tuesday, 16

tuesday, 16

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.yesterday's events: inquisitive young man on the street 

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.dream: talking with brother about the last dream, apparently there was something about a 

stack of cassette tapes that i forgot to put in my notes, go over to a computer, apparently 

my dream notes are on this computer, end scene, 

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.on a ferry boat that just docked, walking down some steps, carrying my bicycle, 

come to main deck area of ferry boat, hanging hose, lady goes under, a ferry boat worker 

helps me get under hose with my bicycle, the off ramp from the ferry boat has standing water 

on it, a lady walks across the off ramp, the water goes half way up her thighs, 

i don't feel like getting wet, walking to the right, 

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.a blue sports car is getting ready to drive off the ferry, blue car drives onto the off ramp with 

all the standing water, water sprays out from wheels of car, car might or might not have 

made it off the ferry, 

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.i turn around, walking on a kind of ledge that goes parallel to off ramp, a lady i know is 

going onto the ferry, two people are in front of her, i say hi, end scene, 

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.in a hamburger restaurant, a cook guy is making hamburgers, two guys eating at table in 

corner, i tell cook i'd like everything on my burger, i'm standing by an ATM machine, realize 

i'm naked, wrap a white towel around my waist, 

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.i pumped a lot of ketchup out of the ketchup bottle, cook mixes ketchup with mustard and 

mayo and gives it to the two guys at table in corner, 

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.now i'm in a space behind the ATM machine, holding a large shackling device that 

is all rusted out, i move the locking piece a bit, won't lock, device is too rusty, i 

ask the cook if there is a newer shackling device that isn't all rusted out, cook 

tells me that he is allergic to everything in the room i'm in, end scene, 

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.i'm holding a ripped brown paper shopping bag in my right hand, shopping bag is full 

of green leaves, there's a white rag wrapped around the bag, in my left hand i have a 

long thin piece of cardboard, with the long cardboard piece, i'm pointing at a kind of 

bullseye target thing i drew, bullseye target shows the result of some marble sling shot 

shooting i did, 

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.i feel like some people are watching me from behind, people are talking, 

'touch the face of god' something, then i use the long cardboard strip to point to a 

plant stem, 

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.i'm thinking of the 'glory days' lyrics to an adele song and for no good reason i begin to 

cry, i go over to a computer and put in some ear buds with a light green colored wire, 

about to do something on the computer, 

end dream, 9:51 am 

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.a - talking with brother                                         b - stack of cassette tapes 

c - me on computer, dream notes                           d - down stairs on ferry boat 

e - lady goes under hose                                         f - me with bike 

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g - ferry boat worker lady                                       h - standing water on ferry off ramp 

i - lady walks across ramp                                      j - blue sports car 

k - lady i know going onto ferry                             l - two people with 'k' 

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m - cook in hamburger restaurant                           n - guys eating 

o - me by ATM machine                                         p - rusted out shackle device 

q - me with brown paper shopping bag                   r - people in structure watching me 

s - computer and ear buds 

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.image below: walking off the ferry boat scene detail 

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.image below: blue sports car and lady on ferry boat off ramp with standing water scene detail 

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.image below: hamburger restaurant scene detail 

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.image below: rusted out shackling device detail 

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.image below: brown paper shopping bag and other associated items detail 

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.a - ripped brown paper shopping bag 

b - green leaves                                         c - white cloth wrapped around bag 

d - bullseye with sling shot marble data that i drew 

e - long thin strip of cardboard i'm holding to point at 'd' 

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.wake up

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.park workout 

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.milk 

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monday, 15

monday, 15

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.yesterday's events: foreign language triceratops on the sidewalk (free) 

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.note (unintentionally omitted detail from one of yesterday's dreams): going down to the lower 

level with the four yellow extension cords in my hands, make it down to lower level, 

four yellow extension cords turn into four white-cord double-headed paint brushes, 

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.as i was descending down, i made a negative job performance comment due to the 

workers not knowing where to disconnect the extension cords, after i get down to 

lower level i look back up at a lady, she's responding to my negative job performance 

comment by saying that if a simple job isn't done right or a retard isn't doing a good 

job, it's because of the supervisors (superiors), end note 

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.dream: in basement of friend's house (g.h), sliding on the floor head first and face up, 

just came out from a dark hallway, dark room on my right, i'd like to take a look in there, 

i'm sucked back into a room with the lights on, end scene, 

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.in a room with three guys, all three guys have army uniforms on, their name patches 

(name tapes) are a bit bigger and off color from the rest of their uniforms, 

name tapes are a bit silver compared to the green of the uniform, 

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.i ask the guys how they got their name tapes, one guy says that they made them themselves

and asks me what i think, i tell them that the color seems a bit off, a bit too silver 

when it should be more green, guy asks me what i think they should do, i tell him 

they could consult the uniform regs for info on name tape color, 

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.note: the guys seem to have make the name tapes by sewing the silver thread over upon 

itself many many times until a square name-tag patch was made, end note, end scene, 

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.in a science lab room, standing below a round platform, a lady enters the room, lady jumps 

up on the round platform, now i'm up on the round platform as well, lady is showing me 

her silver military patches, i show her my silver military patches, lady says that because 

these patches are silver that there is no limit on how many i can get, 

end dream, 7:05 am 

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.a - dark hallway                                     b - dark room 

c - room with lights on                            d - me in room 

e - three guys with army uniforms on 

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f - uniforms have self-made name tapes 

g - me in a science lab                           h - lady enters room 

i - me and lady on high round platform, showing each other silver military patches 

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.image below: in a room with three guys in army uniforms detail 

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.image below: army uniforms of three guys with self-made name-tag patches detail 

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.image below: me and lady showing each other our silver military patches on 

high round platform in science lab room detail 

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.dream: on a military base, it's friday, one of my uniform tops is dirty, need to wash it, 

i go up to a lieutenant behind a desk, ask him for approval to wash my uniform top, 

lieutenant gives me approval to wash my uniform top, i pay the lieutenant and leave, 

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.enter into the uniform shop, i need to get some kind of laundry machine ticket in order to 

wash my uniform top, stairs going down, i stand on the third stair down, uniform shop 

lady is behind a low wall, lady says that the shop is closed unless it's a laundry item, 

says shop closes at sixteen hundred, i tell lady i need to wash my uniform top and look 

at clock, clock says one thirteen pm, 

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.i hand the uniform shop lady my laundry approval from the lieutenant and my receipt 

from the military exchange store, lady looks at items, says i paid too much to the 

lieutenant, apparently i paid five dollars and thirty five cents, lady says that at this 

rate a full load of laundry would be over twenty dollars, apparently a full load of 

laundry has four items, 

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.lady gives me the washing machine ticket i need, i look at my receipt from the military 

exchange store, looking at the stuff i bought, seems like i bought a couple of porno movies, 

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.so now i can wash my uniform top, all i need is to go to the laundry machines and 

actually wash it, maybe i'll do it later,

end dream, 9:30 am 

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.a - me                                         b - lieutenant behind desk 

c - uniform shop area                  d - me 

e - uniform shop worker lady 

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f - i give lady my papers to do laundry (store receipt and permission from the lieutenant) 

g - lady gives me a washing machine ticket 

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.image below: me and the lieutenant scene detail 

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.image below: receipt from the military exchange store detail 

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.note: forgotten dream scenes from last couple days, one, open scissors, i should close them, 

two, someone wants gatorade, i tell them there is a bottle of gatorade nearby, end note 

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.park workout 

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sunday, 14

sunday, 14

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.yesterday's events: spider in the mail room 

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.dream: a ship is at sea, close to the shore, conversation involving some guys (s.w) and 

(t.s), hard to say who said what, someone says that there is a bar in the restaurant, someone 

else says that that is a lie, if there were a bar, the person would have been there already, 

end dream, 3:45 am 

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.a - sea                                  b - land                              c - restaurant, no bar 

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.dream: outside on a snowy street, going up a hill, enter into a building, 

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.in a guy's house (k.r), sitting in a side room, k.r's daughter (e.r) comes out from a bathroom, 

approaches me, e.r is an experienced breeder, she's already had one kid, her sister (w.r) has 

two kids, i get up and leave, 

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.enter into a different bathroom, open small cabinet, friend (n.s) approaches, gets real close to 

me, i realize that this is not n.s and pick him up under his arms, another guy comes at 

me with a knife, i'm using the body of the person i'm holding as a shield to protect me 

from the guy with the knife, body i'm holding gets stabbed, vision blacks out, 

begin fantastic light imagery, 

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.fantastic light imagery description, black all around, a small geometric plane is floating 

in middle of field of vision, a small tilt axis is above the plane, this plane is supported 

by very thin strands of a spider web, there are reflections of rainbow light on each of the 

thin spider web strands, also above the plane is a kind of biological interference fog, 

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.this geometric plane gets iterated and superimposed on itself multiple times, after several 

iterations and superimpositions, a small red iteration mark appears in the lower left, this 

red mark indicates how the plane angle changes between the iterations, using this 

red mark a kind of deep structure axis can be determined, this deep structure 

axis has a very steep negative angle, an angle opposite of the red mark, 

end fantastic light imagery description, end scene, 

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.entering into a painter's attic, an old guy is sitting on a chair, bunch of paintings on the left, 

old guy goes over and shows me some of the paintings, he pulls out 'a starry night' by 'van gogh', 

old guy has a hard time with the brush strokes on this painting, i leave area, 

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.in a middle upper area, some equipment needs to be transferred below, some guys are 

near me but they can't jump down below, i can, i jump down below, i get handed a kind 

of electrical monitoring device, i look around, dead end, i'm in an underground wooden 

shock pit, this shock pit is used to electrocute criminals, no where to go, i get freaked out 

a bit and come back up, 

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.now i'm on the lower floor, above the shock pit and below the attic and the other middle level, 

i go up to get handed the equipment, look down, see the shock pit entrance, a locked booth 

and a floor panel of interest, focus my attention back above, 

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.i'm getting handed four yellow extension cords, the cords have middle extender pieces, 

the workers above are a bit confused about where to disconnect the middle extender pieces, 

either close to me or farther away from me, eventually the middle pieces are disconnected 

at the far end, i go down below, 

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.now i'm holding four white cords, on either end of each cord is a paint brush, near the end 

i'm holding, the paint brushes are a bit bigger, on the end away from me, the brushes are 

a bit smaller, there's a tray of white paint, some of the white paint gets on one of 

the larger paint brush ends, it seems like the task is to paint the room white, 

end dream, 5:32 am 

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.a - snowy street                                         b - going up hill 

c - turn to go into building                         d - enter building 

e - me in k.r's house                                   f - lady (e.r) 

g - bathroom cabinet                                  h - me holding guy's body as shield 

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i - guy attacking with knife                        j - fantastic light imagery 

k - painter's attic                                         l - old guy and paintings 

m - me                                                        n - equipment to go below 

o - lower wooden shock pit                        p - worker people 

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q - four yellow extension cords                  r - yellow cords are disconnected and handed to me 

s - locked booth                                          t - floor panel of interest 

u - me with four white-cord double-headed paint brushes 

v - tray of white paint 

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.image below: using a guy's body as a shield in a knife fight scene detail 

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.image below: fantastic light imagery scene detail 

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.a - central geometric plane                                     b - tilt axis 

c - ultra-thin spider-web silk-strands with reflecting rainbows 

d - central plane is iterated and superimposed upon itself many times (about seven times) 

e - red angle appears from 'd' process, indicates position of deep structure axis 

f - deep structure axis 

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.note: 'e' and 'f' have opposite slopes, both very steep, 'e' slope is positive, 

'f' slope is negative, end note 

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.image below: painter's attic scene detail 

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.image below: looking down to lower level, shock pit entrance, locked booth and floor 

panel of interest detail 

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.stair climb workout 

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.foreign language triceratops on the sidewalk (free) 

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saturday, 13

saturday, 13

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.yesterday's events: corner store (groceries) 

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.dream: in a room with friend (n.s) and his brother (a.s), looking at the new zelda game, 

a.s is talking about all the details for when he plays the game, how many lives lost each 

time he beat the game, there is a twenty four hour call center for the game with 

tips and advice on game play, end scene,

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.note: i was very nearly conscious during the above described dream scene, end note, 

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.riding in a white car, friend (n.s) is driving, right turn, going down a hill, two 

low speed bumps, i say something about renting cars and test driving them, end scene, 

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.two guys are in the store 'target', each guy has a kind of track pad piano, guy on right is 

slightly higher than and has a lighter colored track pad piano than guy on left, guy on 

right has curly reddish hair, guy on left has darker hair, 

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.one guy plays a quick melody on his track pad piano, the other guy then plays a similar 

melody, the guys take turns going back and forth and playing quick melodies, each melody 

similar to but improving upon the last one, finally the higher guy plays a melody, the 

lower guy stops, reflects on the melody just played by the taller guy and doesn't play a 

melody in return, apparently the lower guy thought that the higher guy's melody was really good, 

end scene, 

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.kitchen of friend's house (n.s), basket filled with tv programs, modern tv is changing and 

n.s's family has a hard time keeping up with the changes, friend's brother (a.s) is responsible 

for going through all the new tv shows and finding ones that his family will like, 

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.friend's dad (k.s) on a computer, a guest in the house sits down at a computer to the 

right of k.s, end scene, 

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.every time a lady has an orgasm, she combs her hair, she seems to be pregnant and 

sits down and combs her hair, she has blond hair, a guy approaches and looks at her, 

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.a giant shark is swimming in a raised man made canal, the shark has four people in its 

mouth and is about to eat them, someone shoots the shark, now a huge barracuda is 

swimming in the canal, 

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.i'm up on a high platform looking down on the massive fish swimming by underneath me, 

i have a kind of wooden prop rifle, fish swims by me and is moving on my right below in 

the canal, i aim rifle, left shoulder, left eye, and pull the prop wooden trigger, nothing happens, 

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.i walk over to the right, some machine box on ground, this box has different shooting options 

for shooting, the option i focus in on says 'hand aim', something like that, i keep walking, 

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.enter into a tram car, guys with assault rifle style guns on straps hanging from their 

shoulders, i feel like i went to army boot camp with these guys, now that they are 

veterans, they all carry assault rifles around with them everywhere they go, 

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.enter into a new space, seems like a hardware store but embedded within the tram car, 

a group of people followed me into the hardware store and a group of people is already 

in the hardware store, these two groups of people meet up and start to talk and 

interact, 

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.standing in a circle of people, talking and interacting, a conversation is going on about 

'rocket ships', in this context a 'rocket ship' is an emergency government vehicle, like a 

police car or a fire truck, but that has added features, seems to be weaponized features, 

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.as this 'rocket ship' conversation is going on, another topic of conversation between two 

guys arises, it's a bit confusing to have two topics of conversation within the same social 

circle at the same time, so one of the guys involved in this new conversation topic 

says 'excuse me' and leaves the circle, the people were very close in the circle so 

the guy had to squeeze by to leave, 

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.the guy who left had a cane and dark skin, he seems to have 

wanted to go somewhere else to discuss this other topic, away from the 'rocket ship' 

conversation so as not to be too confused on the topic of conversation, 

end dream, 9:05 am 

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f - riding in car with friend (n.s) scene 

b - guys in target playing track pad pianos 

c - basket of tv shows                    

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d - friend's dad (k.s) on computer (just an image of his hand) 

e - guest sits down at a computer 

g - lady who combs her hair when orgasming 

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h - some guy                                     i - shark eating four people in canal 

j - massive barracuda                        k - me with prop rifle 

l - shooting options box (hand aim) 

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m - hardware store embedded in tram car 

n - me                                                 o - other conversation topic arises 

p - dark skinned guy with cane leaves 

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.note: there is an intermediate space between the shooting option box on the platform and the 

hardware store, which is the tram car with the guys with guns, i forgot to include this 

tram car space in the image, end note

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