sunday, 02

sunday, 02

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.a - capitol hill, seattle 

b - art supply store

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saturday, 01

saturday, 01

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.today'S events: eat rocks

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.stair climb workout 

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.returning to standard thought and behaviour processes, manic episode ending, 

couple more days, 

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.thinking about the future, won't be in current location for more than a few more 

years, earliest move out year, 2026, 

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.latest move out year, 2028, 

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.next location of residence TBD (to be determined ...) 

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.rest on beach 

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.ramen noodles of a crustacean variety, pink flowers near the inn 

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friday, 30

friday, 30

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.recovering from manic episode, sun has past the summer solstice and is returning to 

darkening skies, 

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.images from notebook, 

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.sometimes i'd rather hear something i don't like than hear nothing at all 

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.all is well, sometimes i feel sad and lonely 

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.number sequence pattern clue, choose any three numbers, zero to nine, 

start middle, then low, then high (for the single digits) 

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sunday, 25

sunday, 25

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.dream:<<<<<<<<<<<robot error<<<<<<<<<<<<<,

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.yesterday's events: skateboard (jellyfish at the park) 

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dream: outside, concrete patio, round table, two guys and me, we're all uploading stuff on 

out cell phones, the two guys are taking my lead, 

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.i indicate that it may or may not be very serious to assume a proper robot upload position 

when placing content onto one's phone, 

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.i assume the proper robot upload position which is as follows, 

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.seated, begin the upload, as the upload is placing, extend both arms straight out in 

front of one's self, 

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i take great care to assume the proper robot upload position on my first official 

upload, me and the two guys (j.k, g.a) had done some practice runs before where 

i saw the importance of a structured upload procedure, hence the proper 

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robot upload position was established, but the dream began 

on the first official upload when i was explaining the robot 

upload position to the two guys, 

end dream, around nine thirty am PST 

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.a - outdoor concrete patio area 

b - round table                             c - door of focus 

d - door of non-focus                   e - guy (j.k), focus 

f - guy (g.a), non-focus                

g - me uploading data to smart phone using proper robot upload body position 

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.note: door and guy of non-focus - activity happened here before i entered dream, 

my alter dream self had begun the dream before my conscious self had entered dream, end note 

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.image below; pink dot upon first official upload detail 

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.pink dot focus 

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.proper robot upload position body positioon ---detail----- sequence set detail  

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.no sleep, manic, urgent care, duty ... 

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...rebmun

.skateboard, drugs, mental disorder, 

.numbers 12345676543

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saturday, 24

saturday, 24

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.yesterday's events: fluid purchase 

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.dream: at a bar, story time is over, a group of people are leaving opposite me, i'm 

walking with a big guy, the group of people doesn't like the big guy, group goes out 

one way, me and big guy go out the other way, 

end scene, 

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.on the upper floor of a house, a bunch of people are in bed and getting ready to sleep, 

i move a wooden rocking chair out of my way, brother is in bed reading, he's about to 

turn off the light and go to sleep, 

end dream, 4:45 am 

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.a - bar

b - group of people leaving 

c - big guy who is not liked 

d - me 

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e - upper floor of house 

f - stairs down 

g - i move rocking chair 

h - brother in bed 

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.dream: in a room, wall on the right, 

end dream, 7:10 am 

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friday, 23

friday, 23

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.yesterday's events: free 

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.dream: white smoke starts coming off my blanket, i shake off some 

white dust from blanket and go back to sleep, 

end scene, 

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.in an office, wearing some light yellow office scrubs with some blue writing on chest, 

possibly a name tag, lady and guy come up to me, say that they've been instructed 

to not have me wear these yellow office scrubs, 

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.i say that wearing these office scrubs just makes it easy for me, and that on the 

bell curve of human intelligence there are those smack dab in the middle 

who are perfectly average, then on the extreme ends of the bell curve you 

have the super geniuses and then on the other end, the idiots, 

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.i say that i'm one of these smart dumb guys and having clothes provided for 

me is just one less thing i have to think about, 

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.nothing going on in office, just me and this lady and guy, 

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.lady says 'you can keep talking', 

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.'whatever' i respond and walk off, 

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.go into a side office, office belongs to some lady named peggy, she's not here, 

no one in office, enter into body flight for a second, 

lots of books on side counter, i see one interesting book, may 

be in turkish or kurdish, one word on the cover stands out to me, grab book, 

leave side office, back in main office area where guy and lady are, 

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.my dream will be ending soon so i'd better pack up my stuff, go over to my 

backpack, start putting stuff in bag, couple books, some other little book i 

leave out, lady comes over to me, i have the book from peggy's office, 

i'd better write peggy and note telling her i took the book, 

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.get some little yellow sticky notes, notice on one sticky note is my mother's handwriting, 

start to write peggy a note, keep making mistakes, need another sticky note, 

lady across from me puts some more sticky notes on table, i start to write 

peggy the note 'dear peggy ...',

end dream, 8:40 am 

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.a - main office area                             b - lady and guy 

c - me                                                   d - i leave 

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e - side office                                        f - fly up in body flight for a quick bit 

g - books                                               h - grab book 

i - pack up stuff at table                        j - lady puts down more sticky notes 

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