monday, 08

monday, 08

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.yesterday's events: fatigue, pickled beets 

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.dream: on a railway bridge, seats, sitting down, several guys behind me, i get up, 

ask a guy (s.k) what it means to 'get fucked', i grab on to a steel beam overhead and 

start to do leg lifts, s.k is hanging from a steel beam behind me and also doing 

leg lifts, 

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.the guys behind me are explaining a specific type of car engine in response to my 

'get fucked' question, behind me and s.k is a large car, the car seems to be timing my 

leg lifts and looking for the right opportunity to drive under me and s.k as we 

raise our legs in a leg lift, 

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.raise my legs in a leg lift, the car accelerates and speeds under me, disappears from 

sight up ahead, i continue doing leg lifts, the car slowly backs up, i look down and see 

two large faces on top of the car, 

end dream, 3:52 am 

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.a - railroad bridge                                     b - water 

c - seats                                                      d - me 

e - guy (s.k)                                               f - me on steel beam, leg lifts 

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g - s.k on steel beam, leg lifts                   h - large car drives under me and s.k 

i - car backs up towards me                       j - two huge faces on top of car 

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.image below: me and guy (s.k) hanging from steel beams on a railroad bridge 

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.image below: huge car backs up under me as i'm doing leg lifts and has two 

large faces on top of it detail 

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.dream: in a small gym, kneeling in front of the large wall mirror and spinning a red toy 

nunchuck, a guy enters gym, comes up behind me, he's holding something, it's a chopstick 

that's on fire at the tip, as the guy comes over to my left side, i switch the spinning red 

toy nunchuck from my right hand to my left hand, 

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.the guy is holding the burning chopstick, i tell him 'i don't smoke', thinking that the flame 

on the end of the chopstick is for lighting cigarettes, then i realize that this burning 

chopstick is some kind of nunchuck test, 

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.i stand up in front of the guy and spin my red toy nunchuck as fast as i can in an attempt 

to put out the flame on the burning chopstick, i keep spinning the nunchuck faster and 

faster but i can't put out the flame on the chopstick so i eventually give up, 

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.i look over to my left, 

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.<<begin sexual content warning>>

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.a guy is lying back with a small yet rock hard erection, a lady keeps stroking his 

tiny boner with her foot, the guy is very proud of his small cock, someone says 

something about a 'smaller cock and a bigger face' or 'a bigger cock and smaller face' 

or something, then one lady says a 'smaller face', 

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.then the camera angle zooms in on the guy and his boner is huge, his massive throbbing 

member is covered in a brown silk sheet and a lady has her hand on the sheet and his 

stroking the base of his big dick, 

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.a young virgin woman with round lead-blue eyes is lying naked on a bed, multiple 

hands are massaging her bare chest, she looks over to her right and sees the man with 

the large boner, her eyes fill with excitement fear and anticipation, she calls out 'no please', 

'please no' she says, then she sits up screaming and her once bare chest is now 

covered in hair, 

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.<<end sexual content warning>>

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.end dream, 6:25 am 

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.a - small gym                                      b - huge wall mirror 

c - me kneeling, spinning red toy nunchucks 

d - guy enters room                              e - guy has burning chopstick 

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f - me spinning nunchuck, trying to put out flame on chopstick, unsuccessful 

g - far away angle of guy                     h - close up angle of guy 

i - young virgin woman with round lead-blue eyes 

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.wake up

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.park workout, convenience store 

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.groceries 

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sunday, 07

sunday, 07

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.yesterday's events: stretch calves 

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.dream: in the front passenger seat of a moving van, the van is driving on auto-pilot, i 

have a bag of chocolate flavored water, van stops, bushes, i take a drink from 

the bag of chocolate water, remove key from van, up on the left is the area where 

i work out in the park, beyond that is a forest trail, end scene, 

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.walking onto property of friend's house (n.s), friend (n.s) comes out from 

behind the barn, i'm looking at n.s, this isn't my friend but an alien disguised as 

my friend, i'm getting fed up with all these aliens disguising themselves as humans 

and appearing to me as my friends and family members, i want to see this 

alien in its true form, 

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.i try and see past the human disguise and perceive the alien in its true form, head 

increases in size, eyes get bigger, slanted upwards and almond shaped, the alien 

isn't pleased and sends me out of the area, i'm sucked backwards out of 

the dream world, 

end dream, 8:30 am 

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.a - van on auto-pilot                               b - me in front passenger seat 

c - van parks by some bushes                  d - drink some chocolate water 

e - van key                                                f - park workout spot 

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g - forest trail                                            h - friend's house (n.s) 

i - barn                                                       j - me 

k - alien disguised as friend                      

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l - i try and see past the human disguise, see the alien in its true form 

m - alien is upset, i'm sucked out from dream world 

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.image below: alien disguised as my friend (n.s) detail 

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.dream: india, computer programming office, a computer programmer from the usa is 

invited over to india to get a job at this computer programming office, usa programmer 

gets to india but does not get the job, guy is now homeless and lives on the street 

outside the office, he's wearing bright orange robes, 

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.one morning, the postman comes by and delivers a phone book to the programming office, 

the usa programmer guy puts the phone book up on the door of the office, end scene, 

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.i'm by a double sink, have two dark blue navy poopy suit uniforms, one is dirty, these 

are the uniforms i work out in the park in, i should clean a uniform since i'll be doing a 

park workout soon, the dirtiest uniform has all the correct patches on it, i put this one 

under the sink and run the water, take of the belt and radiation monitor, 

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.the other uniform is cleaner but doesn't have all the right patches on it, i put the belt over 

by this cleaner uniform, 

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.looking at a bunch of stuff on top of the washer, apparently i'm taking notes on all the 

stuff i see, 

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.go over and sit on mother's bed, reviewing the notes i took, 

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.note: i don't remember taking the notes, just looking over them on the bed, end note, 

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.looking over the notes, focusing in on one particular word, seems to be 'noodles', 

apparently there are noodles on top of washer, 

end dream, 9:50 am 

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.a - computer programming office in india 

b - door                                             c - usa programmer, homeless on street 

d - postman                                       e - phone book 

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f - double sink                                   g - washing navy uniform, correct patches 

h - other uniform, not so dirty, needs patches 

i - me                                                 j - apparently taking notes on stuff on washer 

k - reviewing notes on mother's bed (noodle) 

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.image below: homeless usa computer programmer in india detail 

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.image below: washing navy uniform in double sink detail 

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.image below: looking over notes i took detail 

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.park workout, walk down hill 

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.fatigue, pickled beets 

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saturday, 06

saturday, 06

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.yesterday's events: mail room, mail box 

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.note (unintentionally omitted detail from one of yesterday's dreams): under the glass dome 

structure, just finished breaking steel rod and giving the hand piece to a guy, kid comes up 

to me, wants to get back to the restaurant, walking with kid, just about to go up the stairs, 

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.i ask the kid 'what is everyone talking about when they say 'i don't have one' or 'i might get one', 

what is this 'one' they're referring to...', kid tells me that the people are referring to a 'species implant', 

i definitely have one, never had a choice in the matter though, i was abducted by aliens 

as a young boy and they implanted one of these 'species implants' into my body, 

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whatever, i don't really mind, quite interesting actually, me and kid go up stairs towards 

the restaurant home entrance, end note 

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.dream: instead of going into high school everyday, i've been working at home and doing 

my school work monday through thursday, on fridays i still have to go into school, today is 

friday, entering into school building, large main entrance, reflective something behind door, 

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.enter into building, large open gymnasium area, lots of people on left, since i've been working 

at home monday through thursday, i've become slightly more muscular, i go over towards 

sink, friend (n.v) is somewhere behind me, at the sink i fill up a red plastic cup with tap water, 

a person behind me fills up a red plastic cup with tap water as well, 

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.leaving sink area, i notice that i'm wearing a black star wars t-shirt while everyone else is 

wearing dark blue school uniforms, 

end dream, 3:55 am 

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.a - doing my school work at home monday through thursday 

b - friday, going into school                                 c - school building main entrance 

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d - reflective surface something                           e - people in open gymnasium area 

f - filling up red plastic cup with tap water at sink 

g - other person about to fill up red plastic cup with tap water 

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.image below: black star wars t-shirt that i was wearing and dark blue school uniforms 

that everyone else was wearing detail 

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.dream: in large side room from house from high school, coming down from the couch, 

crawling on the floor, a line of family friends is getting ready to do presentations, 

a small girl will have a book read to her, seems to be several copies of this little girl 

and many people will be reading to her, 

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.i crawl into dining room, a cloth duck comes up to me and tells me it wants to visit a 

mission, i leave area, 

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.crawling around behind the kitchen, mother is in kitchen and standing by the sink, she 

asks me what age groups i taught when i was a teacher, i tell her all age groups, 

preschoolers to adults, mother doesn't believe me, 

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.mother is now in the side room by the tv and getting ready to give her presentation, 

she tells me that i couldn't have taught that many age groups, teachers live in one area 

and teach one age group, i tell her that i moved around and taught many different age 

groups, now i coming down from the same couch in the same direction again, 

end dream, 6:50 am 

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.a - large side room of house from high school 

b - window                                     c - i come down from couch 

d - family friends in line to do presentations 

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e - tv                                                f - dining room 

g - cloth duck that wants to visit a mission 

h - kitchen                                       i - mother asks me about my teaching 

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j - me crawling around behind kitchen       

k - mother by tv, getting ready for her presentation, not believing me about my teaching  

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.image below: mother by tv, getting ready for her presentation, telling me she 

doesn't believe me about the ages groups i taught detail 

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.run outside (hospital triple), liquid refill

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friday, 05

friday, 05

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.yesterday's events: window, store, groceries 

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.note (forgotten detail from one of yesterday's dreams): in regards to the seal moon art piece on 

the high floor of the tower building, there was a kind of stick bug centipede on this piece of 

art, the stick bug centipede insect creature was shaft like in appearance and of the male type, 

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.the male stick bug centipede insect creature first appeared on the left side of the upper 

orb of the work and then had a continuous presence on the right side of the orb, 

as stated, the bug on the art piece was male, however, in my body, there was the female 

of this same kind of bug, in my lower left leg, upper inside part of my lower left leg was 

where the female stick bug centipede insect creature was embedded, end note 

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.a - seal moon art piece                                     b - top orb 

c - lower seal position painting                         d - initial appearance of male bug 

e - continued presence of male bug                   f - me legs 

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g - right knee                                                      h - left knee 

i - upper inside part of lower left leg                  j - female bug in me here 

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.dream: in a home restaurant, three guys cooking something over on a counter, i'm in a dead 

end hallway, a guy comes over and jumps into a bookshelf and disappears, there seems to 

be a secret door here, i go over to book shelf, look where guy jumped, set of books in a box, 

i pick up the books, take out one book, go into a side room, open the book, start to read, 

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.some kind of cooking book for a cooking master, italian, first page says something like 

'the cooking master enters the room', then a guy comes up behind me, tells me this book 

is not for me, guy takes the book, so now i have nothing to do and nowhere to go, i'll 

just leave this restaurant home, go outside, 

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.walk down some stairs, huge glass bubble structure up ahead, guys in suits fly up in the air 

and then fly back down again, i enter the glass bubble structure, up ahead and flying down at 

me are several liquid mercury blobs, i start making hooting type echo-location sounds 

to try and identify the size, location and direction of these flying liquid mercury blobs, 

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.a medium sized liquid mercury blob comes down at me, i'm able to avoid it and it goes 

between my legs and behind me, another much larger liquid mercury blob comes down 

at me, i try and avoid it but i can't, it wraps around my body like a large blanket but 

leaves my head free, 

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.so i'm wrapped up in this large liquid mercury blob, i fly up into the air and try to get this 

thing off me, first several attempts to free myself are unsuccessful, then i reach back with 

my right arm around my neck, grab the mercury blob on the back of my right shoulder and 

then peel it off my back, peeling from right side of back to left side of back, i've peeled 

the liquid mercury blob off my body so i throw it down on the ground below, 

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.the liquid mercury blob turns into a large steel rod and lands standing straight up, the 

top of this steel rod is just below me as i'm floating in the air, i fly down and grab the steel 

rod, i tilt it out of its straight up position and bring it down to the ground with me, 

several people on grass below watching what i'm doing, i want to break this steel rod, 

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.two guys come over to help me break this rod, with the help of these two guys i 

bend the rod and then apply pressure to try and snap it, the rod is about to break and 

i can see that it's made up of a very thin wire coiled around and around again to form the 

rod, the tightly wrapped coil starts to unwind and i'm finally able to break the rod, 

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.the majority of the tangled rod is behind me but in my hand i'm holding a small piece of 

it that looks like my right hand and about half of my right forearm, i realize that this 

rod is a representation of my entire body, minus my head, i take the hand and forearm 

part of the rod and give it to a guy in front of me, 

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.then a kid comes up to me, also holding a hand part of a rod, and tells me he wants to 

get back to the restaurant, he can't find his way back but i could help him, i agree, 

walking with the kid back to the restaurant home, go up stairs, see door to restaurant home, 

guy at door, the kid gets let in right away because this is where he came from and the 

guy recognizes him, 

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.the door guy hesitates when it comes to me though, then the kid says my name and i'm 

let in because i helped the kid come back here, enter into restaurant home, 

curved wall, go past it, dining room area, i sit down on floor against wall, lady says 

i can sit at a table, i get up, inspect a stool, well made and sturdy, largest stool in the room, 

i'm about to sit on the stool, 

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c - book shelf, guy jumps in                     d - i grab book 

e - me reading book                                  f - guy says book not for me 

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g - i leave                                                  h - huge glass dome structure 

i - guy in suits flying up and down            j - stairs down 

k - avoid small mercury blob                    l - covered in large mercury blob 

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m - i fly up with blob on me                      n - rip off blob, throw it down 

o - blob is now a steel rod                         p - i land, holding rod 

q - two guys help me break rod                 r - give hand part of rod to a guy 

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s - kid wants to get back to restaurant       t - up the stairs 

u - door to restaurant home                        v - dining room area 

w - people, table, pizza being made           x - sturdy stool 

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.a - i fly up, mercury blob on my back 

b - rip off mercury blob from my back, throw it down

c - mercury blob turns into steel rod, probably about ten feet high 

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b - mercury blob is a steel rod                                 c - i land, holding rod 

d - two guys come over, help me break rod             e - rod is broken

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f - right hand and half of right forearm part of rod 

g - rest of my body part of rod (head not included)                               

h - i give hand part of rod to a guy 

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