saturday, 20

saturday, 20

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.yesterday's events: running shoes seem bigger, right calf sore 

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.dream: in a classroom, round white tables, some navy students are getting ready for 

a test, i go into the corner, i was already in the navy so i don't have to take this test, 

some lady calls me a 'glorified cheerleader', i'm sitting down by the wall, some person 

sitting on my right, teacher (p.s) holds up a small bottle rocket with a thick ring of 

solid fuel and lights the fuse, 

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.the bottle rocker begins to discharge a thick stream of hot orange flames right above 

my head, i hold up my left arm to try and shield myself from the flames, end scene, 

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.in a kind of shared dorm room, sitting at a table, making a cheese burrito, a guy (b.d) goes 

over to refrigerator, takes out a large loaf of cheddar cheese, i tell him that that cheese 

isn't cheap, also tell him that he can make something for himself if he makes something 

for me as well, b.d begins making food with the cheese, 

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.guy (w.d) enters room, tells me that another guy (s.t) got a job as a teacher and he might not 

be living with us anymore, i ask how much the total cost of rent is, w.d says fourteen hundred 

fifty dollars, w.d wants some cheese, i give him some, says too much, i give him less, 

b.d throws a cheese sandwich down on the table in front of me and leaves, 

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.outside the dorm room are a lot of people showering, toy store owner (t.i) goes into a room 

to do a load of laundry, i leave room, boxes of puzzles, end scene, 

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.in an open cart moving on a track, enter into a dog care center, look to right, medium 

sized dog in an open area, behind low walls, running around and barking at me in 

the moving cart, pictures of all different kinds of medium sized dogs on wall, 

coming to end of dog care space, books on wall, i pick up a book, cart is leaving area, 

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.dog care center lead manager lady comes out, i hand her the book, cart leaves space, 

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.moving in the cart in a tunnel area, watching scenes of people and locations flash by 

in a flurry, one scene catches my interest, i'm getting off this cart to check it out, 

notice that there is a lady in cart with me, i take her hand and ask her if she's coming 

with me, lady says no, i release her hand and jump out of the cart, 

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.i land on a street in a university district several hundred years in the past, people on the 

street, some kind of parade is going on, several guys are pushing a huge parade float 

towards me, parade float is a big viking boat decorated like a black bird, i move up 

the street, 

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.slight hill, come to top of hill, notice i have an old gold pocket watch in my left hand, 

maybe i can sell this watch and buy some food, street is narrowing into a dead end, 

lady and her young son, kid asks me what i'm doing here, i tell him that i don't live 

here but that i'm just going to get some water, 

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.go around to a water fountain, look up, master artist and glass blower dale chihuly peeks 

around a wall and briefly looks at me before disappearing back behind the wall, i start 

to drink from the water fountain, the lady's son tells me that he sees a playing card, asks 

me if he can check it out, i say ok, 

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.kid goes back behind me a gets a playing card from a kind of rock wall area, shows 

card to me, looks like a joker disguised as a king, i tell the kid that it's a joker, card gets 

put back, i leave area, 

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.walking up some steps with a postman, enter into a large warehouse area, flying, in body flight, 

flying towards the exit, swimming in the air, one good side stroke, make it out of doorway, 

land in a room, look at ground, pieces of glass, pick up three pieces of broken green 

glass, keep on walking, 

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.approaching a steep concrete hill, lots of little push scooters on the left on top of hill, 

i grab two scooters, scooters are small and yellow with u-shaped handle bars oriented upwards, 

handle bars only have room for one hand, so i grab a set of handle bars in each hand 

and stand on the two scooters like skis, 

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.going down the steep concrete hill, i have to squat way down low on the scooters, 

carving on the hill as i go down, bottom of hill, little line of moving water, step over 

water, guy approaches me, 

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.guy is holding a rake, i'm holding the two scooters, i say there is nothing like a man 

holding an object, i approach the guy, show him the alien abduction scar on inside 

of my right wrist, tell him i'm a unique individual, at first my hand is in the shadows so 

i move it closer to guy and into the light, 

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.i get real close to guy's face, flash my eyes at him, hold my pinky up under his chin, 

guy seems impressed, 

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.this guy is a care taker for a field in the background that is in two distinct parts and 

hasn't been connected, it would probably be great for scooter riding, i'm very passionate 

for riding scooters and the guy seems to notice this, 

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.<<begin content warning>>

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.i'm holding a light green cord, the guy rips out his own vocal chords and has me ingest them, 

so now me and this guy are intrinsically linked via his vocal chords inside my body and 

something with this light green chord as well, 

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.the guys wants to show me the field so we begin to walk together, even after he ripped 

out his vocal chords, he can still manage to speak a bit in a whisper voice and says something 

to me, we keep walking, 

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.<<end content warning>> 

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.me and guy sit down, overlooking a kind of sports field, on the field are men dressed up 

in dinosaur suits and breathing mist on each other, even though i'm looking at men 

in dinosaur suits breathing mist on each other, i feel like what i'm actually seeing is 

a kind of large organized fight in an illegal underground alien fight circuit, some 

lady in the background says 'this is where they get bloody', 

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.i start to feel uncomfortable, feel like i shouldn't be watching this and get up and leave, 

look back, the guy who brought me here is sitting at the end of a dark dead end tunnel, 

i walk away, 

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.moving past the dinosaur stalls, come to a blue door, open door, another door, some lady 

watching in on the scene and who i can't see says 'he's in a doorway', i open 

three or four blue doors, turn around backwards, moving backwards into the repeating 

doorway, find some stairs going down, go down, an alarm goes off, 

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.come to a window, put back of head up to window, back flip through window, my right 

arm raises as i back flip into new part of building, i want to get out but feel like this 

dream won't end well, 

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.see a door that says exit up ahead, go through door, still in a building, 

end dream, 6:50 am 

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.a - classroom                             b - bottle rocket 

c - me                                          d - some person sitting next to me 

e - refrigerator in dorm                f - me 

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g - guy (w.d)                                h - toy store owner (t.i) 

i - people showering                    j - puzzle boxes 

k - me and lady in moving open cart 

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l - dog in dog care center             m - pictures of medium sized dogs on wall 

n - dog care center manager lady 

o - book                                        p - i jump off cart 

q - university district several hundred years ago 

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r - black bird viking ship parade float 

s - top of hill, pocket watch          t - drinking fountain 

u - kid gets playing card 

v - master artist and glass blower dale chihuly 

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w - me and postman                      x - flying out of warehouse and green glass 

y - yellow scooters and concrete hill 

z - guy with rake                             az - sports field and trapped in building scene 

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.image below: sports field and trapped in building scene 

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.a - guy with rake                              b - field, two distinct parts 

c - walking with rake guy 

d - men dressed as dinosaurs breathing mist on each other 

e - i leave                                           f - rake guy in dark dead end hallway 

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g - dinosaur resting stalls                   h - repeating blue doors 

i - move backwards through doors, go down some stairs, alarm 

j - back flip through window              k - exit door 

l - still trapped in building 

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.image below: small bottle rocket with ring of solid fuel discharging flames at me detail 

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.image below: loaf of cheddar cheese, cheese burrito and cheese sandwich detail 

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.image below: dog care center scene detail 

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.image below: black bird viking boat parade float detail 

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.image below: gold pocket watch, drinking fountain and playing card detail 

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.image below: large warehouse i flew out of and broken green glass on ground detail 

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.image below: little yellow scooters detail 

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.image below: men dressed up as dinosaurs, breathing mist on each other scene detail 

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.image below: dinosaur resting stalls and trapped in a building scene detail 

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.park workout 

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.butterfly in park 

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friday, 19

friday, 19

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.yesterday's events: social interaction 

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.dream: in a dentist's office, dentist comes out from back office, line of people, dentist is 

checking all their teeth, dentist checks my teeth, i have braces, a little grey rubber band 

pops off from the outside of my lower right molar tooth, look at little grey rubber band 

from braces, band is broken, 

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.dentist goes back into the back area, i need to get an orthodontist to repair my braces, 

also, the lower wire that goes across my lower teeth is now loose because the little 

band broke, 

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.i go up to the main counter of dentist's office, tell the receptionist lady that i need to 

call an orthodontist, receptionist is on the phone, a kid on my left is writing down a 

bunch of phone numbers for musical stores, i leave office, end scene, 

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.walking up a hill, possibly snow on ground, end scene, 

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.driving a car on the highway, mother is in car with me, i'm to drop mother off at her new 

house, exit coming up, a bunch of green overhead road signs indicate the upcoming exit, 

signs start at about eighteen, then count down to one, which is the exit turn, chain link fence 

on highway just past the exit, 

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.on highway exit ramp, this is the same exit where k.r's house is, going to mother's house, 

mother's house is no longer accessible here due to construction going on, some kind of 

large concrete bridge structure is blocking access, i ask mother is she can walk, answer is 

no, mother wants to go to grocery store to get meat and salad for dinner, 

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.now mother is driving car and i'm riding as a passenger, four way intersection, other car 

stopped, mother loops around in intersection, i say she should stop, doesn't stop, loops 

around again, 

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.close to where mother lives, stores and restaurants, moving backwards, pizza place on 

left, enter into grocery store, mother goes back into meat and produce area, picks 

out some salad, a grocery store worker throws down two large skinned platypus 

carcasses on a big grocery cart, the platypus carcasses are still wiggling a bit, 

i'm holding a kind of meat-salad bat, 

end dream, 3:50 am 

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.a - dentist's office                                 b - people getting their teeth checked 

c - dentist                                              d - me 

e - dentist goes in back                         f - receptionist 

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g - kid writing numbers                        h - me on hill 

i - freeway, driving mother                   j - multiple exit signs for same exit, eighteen of them 

k - chain line fence just beyond exit on freeway 

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l - exit ramp to mother's house (same exit to k.r's house) 

m - bridge under construction blocking access to mother's house 

n - mother driving me, in intersection 

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o - moving backwards by shop fronts 

q - pizza place                                         r - inside supermarket 

s - cart with meat and salad 

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.image below: little grey rubber band from my braces and lower teeth retaining wire 

that came loose detail 

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.image below: at receptionist's counter in dentist's office, kid on my left writing 

down phone numbers to music stores detail 

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.image below: driving car on freeway, mother riding as passenger detail 

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.image below: large concrete bridge under construction blocking access to mother's house detail 

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.image below: me driving mother on freeway and mother driving me in intersection detail 

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.image below: moving backwards between store fronts near mother's house and 

inside grocery store detail 

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.image below: large skinned platypus carcasses and salad on grocery store cart 

and meat-salad bat i was holding detail 

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.dream: in a supermarket, approaching the check out area, check out area is small, i 

put my right hand into check out area and increase it's size, the area increases in 

size and now there are three check out areas, 

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.note: the original supermarket check out area had a pink dot in it, when i 

expanded the area, the dot was still there, but on the other two new areas that appeared, 

the pink dot was not there, end note, 

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.also note: the three larger areas were in a vertical column, the top one with the pink dot, complete, 

the middle one without a pink dot, complete, and the bottom one without a pink dot, this 

bottom area was cut off by the bottom of my field of vision, not complete, end note, 

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.a - supermarket checkout area, too small 

b - i put my right hand into area and make it bigger 

c - supermarket check out area is now bigger 

d - two other supermarket check out areas appear 

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.wake up

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.run outside (hospital triple), below average performance 

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.running shoes seem bigger, right calf sore 

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thursday, 18

thursday, 18

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.yesterday's events: food liquid, liquid 

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.sleep, no dreams remembered, wake up, 4:00 am 

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.dream: enter into a small convenience store, several people come into store as i do, 

everything everyone is going to buy goes on the same little tray, go up to cashier at counter, 

guy in front of me pays and leaves, some people behind me in line, cashier looks at tray, 

i pick out the three things i want to buy, seems to be a small carton of chocolate milk, 

one banana, a granola bar, 

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.cashier looks at the list of items that rung up, these are all the items that everyone 

put on the tray and wants to buy, cashier says that someone is trying to steal credit, 

starts going through the items, blue cleaning fluid, i bought this before and put it in 

my backpack, 

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.there's a plate of scrambles eggs on right of tray, not mine, i moved my three items over to 

left of tray, suddenly the electronic environment in the room changes, seems like someone 

is trying to hack into something with some kind of advanced wireless something, 

the cashier expects this and turns around, 

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.behind the cashier is a large brown stand up microwave, inside the microwave is a lady 

who is being cooked alive, the cashier puts thirty one seconds on the microwave and pushes 

start, the lady is being cooked alive in small bursts of microwave energy, just a few 

seconds at a time, cashier says that all together, the total number of seconds that the 

lady has been cooked in the microwave oven for is thirteen hundred seconds, 

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.cashier looks in at the lady and says that she's cooking up real nice, her skin is taking on 

a nice bronzed tone, 

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.i suddenly feel a sensation on the right side of my chest, near my armpit, like someone is 

grabbing me there, i look over to my right, a friend from high school (t.l) is standing 

next to me, he tells me that i need to stop tweeting and blogging because someone wants 

to kill me and they're gonna start one person at a time, 

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.note: seems like this person wants to kill me because i write so much and they can't 

keep up with all the reading, if i were dead, i wouldn't be writing anymore and this 

person would have a chance to catch up with all the writing i did before, 

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.seems like this person may be a lady i saw in the candy aisle of the gas station store a 

couple days back, dyed blonde hair, large dark sunglasses, tight grey leggings, she 

bought a big container of blue windshield washer fluid, end note, 

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.also note: i will continue to tweet and blog, end note, 

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end dream, 8:48 am 

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.a - small convenience store                                 b - main door 

c - cashier guy                                                      d - guy in front of me pays and leaves 

e - people behind me                                            f - me 

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g - tray with stuff on it                                         h - window 

i - large brown stand-up microwave oven 

j - friend (t.l) warning me that i should stop tweeting and blogging because someone wants to kill me 

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.image below: small convenience store, alternate scale, scene detail 

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.image below: container of blue cleaning fluid and stand up microwave oven detail 

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.image below: tray at cashier counter detail 

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wednesday, 17

wednesday, 17

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.yesterday's events: milk 

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.dream: outside, walking across a small arched bridge, two normal sized people on 

my left are walking with me, three giant sized people walking in front of me, large people 

in front approach the crest of the small arch bridge, i swerve my path over to the left, 

people in front slow down, lady on far right shrinks in size, i grow in size a bit, 

end dream, 2:45 am 

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.a - small arch bridge                                     b - water below 

c - me                                                             d - people walking with me 

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e - huge people walking in front of me 

f - i swerve my path, people in front appear to slow down 

g - lady on right shrinks, i grow in size 

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.image below: walking with people across bridge, swerve my path, lady on right 

shrinks, scene detail 

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.note: as the lady shrank, i increased in size, end note 

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.dream: house party, the host is talking with a guest from iran on the porch, they're both 

drinking, clear liquid in a glass, the guest from iran gets upset for some reason and starts to 

yell, guest gets up and goes into a room, host follows guest and waits outside the room, 

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.in the room the guest puts a quarter in a toy vending machine, toys come out in little 

plastic bubble containers, several of these toys come out, guest leaves room, host 

will now take guest to airport, 

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.host and guest turn left around a corner, now they're on a shuttle bus to the airport terminal, 

the guest has two tourist posters of tehran, end scene, 

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.outside, by a river, small water fall coming down from river, i take a rock and throw it into 

the water fall, rock gets thin and wide, like a pizza crust, and is spinning in place in the 

river's small waterfall, now the spinning rock produces a small back current that travels 

upstream up the river, 

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.friend (a.h) is up ahead of me and wants to go swimming with me, i agree, 

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.so the spinning rock produced the back current, now i jump up onto a ledge along 

side the river, the back current dissipates and the main current is coming back down 

the river with renewed force, waves start to crash as the stronger than usual main 

current crashes down the small waterfall, i walk up stream along the ledge, 

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.friend's mother (j.h) asks about her son, i tell her i saw him but don't know what happened to 

him, i jump down from ledge, river is behind me, j.h is talking to some person, some 

kind of garage or warehouse on the left, orange barrel, i go up some stairs, 

end dream, 5:40 am 

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.a - patio of house, house party                                 b - host 

c - guest from iran                                                     d - guest at toy vending machine 

e - host and guest going to airport                             f - airport terminal shuttle 

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g - guest has two tourist posters from tehran             h - river 

i - small waterfall                                                       j - i throw rock in waterfall 

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k - me on ledge                                                          l - friend (a.h) (possibly mother as well) 

m - friend's mother (j.h) talking to someone             n - orange barrel 

o - stairs up 

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.note: my mother may have been present in the river dream scene, end note

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.image below: host and guest scene detail 

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.image below: two tourist posters of tehran detail 

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.image below: river scene detail 

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.image below: throwing rock in river produces a back current scene detail 

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.image below: throwing rock in river produces a back current, sequential event detail 

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.a - river                                                 b - small waterfall 

c - i throw rock in waterfall                   

d - rock gets thin and round like pizza crust, spins in place in waterfall 

e - spinning rock produces small back current that goes up stream in river 

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f - back current dissipates, main current returns with force 

g - i'm up on ledge                                h - waves crash down from waterfall 

i - i walk along ledge 

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.image below: orange barrel and stairs going up detail 

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.forgotten dream: mother takes an ornamental nutcracker out of a box, nutcracker is in 

the form of a guard with a long axe, base is wood color, not green like the royal set, 

i remember that the axe is removable, i operate the mouth / nut cracking level on 

the back of the guard, lever is red, hinge bars of lever are gold color, 

end dream, unknown time  

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.image below: ornamental nutcracker and nut-cracking-mouth lever detail 

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.food liquid, liquid 

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