wednesday, 24

wednesday, 24

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.yesterday's events: milk drink (free sample) 

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.                https://dddurb5r.wordpress.com/2023/05/24/dream-24-may-2023/

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.dream: on a military base, elevator on a higher floor, a guy (b.k) says that his brother (w.k) 

has just came up the elevator and returned from his primary military combat mission, 

b.k says that w.k is castrated and i think that that's why he's still doing combat 

missions for the army, end scene, 

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.riding in a car with some special forces guys, going across an iron bridge, river below, 

the guys are coming back from iran, 

i'm coming back from iran as well but i was there doing something separate from 

the special forces guys, we didn't even need to get a hotel, left early in the morning and 

coming back in the evening, 

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.car enters into a forest, shift to visual movement, right turn, on the left on a hill is 

a tribe of mystic forest yogis, they're all wearing white sheets wrapped around their 

waists and bathing in the trees, a guy (j.p) is with the mystic forest yogis and they 

are bathing him, a mystic forest yogi kid is looking towards a building, these 

mystic forest yogis do not live in buildings and call the forest home, 

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.i enter into a front area of a building, mechanical humming sound, two ladies, one lady 

complains about the sound, asks me if i can turn it off, i tell her the sound is 

important for the mystic forest yogis, i leave area, 

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.enter into a building, ramp going up, a military officer is behind me, kind of pushing 

me along, hand rail on the left, i go behind the officer and free myself, top of ramp, 

officer goes right, i go left, 

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.a kid runs up and jumps on my back, i try and enter into body flight with kid on my back, 

difficult, i manage to fly a bit with kid on my back, left turn into a space, kid helps 

with the flying a bit as we make the turn, enter into a submarine berthing area with 

the kid, land, i tell him he did a good job of flying in the turn, 

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.on a submarine, getting ready to go on a naval deployment, in the luggage area, bags 

are being thrown down from above, personal luggage of all the sailors on board the 

sub, i move the bags over a bit, i'm the only one in the space, someone above says 

something about the upcoming deployment, 'this is what it's all about' i say, 

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.guy (m.w) enters space, m.w moves some bags around, says that one guy already didn't 

make it and they're sending him off the sub, small porthole in wall in front of me, 

this is the only way out of the luggage room, i put both feet into porthole, 

my lower body slides into hole, i notice that the hole is vibrating, some kind of 

internal bearing is running, i've never experienced this before, 

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.some lady looking in on the scene says 'that's weird', 

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.i'm talking to a guy on the other side of the wall which leads into the main areas of the sub, 

i tell the guy to turn off the vibrating bearing, 'show me the procedure that requires 

this' i say, the hole is right below my waist, my feet and legs are through, guy 

tells me that he was on another sub and this is how they do it, i tell him that i've 

been on this sub before and it's different, i've never done this with the vibrating 

bearing running, 

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.i slide into hole up to my waist, right testicle begins to vibrate, very uncomfortable, 

slide past my waist, now i just have to get my upper body and head through the hole, 

apparently i make it all the way out of the porthole in the wall, 

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.in the main areas of the sub, in the lower torpedo room, walking, the chief of the 

boat, lead enlisted man, (t.p) approaches me, i'm happy to see him and begin to notice 

his uniform, 'take a good look' he says, 'the man, the myth, the legend' i reply, 

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.i take a good look at his uniform, khaki color, intricate dragon pin on right chest, 

teal colored ribbon on left chest, i reach out to shake his hand, t.p responds with 

a light finger hand shake, t.p moves along, i move along, 

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.go to end of torpedo room, go down a couple stairs, turn around, new area on right, 

the sub has undergone a refit and upgrade, some guy in a toilet stall across from me, 

i enter into the new area, 

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.note: when i was on a submarine before, i didn't really like it that much, but now 

i'm liking it a lot, it's given me new confidence and a sense of purpose and 

direction, end note, 

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.see a guy i know (r.b), fist bump with him, i'm glad he's on the sub, 

i'll likely learn new stuff from him,  enter into another new area, 

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.large new room, space for the radiation workers, i jump sit up on a counter, two women on 

the other side of room sit up on conuter, i go down to leave room, a guy warp jumps down 

to a table, one lady says that the guy shouldn't be warp jumping, she'll kick him off she says, 

'kick him off then' i say, that would be stupid and unnecessary, he won't get kicked 

off the sub just for warp jumping, i leave room, 

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.i'm still on the sub but i seem to be outside, dried grassy field, big blue mattress up ahead, 

over the mattress are colored lights hanging by wires, green and orange colored lights, 

i try to fly across mattress, strange wind, i make it across a bit but then go off to the left, 

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.walking in dried grassy field by large blue mattress, two big dandelion spore stalks on my 

right, they seem to be larger than usual, overgrown due to some kind of radiation 

exposure, big tress in distance, trees as far as the eye can see, out to the horizon, 

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.i stop and stand on a slightly higher area, seems to be a school building behind me, 

on the left in the distance is a road, three brown cars on road going down the hill, 

there may be two way traffic on this road, 

end dream, 6:00 am 

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.a - elevator on military base                         b - in a car with special forces 

c - mystic forest yogis                                    d - guy (j.p) 

e - lady complaining about noise                   f - door to building 

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g - military officer behind me                        h - flying with kid on my back 

i - submarine berthing                                    j - submarine luggage room 

k - guy (m.w)                                                 l - vibrating porthole in wall 

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m - chief of the boat in torpedo room            n - door to new area 

o - guy (r.b)                                                    p - large room for radiation workers 

q - women sitting on counter                         r - guy who warp jumped down to table 

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s - exit room, go outside (still on sub)           t - large blue mattress 

u - oversized dandelion spore stalks in dried grassy field 

v - trees to the horizon                                   w - school building 

x - cars on road 

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.image below: mystic forest yogis, literary excerpt focus, detail 

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.image below: in building, officer behind me, then flying with kid on my back scene detail 

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.image below: flying with kid on my back scene detail 

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.image below: submarine luggage room scene detail 

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.image below: chief of the boat in torpedo room scene detail 

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.image below: chief of the boat's uniform detail 

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.image below: dragon pin on chief's uniform detail 

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.image below: large room for radiation workers scene detail 

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.image below: blue mattress and dried grassy field scene detail 

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.                https://dddurbfour.wixsite.com/dddurb4w/post/dream-24-may-2023

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.wake up

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.three-legged dog on the sidewalk 

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.bicycle rider on the street, proper hand signal, proper turn 

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tuesday, 23

tuesday, 23

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.yesterday's events: hand bag weight distribution (equalization) 

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.                https://dddurbfour.wixsite.com/dddurb4w/post/dream-23-may-2023

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.                https://dddurb5r.wordpress.com/2023/05/23/dream-23-may-2023/

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.dream: computer, several different screens, a lady who i feel like is my brother asks 

me how to work with all the different screens, i show her how to open up different 

desktops and work that way, now there's some kind of color something, i set up 

a green background with red drawing capability, i want to set up a blue background 

with yellow drawing ability but am having a real hard time with the yellow ink, 

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.there's a kind of cap with yellow dye in it and i want to take this dye out and make ink 

with it to write on the blue background of the computer, not easy, i can't really get it, 

end scene, 

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.in a barracks room, i've been in here before and i thought it was in afghanistan, i'm 

sleeping, a lady enters room, wonders why we're still sleeping, some guy on my right 

gets up, i get up, look at clock, noon, i go over to carpet, lego toys, i pick up some 

little pieces of bark from carpet, end scene, 

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.lying on a sidewalk outside, lady on my right, attractive, i get a boner, adjust my body 

position under blanket, lady walks down sidewalk and then back up, now some guy 

pushes her behind a wall where she begins to do weight training, end scene, 

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.i'm in a bathroom, lady comes into bathroom, says i've been in here for a long time, 

i leave, lady enters bathroom, 

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.<<begin sexual content warning>>

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.i'm outside of bathroom, decide to have sex with lady in bathroom, she does have a husband 

but i'm going to have sex with her anyways, enter bathroom, lady is bent over over sink, 

tall, her hips are tall on me, i adjust her hips and lift up her sweater, hole, unknown hole, 

may be a butthole, may be a vagina, seems ok to penetrate, 

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.look at my boner, dick is completely black like clean black rubber on a car tire, penetrate hole, 

end scene, 

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.<<end sexual content warning>>

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.in an office trailer, seems to be a portable CIA field office trailer, at a computer, a 

foreign intelligence officer enters trailer, wants to sit down and talk with a lady, lady and 

foreign intelligence officer guy go into a back room, guy comes back out, 

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.i look over to my left, large commercial airliner jet is coming in to land, i feel like 

i have some connection with this airplane, i get up from computer, go outside the 

office trailer, stand up on wooden railing, people below looking up at me, 

i launch up into body flight, people below are taking pictures of me in the air, 

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.airplane is flying in front of me, i follow behind plane, side stroke swimming in air, 

the jet is pulling me towards it, jet descends down over a low wall area, 

now the jet is a guy flying with a loose fitting off-white colored sweatshirt on, 

i follow the guy down behind the low wall, 

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.i land behind wall, parked car, i reach into car, pull out the sweatshirt, smaller now, 

off white color, some red writing on chest, can't make it out, shirt is folded, 

i launch back up into body flight and fly back to office trailer, 

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.trailer is gone now, just a wheelchair ramp and handrails, i land where office trailer used to 

be, ----music begins, hard to say if i'm thinking it or if it's in the background, music continues 

until end of dream ----,  

begin to tie the sweatshirt around a hand rail, i'm in my underwear, the president of 

the united states of america, joe biden, approaches me from the other side of 

the wheelchair ramp, 

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.i stand at attention, consider saluting but i'm not in uniform, just wearing my underwear and 

not in the military anymore anyways, so i just stand at attention, 

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.the president asks me 'what's your name son ...'

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.i reply with my full name, 

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.president asks 'where are you from, the pacific northwest ...'

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.i respond by telling the president where i'm from, then i go on to say that i'm dreaming 

and that when the dream ends and i wake up, this dream body should probably be 

taken to a medical lab somewhere, 

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.i look at the president, he's listening intently and seems intrigued, i continue talking and 

trying to tie the sweatshirt to the handrail, 

end dream, 9:25 am 

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.a - computer, four windows open                      b - paint with red on green, success

c - paint with yellow on blue, no success           d - barracks room 

e - lady enters                                                      f - i get up 

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g - guy has gotten up                                           h - clock says noon 

i - clock may be here                                           j - carpet, legos 

k - me on sidewalk                                              l - attractive lady 

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m - lady lifting weights behind wall                   n - me and lady in bathroom 

o - CIA field office trailer                                    p - me at computer 

q - foreign intelligence officer                             r - airplane outside 

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s - i go outside trailer, get up on wood railing, launch up into body flight 

t - people below taking picture of me in air 

u - plane becomes guy in sweatshirt, drops down behind wall

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v - i grab sweatshirt from parked car                    w - going back to trailer with sweatshirt 

x - trailer gone, wheelchair ramp and handrails 

y - me trying to tie sweatshirt to handrail              z - usa president joe biden 

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.image below: computer desktop activity and computer colors scene detail 

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.image set below: CIA field office trailer, jet, sweater and president scene detail 

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.image below: talking with president joe biden scene detail 

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.image below: off white sweater with red writing on chest detail 

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.                https://www.youtube.com/shorts/d2XfTqStgbo

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monday, 22

monday, 22

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.yesterday's events: garbage, recycle 

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.dream: pink dot, slightly left of center, 

end dream, 4:15 am 

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.dream: walking, a lady is in front of me, fit lean body, tight grey leggings, i want to touch her, 

approach lady, touch her left calf, lady turns around, talking to lady, i notice a particular 

line on her right arm just below her shoulder, look closer, the lady has no flesh on her 

upper arms, just bone, i ask her about this, she says that her upper arm bones are 

super strong, 

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.i'm curious as to how she lifts her forearms up, by flexing her biceps, because she has 

no biceps or triceps, only bone, i get closer to lady, i help her pick her left forearm 

up, strange sensation like our two nervous systems are in a kind of meld, end scene, 

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.in a shared dorm room, sleeping room, people sleeping in beds on left, i'm at a table, 

legos on table, several kits open, lego sets are partially built, i take out a new kit, 

guy (n.v) is in a bed sleeping, people start talking, possibly about n.v being overweight, 

noise and talking in room increases, two guys get out of bed and leave, too noisy for them, 

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.i go over to my bed, look to my right, large guy in bathroom brushing his teeth, i pick up 

my mattress and put my wallet under the mattress, 

end dream, 7:15 am 

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.a - lady with bone arms                             b - shared sleeping room 

c - legos on table                                        d - beds 

e - two guys leave, too loud                       f - guy in bathroom, brushing teeth 

g - my bed                                                  h - put wallet under mattress 

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.image below: table with legos detail 

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.image below: lift up my mattress and put wallet under mattress detail 

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.                https://dddurb5r.wordpress.com/2023/05/22/dream-22-may-2023/

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sunday, 21

sunday, 21

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.yesterday's events: butterfly in the park 

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.dream: a guy (j.a) is working on something, some kind of small mechanical project, 

i move towards and then away from a large tank with a yellow dot on it, move towards and 

then away from the same tank again, 

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.there may have been another tank with a pink dot next to the tank with the yellow dot but 

my attention was focused on the tank with the yellow dot, 

end dream, 3:55 am 

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.a - guy (j.a) working on a small mechanical project 

b - tank with yellow dot 

c - tank with pink dot 

d - my path 

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.                https://dddurb5r.wordpress.com/2023/05/21/dream-21-may-2023/

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.dream: in a house, seem to have just woken up, i throw a little kids mattress over to my 

left, kid goes to get it, the sheet is on too tight, mattress folds in half, all the kids toys 

fall off, kid is upset, says he might be homeless, i try and help the kid with his 

mattress, kid's dad and mom over on the right, dad says something about standing 

in line to lift a heavy weight and coming in second place, end scene, 

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.in a different part of the house, looking out at water, waves, there may be orca whales in 

the water, don't see any, holding my lock, key, more keys in an open cabinet, friend (n.s) 

enters space, directs my attention over to another open cabinet behind me, 

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.look in open cabinet behind me, left door is open, on the inside of left door is a poster of 

a wizard in a red robe, the upper right of the poster has red ink coming off the paper a bit, 

on the bottom right is the number one hundred and a capital letter 'a', this wizard poster 

is worth fifteen million dollars, i wonder if n.s knows that, 

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.by the main door of the house is a wizard in a black robe, this wizard came to the house 

with n.s, wizard is leaving, going back outside and into the forest, i ask if he wants me 

to come with him, wizard says no, wizards leaves, goes down stairs outside of house, enters 

forest and walks away, i have nothing to do in this house, i'll just follow the wizard anyways, 

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.i launch up into body flight, flying over the tops of trees, i try and dive down into the forest 

but some force is repelling me back up, i can't descend down into the forest, then i come 

to a long white vertical column, grab onto column, i grab it with both hands and 

my feet are above my head, begin to descend down the long white vertical column, 

my feet are now below me, going down, 

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.at bottom of white column is a small cylindrical concrete base, i pick up a couple rocks 

from the ground and put them on the concrete base to let people know that i was here, 

an upright dog with white fur and orange highlights approaches me on the left, i pet 

the dog, friendly, then a small grey and black lemur appears in front of me, also friendly, 

invites me to walk forwards into the forest, 

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.walking with friendly upright dog and friendly lemur in the forest, i've made it under 

the trees, lemur is grey with 

black rings on its tail, then a gorilla head jumps into my right hand, i ask if 

this gorilla head is friendly, 'slightly aggressive' is the response, there's another 

gorilla head up in the distance, end scene, 

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.back in the house where the kid and mattress were, i've just woken up, a kid comes over with 

his shirt off, flexes his muscles for me, end scene, 

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.i'm sitting outside an RV camper, sitting behind a curtain, inside the RV are a group 

of people, they seem to be watching a sports game on tv, a car pulls up, people in 

car are smoking weed and playing loud music, all i can see is their feet as they go into 

the RV, the people who were already in the RV watching the sports game and the people 

who just arrived in the car are from two different clans, 

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.one lady from the people who just arrived says that she wants to 'remake him' in reference to 

me, apparently the RV sports people have me on a certain medication mix and the car and 

weed people want to have me on a different medication mix, 

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.i'm looking at the 'remake him' lady and another kind of surgeon guy from the weed and car 

clan, the lady has oatmeal baby puke on her blue sweater and the surgeon guy has 

a pin cushion filled with little pins with neon blue round pin heads, these pins are 

used in the 'remaking' of me, 

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.the lady has a list of medications, i've been on all these medications before and next to 

each medication are notes about their effects and side effects on me, the med mix the 

RV folks have me on seems to interfere with my vision and the med mix the weed car 

folks want to put me on doesn't mess with my vision, i'm looking at this list of 

meds across from the lady, it appears upside down to me, 

end dream, 9:13 am 

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c - kid's parents                                            d - water as seen from window 

e - cabinet with keys                                    f - friend (n.s) 

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g - cabinet with wizard poster                     h - wizard leaves 

i - flying above trees, can't descend             j - long white vertical column 

k - round concrete base i put rocks on         l - friendly upright dog 

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m - friendly ring tailed lemur                      n - slightly aggressive gorilla head 

o - other gorilla head                                    p - kid with shirt off 

q - folks in RV watching sports                    r - car, loud music, weed smoke 

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s - people from car enter RV                         t - me outside RV, behind curtain 

u - lady with oatmeal baby puke on sweater 

v - surgeon guy with pins in pin cushion 

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.twilight zone in the park (cell phone activity) 

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