Friday, June 9, 2023

friday, 09

friday, 09

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.yesterday's events: recumbent bicycle rider on the street 

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.dream: in a school building, in math teacher's (m.l) office, math class will be starting soon, 

need to get to the class, room number is seven six zero, not really sure where this is, 

go out into hall, see teacher, hand him my class schedule, he directs me into class 

seven six zero, i go up to a table, sit down, friend (p.j) is at table as well, end scene, 

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.outside, below two porches, two people on porch on right, ice cream grinding machine on 

porch on left, i jump up, try and grab the thick pipe shaft of the ice cream grinding machine, 

on top of pipe shaft is a broken shard of white glass, i take the glass shard and put it down 

on the porch, there are two other broken glass shards there, one brown, one yellowish, 

end scene, 

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.in house from high school, i have door to porch open, brother is behind me, people 

walking by on porch, one guy has two heads and is holding a silver pistol, the one 

head points the pistol at the other head and the guy starts telling stand up comedy style 

jokes, i respond well to the guy's jokes, guy is pleased and walks away, 

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.the people come back onto the porch, me and brother leave house, on my right 

are several wrestling mats set up, on each mat is a lean and muscular man just waiting to 

wrestle, one guy is so lean and muscular that even the large round powerful muscles of 

his buttocks are striated, 

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.i don't like wrestling and have no intention of getting on a mat, my brother, on the other 

hand, jumps right in and starts to wrestle with someone, perhaps i will wrestle, i just need 

to work up to it, i leave the mat area and my mat remains standing upright on its side 

because i didn't lay it down to wrestle, 

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.i go up on a small grassy hill, jump up and land on all fours, i do a couple battle rolls 

to see if i can work myself up to a wrestling match, end scene, 

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.lying down, my vision has blacked out, a small black dog comes over and snuggles up to 

the right side of my face, i push dog away, dog cuddles up to the back of my right hand and 

forearm, i'm lying there, dog is cuddling with my right hand and forearm, 

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.i slide my hand back down away from the dog, i can feel the dog's breathing 

and heat beat stop as my hand moves away, move my hand back to the dog, dog's 

heart rate and breathing resume, end scene, 

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.i'm in a wooden octagon ring, i climb out of the ring by grabbing onto a flimsy wooden 

fence, end scene, 

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.walking on top of an ice cream making machine, ice cream machine is radioactive, 

two little radiation stickers on machine, now i'm crawling on the ground near the ice 

cream machine, ice cream machine is discharging burning hot air from at least one small 

discharge pipe, maybe two, this is just how the machine works, it needs to 

discharge burning hot air in order to make the ice cold ice cream, 

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.crawling on the ground, crawling over a bunch of electrical cables, i look back behind 

me, several little bottles of oil, crawling forwards, i have a kind of button clicker in 

my right hand that is tied on a string around my neck, 

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.this button clicker is to be used in times of distress, it is mostly used by people on 

level seven when they feel most alone, i however am now on level thirteen and 

haven't used the button clicker yet, this gives me a sense of relief, 

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.up ahead is a modified drinking fountain, the internals of the drinking fountain have 

been removed and a little room's been build back in the wall behind the drinking fountain, 

i enter into the drinking fountain, 

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.>>>>if i would have kept going straight, i feel like 

a twin body of mine would have materialized in whatever space was straight ahead<<<<< 

but my attention is focused on the little room on the right, 

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.this little space has been created by a national science lab, up ahead are a few little yellow 

plastic containers with slips of paper in them, while i'm in this space i'm continuously talking, 

i shut up for a quick moment to give a person behind a desk who i can't see a chance to 

speak, i see some papers moving and hear some low mumbling sounds but can't make 

anything out, i keep talking, 

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.i grab a slip of paper from one of the yellow plastic containers, bunch of letters on it, 

i've chosen the letter 'P', i write P in the latin, cyrillic and arabic scripts on the 

low right part of the paper, 'P П پ', then i look to the left on the paper, find the 'p' and circle it, 

i put the paper on a pile on the left, 

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.now i'm looking at a blank check that's made out to me, i want to write in one hundred thousand 

dollars on it, upon closer inspection this is not a blank check but some kind of bail 

bond slip with my name on it, there is already a monetary amount on the bail bond 

slip, seven hundred fifty eight thousand dollars, 

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.i start to write one hundred fifty thousand dollars, the last two digits pop up as six eight but 

i haven't written those last two digits down yet, then i look back to the beginning of the number 

and it's a one six and not a one five, little grease dot appears, i press my finger prints all 

over the paper, end scene, 

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.now i'm sitting in the corner of a room, looking down at a kind of glass jar, saying 

'this is just what i needed' over and over again, 

end dream, 5:45 am 

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.a - math teacher's office                             b - room seven six zero 

c - me at table                                              d - friend (p.j) 

e - people on porch                                      f - ice cream grinding machine 

g - me and brother at porch door                  h - people on porch 

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i - two headed guy                                         j - wrestling mats 

k - my mat, upright, not wrestling                 l - battle rolls 

m - black dog scene                                       n - wooden octagon 

o - ice cream machine                                    p - some guy 

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q - bottles of oil                                              r - modified drinking fountain 

s - national lab side room                               t - little plastic containers, paper slips 

u - person working behind desk                     v - me in corner of room, glass jar 

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.image below: ice cream grinding machine and glass shards on porch detail 

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.image below: two headed guy with pistol telling jokes on porch detail 

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.image below: wrestling mats and battle rolls scene detail 

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.image below: radioactive ice cream making machine, little bottle of oil, 

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.image below: room created by national science lab scene detail 

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.image below: 'P' paper and bail bond slip paper detail 

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.sanitation truck on the street, curb side waste retrieval 

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.expert computer worker in the lounge 

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Thursday, June 8, 2023

thursday, 08

thursday, 08

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.yesterday's events: guy in the park, relaxing, admiring his bicycle 

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.dream: in a hanging basket, simultaneously on the side of the road, friend (k.r) is above 

me and also in the basket and spinning around, i get up, walk a bit on the road, come back 

to the basket, end scene, 

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.i've just came back from a trip with aunt and mother, standing on a large concrete slab, 

earlier, before the trip, me and aunt and mother were eating in a small house in 

home town from high school, just below the main road, then we left on a trip, 

there seems to have been a ferry boat ride and an airplane ride, possibly went 

through india and turkey, now we just got back and i'm on the concrete slab, 

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.mother and aunt want me to do something, i'm considering bouncing a tennis ball 

on the concrete, i go up to a black van, remove a cloth cover from the front of the 

van, inside this van is a stuffed toy cheetah, i plan on using this toy stuffed cheetah 

as a model for a drawing on the bottom of my skateboard, 

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.now i'm over on the left, off the concrete slab, eating meat and cheese snacks 

from a white plastic bag, mother and aunt say something about using the stuffed 

cheetah to make a toy, but that is an unnecessary intermediate step, i'm just going to 

use it for a drawing on my skateboard, 

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.a guy on the concrete slab comes close to me, says that i'll need a bag, i go over close 

to guy, flash my eyes at him, tell him i know, i actually have a lot of experience in 

these matters, guy backs off a bit, 

end dream, 4:00 am 

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.a - hanging basket on side of road                     b - friend (k.r) 

c - me                                                                  d - me on concrete slab 

e - mother and aunt                                            

f - eating in house with mother and aunt before going on a trip 

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g - main road in home town                                gb - leaving on a trip with aunt and mother 

h - black van with stuffed toy cheetah inside 

i - me eating meat and cheese snacks from white plastic bag 

j - guy who says i need a bag 

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.image below: unknown trip scene, alternate scale, detail 

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.image below: me and friend (k.r) in hanging basket scene detail 

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.image below: black van with stuffed toy cheetah inside detail 

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.dream: walking on a sidewalk, submarine dry dock on the left, dry dock is filled with 

water, small sub in dry dock, a crane lowers a torpedo storage canister down into the 

water, pulls it out again, lowers the torpedo canister down into water in a different spot, 

pulls it back out again, a little bird flies by, end scene, 

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.on a submarine, in the engine room, pipes all around, fresh water cooling system pipes, 

guy (j.a) is near me, tells me to open a grey handle valve, i tell him to do it, j.a opens 

valve, water comes out of a pipe, seems to be a vent valve, i tell j.a that i can't remember 

where the fresh water pumps were on the sub, more water coming out from a different 

pipe, end scene, 

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.in a hotel room, going to door to leave, look on brown wooden counter on right, a 

small orange centipede on counter, orange centipede is made up of several 

little orange balls, i take a plastic cup and put it over orange centipede, cup seems 

to disappear but it's still there, centipede crawls up to top of cup, i leave hotel room, 

end scene, 

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.walking on a sidewalk, military recruiter in a white car up ahead, a young lady is leaning 

into the window and talking to the recruiter, mentions ten months something, i move 

by, cross street, going back on other side of street, lady on corner, she says something to 

me, i turn around, ask what she said, seems to have said 'alles mich' in german, 

lady goes over to a car where some guys are smoking cigarettes, asks for a cigarette, 

i move on by, 

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.rabbit hopping up a hill, wearing a knit sweater, top of hill, turn left, rabbit hopping, 

notice that my right hand is covered by the sleeve of the sweater, turn left down hill, 

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.going down hill, going to the home of my host family, i'm usually here for sunset 

but today i'm late, sun has already set, enter into host home, host dad tells me he's 

going to the movies, host dad leaves, host mom is by a door, i've missed dinner so 

she offers me a big bag of ruffles potato chips, i politely decline the chips, i 

brought my school lunch with me, go through door, 

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.now i'm on a mattress, dark blue sheet, like i'm sitting in the front passenger side of 

my car, eating the school lunch, finish with the main items, still hungry, start to 

eat the raisins, i never eat the raisins, 

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.guy in a car on my left, brown, green, guy is eating, school bus of kids up ahead, 

one little girl likes one little boy because he can speak french and german, someone says 

'vomiter', i understand this like a comparative adjective, odd word usage but i can 

get the meaning, like a pile of vomit that is grosser and nastier than a normal 

pile of vomit, end scene, 

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.i'm writing in a science magazine, making little drawings of the dreams i just had, 

drawing over the words of the science articles, 

end dream, 8:55 am 

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.a - small submarine in flooded dry dock 

b - torpedo storage canisters attached to crane 

c - small bird                                             d - inside a submarine with j.a 

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e - grey handled vent valve                       f - water from pipes 

g - orange centipede under clear plastic cup 

h - military recruiter in white car               i - young woman 

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j - lady on corner 'alles mich'                     k - guys in car smoking cigarettes 

l - bunny hop up hill, wearing sweater 

m - host family's home                               n - host dad going to movies 

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o - host mom with bag of ruffles potato chips 

p - me on mattress, eating school lunch     

q - guy in car, eating                                   r - kids on bus, 'vomiter' 

s - drawing dream images in science magazine 

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.image below: inside a submarine with guy (j.a) scene detail 

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.image below: orange centipede on hotel room counter scene detail 

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.image below: entering into host family's home scene and bag of ruffles potato chips detail 

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.city road workers, street sign repaired 

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Wednesday, June 7, 2023

wednesday, 07

wednesday, 07

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.yesterday's events: elliptical guy in the gym 

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.sleep, no dreams remembered, wake up, 2:50 am 

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.dream: standing in the corner of a large room, looking out a big window, dark outside, 

a car drives by, my spirit floats up above the house, looking down on the scene below, 

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.under a large blue tarp tent there are a bunch of people, a hungry wolf emerges out from 

a dark forest, this mean hungry wolf wants to eat all the people under the blue tent tarp, 

a good wolf approaches the mean wolf, good wolf tries to fight off the mean wolf 

but the mean wolf is too strong, there may be other mean wolves as well, 

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.the good wolf cannot defend the people from the mean wolf, the mean wolf, possibly two of 

them, attack(s) the people under the blue tent tarp from two opposing directions, the 

people are defenseless, they will be slaughtered and eaten by the wolves, 

end scene, 

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.in a large three dimensional maze, go down a ladder, bottom level of maze, nothing 

going on here, nowhere to go, nothing to do, i go back up the ladder, a lady (s.t) is 

lying down right under the main floor level, she's stuck in the maze, asks me how to 

free herself, i walk her through the steps necessary to free herself from the maze, 

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.i move my right hand and body through a series of white squares that allows me to be 

freed from the maze, s.t copies my movements and is freed from the confines of the 

maze, now i'm holding a series of connected white paper body-shaped cutouts that represent 

s.t's body, 

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.a guy on the main floor comes over to us, me and s.t are still just below the main floor 

level, guy is distressed, guy says that he cannot stop thinking of s.t's body and 

needs to talk to her, 

end dream, 6:35 am 

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b - car drives by                                                 c - my spirit floats up 

d - blue tent tarp, people underneath                 e - mean wolf from forest 

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f - good wolf 

g - mean wolf attacks people under blue tent tarp from two different directions 

h - bottom level of three dimensional maze 

i - ladder                                                             j - lady (s.t) 

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k - me                                                                 

l - i show s.t how to navigate out of maze, she copies me and is freed 

m - holding some paper cutouts                         n - distressed guy 

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.industrial worker, coming home from the night shift 

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Tuesday, June 6, 2023

tuesday, 06

tuesday, 06

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.yesterday's events: milk 

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.dream: in a university administration office, sitting in the back against a wall, people working 

on computers in cubicles up on the left, one lady in front of me is doing something 

different on her computer, 

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.she's looking at a bunch of different maps, scrolling over to the right, then she focuses in 

on one particular map and starts to play an airplane shooter game, similar to 

'space invaders' except that the enemies are all around the main character and not just 

up in front, i watch this lady play the game for a while, end scene, 

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.running along side a rock cliff, two large candy wrappers on my left, these candy 

wrappers seem to be untouched, go down a ladder, candy wrapper at bottom of 

ladder, this candy wrapper has been touched many times on the right side, 

end dream, 6:45 am 

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b - me sitting against back wall 

c - people in cubicles, working on computers 

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d - lady on computer up in front of me, maps and airplane shooter game 

e - two large candy wrappers against rock cliff 

f - ladder down 

g - candy wrapper, touched many times on right side 

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Monday, June 5, 2023

monday, 05

monday, 05

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.yesterday's events: elevator 

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.dream: in a school building, classes are on a brief break, in the hall, want to get back to 

my class, first room is ten fifteen, not my class, next room is ten fourteen, yes my class, 

enter into room ten fourteen, end scene, 

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.on a motorcycle, stopped at a stop light, a chubby guy on a motorcycle pulls up 

next to me, guy is revving his bike engine, wants to race, light changes, guy 

accelerates hard and flies straight up in the air on his bike, below the guy in the air 

on his motorcycle are several people walking around on a dirt lot, 

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.note: the energy required for this chubby guy to fly straight up in the air on his 

motorcycle seems to have drained all of my dream energy which resulted in 

a shorter dream experience, end note, 

end scene, 

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.i'm writing on a computer, trying to explain the flying motorcycle dream i just had, 

writing stuff like 'the thunderous sound of the metallic motorcycle engine imparted 

vibrational energy to the surrounding atmosphere ...', stuff like that, end scene, 

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.a guy is lying down, guy has a boner, two clam shells are tied around his dick head with 

a red string, a lady is strapped to a wall opposite him, the lady and the wall are directed over to 

the guy with clam shells on his boner, lady puts clams shells and guy's dick head in her mouth, 

lady now has one clam shell in her mouth, wall and lady move away from guy, the other clam 

shell is still on the guy's cock head, 

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.this process of the lady sucking off one clam shell from the guy's dick head repeats itself, 

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.lady is strapped to wall with one clam shell in her mouth, guy is lying down with one 

clam shell tied to his dick head with a red string, now the clam shell disappears from the 

guy's dick, his penis is proudly presented without any strings or ornamentation, 

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c - yes my class                                                 d - me on motorcycle 

e - chubby guy on motorcycle                          f - chubby guy on motorcycle flies straight up in air

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g -  several people walking around on a dirt lot 

h - guy lying down                                            i - two clam shells and a red string 

j - lady strapped to wall 

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