Tuesday, June 13, 2023

tuesday, 13

tuesday, 13

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.yesterday's events: bicycle rider in the park 

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.dream: group of flying bees, 

end dream, 1:40 am 

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.dream: low wall on right, 

end dream, 3:35 am 

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.dream: in the lobby of my apartment building, at a computer, familiar website, the 

website of my apartments, i could sign up for a tour but i already live here, no need, 

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.a lady with a group of people comes from the elevators and they're walking down the hall 

towards where i am, i look at some keyboard thing i'm holding, get up, the lady and group 

of people are from a star wars fan club, i look at where my stuff is on the floor and leave, 

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.walking down hall, go into a side room, guy in side room, just me and this guy, i can't 

really remember what happened in this side room, faint memory of a blowjob 

and gang related street graffiti, leave side room, 

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.walking back to where i was before, the star wars fan club has taken over the space, 

my stuff has been moved farther back in the building, i leave area, big room on the right, room 

is filled with people, i move past the large room filled with people and go up to a large 

window, 

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.at large window, living room from house from high school, looking out at a scene in 

florida, brown water, flamingos in water, bananas also in muddy water, the 

bananas are all in groups of six, 

end dream, 8:07 am 

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.a - lobby area of apartments                             b - me at computer 

c - elevators                                                        

d - lady and group of people (star wars fan club members) 

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e - my stuff on floor                                            f - me and guy in side room 

g - star wars fan club has taken over space i was in 

h - my stuff has been moved                               i - large room filled with people 

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j - window                                                           k - muddy water in florida 

l - flamingos and bananas 

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.image below: apartment lobby and flamingos in florida dream, alternate scale representation 

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.image below: keyboard thing i was holding detail 

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.image below: with some guy in side room scene detail 

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.image below: flamingos and bananas in muddy water in florida detail 

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.wake up

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.wheelchair guy and bicycle guy 

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.run outside (hospital triple) 

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Monday, June 12, 2023

monday, 12

monday, 12

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.yesterday's events: late night tv watcher at the old folks home 

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.dream: on a military base, just finished doing something, in a forested area, walking on 

brown pine needles, go back to mother and her jeep, tell her to get ready to go, i want 

to check something, 

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.go back to where i came from, pine needles on ground, there are a bunch of comic 

books lying on the ground in two columns, i begin to pick up the comics, two 

cars drive by, just as i'm picking up a ghost rider comic with ghost rider on the 

cover with an upside down head, a guy in a car drives by, this guy is a ghost 

rider fan, i show him the upside-down-head-ghost-rider comic book, 

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.i pick up all the comics except for one, the comic i leave lying on the ground is 

an orange hulk comic, the orange hulk has short blue hair, take all the comics that i 

picked up and go back to mother in jeep, mother drives off with me in the jeep, 

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.sitting in the back left of the jeep, moving, look out to the right, x-men comic book 

on the side of a building, brother is sitting next to me in the back seat now, mother 

is gone, just me and brother in the moving jeep with no one driving, 

end dream, 4:40 am 

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.a - forested area of military base with dried pine needles on ground 

b - mother's jeep                                 c - mother 

d - comic books on ground                 e - i pick up comic books 

f - two cars drive by                            g - ghost rider fan in car 

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h - i leave the orange hulk comic on ground 

i - go back to mother's jeep                 j - in jeep with mother, driving away 

k - x-men comic on side of building 

l - me and brother in back of moving jeep, no one driving 

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.image below: comic books on military base dream, alternate scale representation 

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.image below: upside down ghost rider head comic and orange hulk comic detail 

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.image below: upside down ghost rider head comic detail 

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.image below: orange hulk comic detail 

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.dream: looking at a magazine, page spread one, article about sleep and dreams, some workshop 

at the VA, veterans affairs, bottom right of right page are two images representing an 

animated movie film fest in brazil, all the animated films are originals and thus can 

compete in the oscars, turn page, 

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.page spread two, images from movies from the brazilian animated film fest, left page, 

person with green skin being held up in a chair on a large stage, large audience, green 

person in chair has no lower legs, right page, marge simpson, turn page, 

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.page spread three, left page, the previous animated film has been reviewed and is said to 

be 'star wars cross vehement', diagonal black line on grey background, 

right page, not used, 

end dream, 7:10 am 

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.a - magazine                             b - page spread one 

c - sleep and dream article        

d - images from brazilian animated movie film festival 

e - turn page                             f - page spread two 

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g - screen shots from animated movie 

h - person on stage                   i - marge simpson 

j - turn page                              k - page spread three 

l - review of animated film is 'star wars cross vehement' 

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.image below: page spread one, showing sleep article and intro to film fest detail 

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.image below: page spread two, showing images from animated film detail 

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.image below: page spread three, showing review of previously shown animated film detail 

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.couple and their parked car, non-stop activity 

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Sunday, June 11, 2023

sunday, 11

sunday, 11

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.yesterday's events: guy in park, walking with a limp, pushing an empty wheelchair, smoking 

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.dream: book club something, everyone is reading my book, tether ball, down hill ramp, 

end dream, 2:55 am 

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.a - my book                             b - tether ball 

c - ramp going down 

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.image below: my book and tether ball on pole detail 

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.dream: just graduated from military boot camp, everyone has their stuff all packed up and 

is ready to transfer to their next school, i'm in a corner of room, have a large green duffel bag 

and two big musical keyboards, one musical keyboard is bigger than the other, 

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.drill instructor comes around the corner, tells me i'm gonna have to ship the keyboards to 

my next school, i can't carry them with me, end scene, 

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.in a building, by the main door, two sexy young females enter building, both women are 

wearing short daisy duke jean shorts with tight fish net leggings, very fit and shapely 

legs, i can't keep my hands to myself, 

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.as the women walk past me, i turn around and grope and fondle the back of the left leg of 

the lady on the left, the two women walk behind a wall, the one lady tells some older lady 

that i grabbed her leg, the older lady asks 'did it hurt ...', 'no' the woman responds, 

the older lady asks some other question, 'no' the woman responds, 

the older lady asks 'was it hot...' (as in a sexy touch), 'yes' the lady responds, end scene, 

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.moving in a vehicle, dark out, looking out the back of the vehicle, stop by a large 

open window in a brown wall, possibly a bar, some lady says that there will be a theater 

performance soon, this gets me excited, 

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.in my bedroom from house from elementary school, pacing back and forth, thinking 

about the theater performance, i go ask a lady about when my audition is, lady says 

four o one am, i've only got about ten minutes before my audition, need to shower before 

then, go to my bed, take off two shirts i'm wearing, both are long sleeve long john 

type shirts, shirt on top is dark blue, 

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.go into my closet, there's a shower there, the shower head has been removed, need to find 

another shower, open door of room directly across from mine, lady is showering, leave, 

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.walking down hallway, looking for a shower, see a room with an open shower, walk back 

down hall, walk down hall backwards, enter room with open shower, two women are 

showering at far end of room, i go into bathroom, go into shower, turn on water, need 

soap, reach over to small table, 

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.wash cloth and bar of soap on small table, i grab the bar of soap, soaping up in the shower, 

music, i'm humming a tune with a rapid tempo to help me to shower faster, i don't have 

much time before my theater audition at four o one am, 

end dream, 4:40 am 

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.a - me after graduating from boot camp 

b - bag and two music keyboards                 c - drill instructor 

d - two women in shorts and fish net leggings 

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e - me                                                            f - moving in a vehicle 

g - open window in wall, theater show coming up 

h - audition area                                             i - my bedroom 

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j - take off shirts and put on bed                    k - shower nozzle missing from closet 

l - hallway                                                      m - lady in room showering 

n - doors to other rooms                                 o - room with open shower 

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p - two women showering                              q - me in shower 

r - grab soap from small table  

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.image below: military duffel bag and two music keyboards detail 

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.image below: daisy duke jean shorts and fish net leggings detail 

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.image below: theater audition and shower dream, alternate scale, detail 

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.image below: lady showering in room across from me detail 

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.image below: shower i entered into detail 

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.image below: wash cloth and soap on small table, true color approximation, detail 

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.guy on church steps, smoking from a home-made aluminum can pipe 

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Saturday, June 10, 2023

saturday, 10

saturday, 10

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.yesterday's events: expert computer worker in the lounge 

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.dream: in a hotel ballroom, interesting carpet, multi-colored carpet, blues and purples with 

a bit of beige, lots of people sleeping on floor, there's a two day fair event going on, 

we're about to wake up on the second day of activities, 

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.i drove a red jeep here, parked it in the parking lot, i'm worried that the jeep might get 

towed but it shouldn't, i paid the parking fee, my green credit card is in the jeep, 

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.on the second day of this fair event there will be a large group sex orgy event in two 

buildings, i need to be real careful when going in between these buildings on my way back 

to the jeep in the sand lot parking lot, 

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.in the hotel ballroom, a lady in front of me is holding up three poster board signs of 

her family's three car washing businesses, lady says that her husband has these three 

different businesses because it's the only way that they can afford to have 

children, 

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.a lady (c.h) is lying next to me, she has her feet crossed near my face, i reach up with 

my right hand near the bottoms of her crossed feet, 

end dream, 7:00 am 

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.a - hotel ballroom                         b - multi-colored carpet 

c - people sleeping on floor           d - lady with poster board signs 

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e - main sex orgy building             f - auxiliary sex orgy building 

g - jeep in parking lot                     h - me 

i - lady (c.h) 

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.dream: in a house, a mob boss guy goes up to a table, gets some food and then goes into 

a dining room on the right to sit down and eat with some other mobsters and mafia boss 

guys, i go up to the table with the food on it, square cover over plate of food, seems to 

be greasy breaded pork chops, i wasn't invited to eat with the mafia guys, end scene, 

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.at a skatepark, skateboard magazine cover overhead, two types of skateboarding, street 

skating on ledges, curbs and rails, and park skating on ramps and banks, a guy is 

skating in a concrete park below me, humps and ramps, guy is doing blunt slide moves, 

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.up above, where i am, is a concrete wall, a girl rides by on a skateboard, i go up and touch the 

wall, end scene, 

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.a large grizzly bear is in a stairwell, an even bigger eight hundred pound grizzly bear is 

at the very bottom of the stair well, the huge eight hundred pound grizzly bear 

breaks through a concrete cinder block wall and both bears are in the outside 

environment, 

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.a group of people has put green gas masks on the two grizzly bears, the bears take off 

the green gas masks but are still wearing black backpacks, now a grizzly bear is 

down on the lower right, body of a bear but head of a bald guy, end scene, 

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.in a lower office area with aunt, aunt is at a central table and working on a weekly 

financial investment report, each day of the week is listed and a corresponding 

number for each day which represents the investments made on that day, i can 

somewhat process the numbers for saturday and sunday and monday but can't 

read anything past that, 

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.walking around aunt, fall down on the floor for a bit, get back up, go over to lower 

right corner of room, neighbor lady is typing super fast, i ask aunt about the typing sound, 

aunt says that lady is trying to type but doesn't really know how, 

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.in front of me are a bunch of medical transfer tubes, i have a container, i put the 

container into a tube and it is whisked up to an upper level of the house, these medical 

transfer tubes work on a kind of vacuum pressure in the tube, i put in another 

medical container, container is whisked up in the tube to an upper level, 

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.on the tube is written something about all CO two and no oxygen, 

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.a - mob boss eating with other mob bosses 

b - greasy breaded pork chops on table 

c - guy in skatepark                                 d - girl on skateboard 

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e - i touch concrete wall                          f - cinder block wall 

g - massive eight hundred pound grizzly bear with green gas mask 

h - other grizzly bear with gas mask 

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i - bald guy head on grizzly bear body 

j - aunt in office, working on financial report 

k - i fall down on floor                             l - medical transfer vacuum tubes 

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