thursday, 22

thursday, 22

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.yesterday's events: harmonica 

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.dream: walking around inside a large house, left turn, two women up ahead on a higher 

area are sleeping, woman on left is sleeping and not dreaming, woman on right is 

sleeping and dreaming, the lady is dreaming about two grey men, 

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.the two grey men from the lady's dream jump down to where i am, 

end dream, 3:50 am 

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b - lady sleeping, not dreaming 

c - lady sleeping and dreaming 

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d - two grey men in lady's dream

e - grey men from lady's dream jump down to where i am 

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.dream: in my apartment from college, my family and a lady (r.h) are there as well, morning, 

about to go to school, i'd like to take a shower, someone says not to use the shower in 

my apartments, i'll shower somewhere else, 

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.in a community center, people standing around, someone says my mother is approaching, 

mother comes by me and gives me a piece of chocolate candy, i take the candy, 

this upsets me for some reason, mother is by the exit door, i make a hand motion 

to indicate to her that she needs to leave, shoo her away, 

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.go into locker room to shower, forgot my computer, go over to counter, some 

korean guy is working with his computer where i put mine, grab my computer, 

go back into locker room, all my stuff is in a brown plastic bag, 

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.four shower stalls, go to stall in back right, shower nozzle is real high up, almost 

by the ceiling, climb up on foot bar, put my brown plastic bag of stuff above the 

shower head, look around in locker room, lady sitting down near me and 

a bunch of college age women standing around, maybe i'm in the wrong locker room, 

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.go down to lady, ask her if i'm in the right locker room, lady says yes that this is 

the nurses station and that i need to soap myself up and shower,  

i take off the white towel around my waist, completely naked, 

climb back up on shower bar, turn on water, try and adjust green shower curtain, 

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.realize the soap is in my bag of stuff that i already put up, i see some little soap 

scraps near the shower head, grab some little shards, begin to soap myself up and 

shower, 

end dream, 6:20 am 

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.a - apartment from college 

b - family and lady (r.h) 

c - can't use shower                                 d - i leave 

e - community center                               f - people 

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g - mother gives me candy                       h - locker room 

i - get my computer                                   j - korean guy 

k - four shower stalls                                 l - some lady 

m - women                                                 n - i shower here 

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.image below: shower in locker room detail 

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.a - shower stalls                                 b - me on foot bar 

c - put my bag of stuff here                 d - get soap 

e - green shower curtain on curved rod 

f - shower head 

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wednesday, 21

wednesday, 21

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.yesterday's events: run outside (two notebooks) 

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.dream: activity right, reflection left, 

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.note: reflection on left went up into the upper region a bit, end note,

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.end dream, 5:00 am 

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.dream: enter into a usa intelligence office, first day on the job, computer, forms to 

fill out, name, birthday, stuff like that, i take a break, some guy gets on computer, 

i go around behind wall, working on the magic forest computer, tree trunk on 

left, can't type here, branches on right, cursor appears, typing possible 

on branches on right of screen, 

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.another form pops up, never ending forms to fill out, i quit, lady comes over realizes 

that i know that forms won't stop, 

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.back in backer part of room, guy on chair comes at me, guy has a gun, guy is 

very small now, large young boy standing on a desk, 

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.a guy from outside is trying to come in, a nuclear event has occurred outside, 

clouds are rising up from the ground and going out towards the horizon, not 

a normal occurrence, i exit building, 

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.flex back and fly up into body flight, strong wind in the air, i dive down hard and 

try to land again, cannot land, i need help landing, two women on ground, i reach out 

to a lady, she grabs my hand and pulls me down to the ground, these two women 

are going to church due to the nuclear event occurring outside, 

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.i go over to left, looking out into san fransisco harbor, large waves forming, guy comes 

up to me, tells me to watch the tidal wave, a tidal wave starts on land and washes over 

the entire harbor, i'm standing on a crate, may be a tiger in crate, tidal wave coming at me, 

i jump down and start to run away, barely manage to escape the tidal wave, 

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.enter into outside restaurant area, climb on wall down towards cooker, now restaurant 

is complete, one eyed guy, i go up to another one eyed guy who is the chef, i'm about 

to order food, chef says that there are all sorts of head pieces, plenty to give, 

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.i look down at my hands, i've given nothing, no parts of my body have been harvested 

for others to eat and i feel shame, these two guys have lost one eye each to feed others, 

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.tall guy behind me bangs his walking stick on the ground, he's hungry and wants to order, 

i'm taking too long, i leave, walking past long line of people here to get food, lady and 

baby in stroller, another lady with nice blue pin on her shirt, i touch pin, 

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.come to blue window, exit, outside, 

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.note: initially restaurant was outdoor, then a building formed, then i went outside, end note, 

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.outside, hard pack gravel ground with layer of burnt dirt on top, i start to 

draw in burnt dirt with my finger, drawing dream notes of what's happened so far, 

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.coming up to a family under a canopy, hat trick, guy takes off his black hat, tries 

to throw it behind his back and up on his head, misses, young kid starts 

smoking three cigarettes, maybe four, breathes into cigarettes, cigarettes become 

longer, wave my right hand in front of a smoke, becomes longer, 

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.vision begins to grey out, time to leave, jump up on a kitchen counter, 

end scene, 

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.a green lizard man with a bald head is lying back in a grass field and yawning, 

end dream, 6:58 am 

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.note: it feels like an entire region of my brain has been wiped clean to 

make way for new neural connections to form and grow, end note 

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.a - usa intelligence office                         b - computer 

c - magic forest computer                         d - some lady 

e - guy in chair                                          f - large kid 

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g - nuclear event outside                           h - guy wants inside 

i - fly up, strong wind                                j - two women 

k - guy by harbor                                       l - tidal wave in harbor 

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m - restaurant serving head pieces             n - one eyed guy 

o - one eyed chef                                        p - line of people 

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q - window                                                 r - writing notes in burnt dirt 

s - family under canopy, hat trick and extending cigarettes 

t - kitchen counter                                      u - lizard man in field, yawning 

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tuesday, 20

tuesday, 20

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.yesterday's events: working men, scraping paint off a building 

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.dream: in a room, eating, everyone has left but i'm still eating, friend's mother (a.s) comes 

into room with some other person, indicates that i need to leave, i get up and go into a 

side room, 

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.walking outside with some guy, going to an outdoor classroom in the grass, arrive 

at grass area, hill is steeper than it was before, guy goes down to bottom of grassy hill area, 

i sit near top, some guy is next to me, he grabs his skateboard from where i'm sitting, 

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.one of the skateboard wheels is bigger than the other one, guy starts to disassemble his 

board, for some reason this guy is really pissing me off, i challenge him to a game of 

SKATE, he'd probably kick my ass but maybe not, i ask him how long he's been 

skating for, no response, i grab his board and throw it outside and put one of 

his trucks in my pocket, 

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.me and guy are now outside, i'm all geared up to fight him, guy starts talking, 

mentions trans something, i calm down because the guy just keeps talking and 

i'm trying to process what he's saying, no fight occurs, 

end scene, 

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.on a moving train, go into an end car, guy and lady in car, guy says his name is 

peter and is telling me a story about when he was a kid, apparently he had a bottle cap 

stolen from him and now he wants it back, i tell peter that i might know the guy 

who took his bottle cap and tell him if he keeps being on this five o clock train that 

maybe i can get his bottle cap back for him, 

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.next to peter is his wife, she introduces herself as joanne to me, she asks me 

if i've ever got married, i say no, she says 'good for you', we all laugh, 

i shake joanne's hand and leave train car, 

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.in an in between train car area, an attractive woman is sitting at a card table and looking at me, 

she says to another woman 'could you have made something like that' and points to me, 

i start to jump up and down to activate some glands near my hips, 

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.these glands are a strange kind of internal testicle right above my hips on both sides, 

however these internal testicles have been altered by a team of alien medical scientists 

so that they connect to the nervous system in my legs, 

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.as i jump up and down, the nervous system connections between my internal testicles 

and my entire lower body become complete, i'm then invited over to the lady's table, 

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.there are three beautiful and sexy women at this card table playing scrabble, another lady 

comes over and sits down, i'm handed some scrabble letters and start to get a boner, 

end scene, 

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.now i'm in a room with peter and joanne, peter has a kind of cubic cardboard model 

that represents a complex electrical system used by aliens to create electrical 

fields in outer space, 

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.peter takes off a piece of the cubic model and hands it to me, it consists of the cardboard 

base and two square chunks of sticky caramel candy covered in tin foil, peter starts 

explaining how this system is used to create electrical fields in outer space, i pick 

off a chunk of the caramel candy and start to eat it, very tasty, 

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.as i eat the caramel candy, it isn't coming from either of the two chunks but a smaller 

third chunk of candy between the two larger ones, 

end dream, 6:15 am 

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.a - me eating                         b - friend's mother (a.s) and other person 

c - side room                          d - walking with some guy 

e - grass classroom outside 

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f - guy and skateboard           g - outside classroom becomes building, i throw board outside 

h - i'm about to fight guy 

i - guy starts talking               j - no fight occurs 

k - moving train                     l - me 

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m - guy named peter              n - peter's wife joanne 

o - four women playing scrabble 

p - me jumping                       q - me getting a boner 

r - peter and joanne                 s - engineering model 

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b - sticky chewy caramel candy (nuts and raisins inside) 

c - tin foil 

d - as i eat the candy part, it comes from and unseen middle section 

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.dream: enter into a room, brother and my computer in room, i'd like to play a video game, 

go up to my computer, open up a 'contra' or 'supercontra' type game, start to play, 

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with my left hand i push the space bar to make the character shoot white bullets, 

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.with my right hand i push the up arrow to make the character jump, 

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.i'm playing this game for awhile, my left hand may get a cramp from 

pushing the space bar so much, i'm having the character shoot a lot 

of bullets, i stop playing, 

end dream, 8:00 am 

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c - brother                                 d - video game detail 

e - video game character 

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f - up arrow jumps                    g - guy jumping 

h - space bar shoots                   i - guy shooting 

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monday, 19

monday, 19

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.yesterday's events: basketball street crossing 

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.dream: in a shopping mall, enter into a fashion accessory store, i raise my hands above my 

head, 'yes, i've made it' i think to myself, 

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.fashion accessories on my left and right, a lady approaches me, i'm looking for a yellow 

scarf, i say to the lady 'i'm looking for fashion accessories ...', i almost tell her 

the accessories are for my mother but i don't, i don't want to give away too much 

information, 

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.the lady turns around, she's wearing tight jeans, stuff in her back pockets, seems to 

be a pocket calculator in back left pocket and a small potting soil shovel in 

right back pocket, i might have touched her butt, 

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.lady goes over and starts to water some plants, an older lady on the left is standing on 

a stool and watering some plants higher up, 

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.i go over to the right, glass dome structure, inside the dome is a wrist watch face at 

the bottom, on top of dome is a viewing screen, there's a knob on the side of 

the dome, i look inside dome, 

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.a digital clock reads six am and thirty five seconds, i start to twist the little handle which 

zooms in on the digital wrist watch face, the visual resolution goes to eleven point six, 

maybe eleven point three, i'm looking at this little wrist watch face on the 

viewing screen, digital clock then reads six am and forty three seconds, 

end dream, 5:00 am 

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.a - shopping mall main hallway 

b - fashion accessory store 

c - fashion accessories                         

d - lady, store employee 

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e - older lady watering plants up high 

f - employee lady watering plants     

g - glass dome with wrist watch face at bottom 

h - viewing screen for watch at bottom 

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i - turn knob to focus in on watch 

j - clock times when i was looking at viewer 

k - visual resolution number 

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.maintenance man on a roof, HVAC equipment inspection 

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sunday, 18

sunday, 18

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.yesterday's events: drink 

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.dream: activity low, reflection high, 

end dream, 3:25 am 

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.dream: outside on a square concrete area between several buildings, two groups 

of people are each folding up an american flag, seems to be a kind of flag folding 

race, a lady i knew (h.t) is in one group, flag folding is finished, a white van is 

leaving and both groups go out to get in the leaving van, 

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.i stand in a corner, in one of the building is a group of iranian men in a classroom, 

another american flag is up on the flag pole, these flags get folded up every night 

at five pm and the iranian guys in the class watch it happen every time, 

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.one iranian guy comes over to me, he has a notebook like he just got his 

american citizenship, guy touches my left elbow and then releases it like he 

shouldn't have touched me, whatever, i don't mind, a formation of 

people is forming up ahead, 

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.i go over to join the formation, the iranian guy joins the formation as well but 

now his legs are really really short, 

end scene, 

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.in the kitchen of friend's house (n.s), i have my feet under neath the kitchen sink, a lady 

is across from me, has her feet under sink as well, me and lady start to play footsie, 

i'm really getting into it, i open up the door to under the sink, 

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.i'm not playing footsie with lady but with the bottom of the sink, then my foot 

and lady's foot make contact, now we are playing footsie, foot on foot contact, 

i'm really getting into it, 

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.notice that my brother and his wife are sitting next to me on other side of sink, 

i've been ignoring him, i introduce my brother to the lady i'm playing footsie with, 

brother starts to ask her questions, lady says that she went to high school in brooklyn, 

end scene, 

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.i'd like to go swimming in pool, looking for pool, see a guy by some kind of 

entry way, move along, find pool, large circular above ground outdoor pool, 

no one in pool, some lady and a kid are sitting down by pool, i turn around, go 

back the way i came, 

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.see brother up ahead, he's lying back and watching tv, i'd like to tell him about the 

dream i had with the lady and playing footsie, approach brother, tell him i dreamed 

about him, i move brother closer to me, 

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.brother's head tilts back and his nose is full of snot, he is unresponsive, 

end dream, 8:00 am 

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b - two groups of people folding american flags 

c - lady (h.t)                                         d - white van leaving 

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e - class of guys from iran                   f - iranian guy with notebook 

g - me                                                   h - formation of people 

i - american flag in flagpole                 j - kitchen sink 

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k - me and lady playing footsie under sink 

l - me                                                    m - lady from brooklyn 

n - brother                                             o - brother's wife 

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p - guy at entryway                               q - swimming pool 

r - lady and kid                                      s - brother watching tv 

t - me 

u - brother's head tilts back, nose full of snot, unresponsive 

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