end dream, 3:15 am 

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b - microwave oven instructions 

c - modified microwave oven instructions 

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.dream: in a house by the beach, just me and a guy (s.l) in the house, everyone else is at the 

beach, i look out a window, me and s.l in kitchen, we'll go to the beach soon, i've assumed the 

body of a woman, perhaps me and s.l will have sex, probably not, he has a wife and kid, 

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.s.l goes into the bathroom, i go upstairs, upstairs bathroom, shower and sink, round bar of 

light colored soap on sink, i remember there being other greenish bars of soap here 

before, not now, just the one round light colored bar of soap, 

end scene, 

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.sitting in a chair, two guys on my right looking at me, i'm going through my dream notes 

and trying to find the current page that represents the dream scene i just had, seem 

to find the page, paper clip comes out of notebook, now i've lost my spot in my dream 

notebook, two guys just looking at me as i go through my notes, 

end dream, 9:50 am 

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.a - house by beach 

b - kitchen area on ground floor 

c - me 

d - guy (s.l) 

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e - window 

f - people on beach 

g - lower bathroom 

h - stairs up 

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i - upper floor bathroom 

j - shower 

k - sink and soap 

l - me going through dream notes 

m - two guys 

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.image below: beach house dream, alternate scale representation 

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.image below: sink and soap detail 

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.wake up

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.vegetables 

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.well made bedding 

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monday, 10

monday, 10

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.yesterday's events: computer 

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.dream:

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.dream: sitting on a beach, looking out at the water, young girl and a woman on my left, 

sea gulls over the water on the left, a young humpback whale comes out of the water and 

sniffs me, sniffs the lady then goes back into the water, 

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.a guy comes down onto the beach, not a nice guy, the lady and young girl leave to 

the left, the guy kills the young girl, then i kill the guy, end scene, 

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.leave beach, news channel rooms, i float around in one news channel room, float 

around in another news channel room, try and enter head first into the channel 

seven news room, can't fit, try to enter right elbow first into another news channel room, 

can't fit in this one either, exit news room i'm in, 

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.on the floor wrapped in a thin grey blanket and holding a kind of monitor or speaker 

with red and black wires, some guy goes into a large supermarket, end scene, 

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.there's going to be a memorial service for the little girl who was killed on the beach, i 

walk around and see who will attend, i'm going to attend, some guy is sitting by 

himself on a concrete ledge, i ask him if he will attend the memorial service, 

guy says he will not, i will attend, 

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.walk up a hill, two women are headed to the memorial service area, i'm headed there 

as well, 

end dream, 8:00 am 

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.a - beach                             b - water 

c - me and girl and lady 

d - sea gulls                          e - adolescent humpback whale 

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f - guy                                   g - news channel rooms 

h - some guy goes into supermarket 

i - memorial service              j - guy who won't attend service 

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.image below: adolescent humpback whale detail 

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.dream: mail lady in her mail car, mail car has broken down, another mail lady in her 

mail car drives up to offer assistance, i have my skateboard with me and am about to walk up 

a hill, examining broke down mail car, pull on it a little bit, 

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.some guy appears, the broke down mail car is now in two sections, like a boat trailer that 

has been cut in half, each section with a wheel on it, 

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.me and guy enter into laundry room of my house from high school, all the power in the house 

is off and friend (g.h) and aunt are at the mall shopping, i turn on a battery powered radio, 

the guy who has big round blue eyes, grabs a can of beans, says he'll eat it later, 

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.i go up to the guy, look into his right eye with my left eye, try to look into his left eye with 

my right eye but he turns away, i ask the guy who he is, guy goes off on a long rant about 

binary and non-binary, 

end dream, 10:35 am 

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.a - mail lady                         b - broke down mail car 

c - other mail lady comes to help 

d - about to walk up hill, entrance to laundry room 

e - some guy with blue eyes 

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f - broke down mail car now in two pieces 

fb - gate                                 g - in laundry room 

h - radio                                 i - can of beans 

j - me 

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.image below: broke down mail car dream, alternate scale detail 

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.image below: broke down mail car detail 

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.almost forgotten dream: riding my skateboard, white wheels, nollie, pink wheels, 

frontside one eighties, half cabs, end dream 

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.wake up

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.stair climb workout (how to tape a box) [apple slice] 

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.golf ball, comic book 

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sunday, 09

sunday, 09

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.today's events: macaroni salad on the floor 

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.dream: in a plane, high school science teacher is the pilot, land on runway, other planes land 

behind us, taxi off runway, end scene, 

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.looking at a NASA book, planet saturn, moon on saturn, end scene, 

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.some guy talking about WWII weapons in the water, end scene, 

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.pool, guy with light blue shirt, now me and another guy swimming in pool, breast stroke, 

end dream 

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.a - airplane landing                                 b - end of runway 

c - other planes landing as well                d - NASA book, saturn and the moon 

e - WWII weapons discussion                  f - guy with blue shirt in pool 

g - me swimming in pool                          h - other guy swimming in pool 

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.image below: the moon on saturn detail 

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.dream: enter into a train station, friend (n.s) is waiting, end dream 

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.image set below: train station dream 

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.a - train station                         b - friend (n.s) 

c - window                                d - me 

e - train tracks 

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.semi conscious imagery: my body acting as a ground for an electrical system, not a fake, a 

real person, then, 

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.something new being constructed, piece by piece, new like women's sports in the eighteen hundreds, 

end imagery 

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.image below: my body as a ground, new items being constructed 

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.dream: in hometown from high school, downtown tourist area, walking behind the store 

fronts with a group of people, private entrances to a particular store, 

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.up some stairs, women in skirts, they need to trade out their skirts for pants so people 

can't look up their skirts as they go up the stairs, 

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.going down some stairs, leaving area, 

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.a - area behind store fronts in tourist part of town 

b - private entrances to a particular store 

c - my path                                    d - path of other people 

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e - stairs up                                    f - trade out skirts for pants 

g - stairs down, leaving area 

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.other events of the day: interest in the recycle room 

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saturday, 08

saturday, 08

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.today's events: bicycle, yard sale country 

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..standard thinking and behavior patterns returning, 

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.apartment cleanliness is a work in progress, kitchen counter looking better, still work to be done 

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.dream: in an office, job interview for a part time legal assistant job, talking with a guy, not 

really sure that i want this job, guy turns into senator patty murray, she's not pleased about 

roe v wade being overturned, 

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.i go down stairs, take a big poop, lady (c.l) approaches me, i give her a piggy back ride up 

some stairs, throw her down on a large water bed mattress, end dream 

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.image below: notebook notes 

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.image below: notebook sketch 

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.image set below: computer sketch 

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..a - me in office area                    b - interview for part time legal assistant job

c - guy turns into senator patty murray 

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d - down stairs                              e - lady (c.l) approaches me 

f - i give c.l piggy back ride up stairs 

g - water bed mattress 

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.dream: 

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.wake up

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.more of today's events: 

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.running dog, tennis ball, grassy field 

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.grateful 

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friday, 07

friday, 07

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.today's events: park, peanut bar, soda 

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.dream notes: random dream scenes, nothing of interest 

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.dream one: 

.brief description: me and underling in vehicle, grassy bank, exit vehicle, large explosion 

in kharkiv ukraine, glass etchings, end dream 

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.rough sketch and notes: 

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.computer sketch of dream: 

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.a - grassy bank going up 

b - me and underling in vehicle 

c - my path 

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d - underling's path 

e - large explosion 

f - glass etchings scene 

g - underling 

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h - me etching on glass 

i - two glass panels 

j - me trying to find a good balance between the two glass panels 

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.dream two: 

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.other events from today: red integrals on take out food box 

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.thank you so much 

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