Thursday, May 4, 2023

thursday, 04

thursday, 04

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.yesterday's events: uphill noodle pack 

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.dream: a person is riding a bicycle really fast on a freeway, the bicycle is going as 

fast as the cars, left turn, straight section of road, as the bicycle rider continues 

pedaling on the freeway, it becomes a video game with my brother playing, 

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.the road drops down into a steep hill, the bicycle accelerates to a high rate of speed, 

so high that its speed is beyond the limit of what the video game can process, speed 

in excess of three hundred units of whatever, 

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.after exceeding the video game speed limit, the bicycle freezes, turns light brown and 

floats down on the screen, the video game and moving road continue in the background, 

end dream, 2:45 am 

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.a - freeway                                 b - bicycle moving as fast as cars 

c - cars on freeway                      d - straight section of road 

e - bicycle rider is now a video game being controlled by brother 

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f - road drops into a steep hill 

g - bicycle exceeds video game speed limit, turns light brown, freezes, floats down on screen

h - video game continues in background (movement on road) 

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.image below: bicycle accelerates down hill, exceeds video game speed limit, freezes, turns 

brown and floats down on screen, moving road of video game continues on in background, detail 

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.a - road drops into steep hill                             b - bike exceeds speed limit of three hundred 

c - bike freezes, turns brown, floats down on screen 

d - video game road movement continues in background 

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.dream: in a small forested area, circular, sitting on a horse, mother and brother present, 

i get down from horse, horse is drinking from a small pond, aunt approaches from a 

parking lot area, wants to talk to me, i'm upset with her for some reason, i go 

over to a ledge under a bridge and sit down, 

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.brother is sitting on a ledge opposite me, rain starts to come down, me and brother 

have coats on, we both put up our hoods, protected from the rain, people passing behind 

us on both sides, i have an ear of corn, brother comes over and sits next to me, 

he would like some corn as well, 

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.i break the corn cob in half and give brother the top end, i keep the thicker lower end 

for myself, eating corn with brother, 

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.below us a cop has a criminal suspect at gun point, this criminal is considered armed and 

dangerous, the cop is having the criminal strip down to make sure he has no weapons, 

next to me on right is a cop car, friend (n.s) has his hand in the door like he's 

preventing the door from shutting, 

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.a cop comes over, in cop's hands is a package from amazon, plastic bag with clear 

liquid, says 'amc' or 'awc' on it, i look below to where the criminal guy was, 

criminal guy is now on the ground and his lower body is completely under the ground, 

he has his legs up against the structure we're under and he's pushing on the underground 

foundation of this structure with his legs, 

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.i get right up in the face of the criminal, look at him with my right eye, then left eye, 

then i go back up on the ledge, the criminal is pushing hard on the underground 

foundation with his legs which are also underground, structure begins to shake, 

an earthquake is occurring, me and n.s leave area, 

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.i'd like to learn more about this corn resonance, two gas stations up ahead, maybe i 

can learn more about this corn resonance in one of the gas stations, 

end dream, 5:30 am 

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.a - small circular forested area                                 b - me on tan horse 

c - parking lot                                                            d - aunt 

e - me on ledge under bridge                                     f - brother 

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g - people walking by                                                h - brother sits by me 

i - i share corn with brother                                        j - criminal guy 

k - cop                                                                         l - me 

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m - friend (n.s)                                                            

n - cop by police car with liquid package from amazon 

--- criminal has feet underground, initiates earthquake --- 

o - gas stations 

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Wednesday, May 3, 2023

wednesday, 03

wednesday, 03

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.yesterday's events: milk 

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.sleep, no dreams remembered, wake up, 4:12 am 

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.dream: in a kind of office space, people behind a counter, three huge navy chiefs 

enter area and then go downstairs, the navy chiefs are so tall that their heads are almost 

touching the ceiling, the middle navy chief has a big round pot belly, me and a group of 

normal sized people are watching the three chiefs go downstairs, end scene, 

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.brief period of consciousness, fall back asleep, dream continues, 

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.in the downstairs room, two navy chief sitting by window, chiefs are very still and 

stoic, outside is a lake, it's frozen now, rain is coming down on the frozen lake, some kind 

of nuclear test has occurred, upon closer inspection it's not a lake at all but black top 

pavement, there's a big crack in the middle and some grass is growing there, end scene, 

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.outside now, military barracks, two little birds fly behind a building, a lady (k.l) was 

doing her laundry but someone went through her clothes, she's pissed, she goes up to a 

building and calls out 'laundry bag', some women in the windows respond to her 

by waving, indicating that they to have had their laundry tampered with, k.l says 

that every time she tries to do laundry that this happens, 

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.i walk across a round courtyard area and stand up on the low seat of some bleaches by k.l, 

go back into room i was in before, 

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.back inside room, two navy chiefs, one chief says that i must like to do nothing, i say to him 

'yea, why don't we all just quietly stare at each other here for five or ten minutes, 

incredibly fucking uncomfortable', the two chief chuckle, 

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.one chief tells me that the state department says that i'm nothing unusual, i have an 

orange soda in my left coat pocket, apparently i got this soda when i was outside, 

coat is a black navy coat, third class petty officer crow, i'm thinking that now 

i should at least be a first class, 

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.then the chief says that the head chief doesn't like the lunch schedule that came 

out, the lunch schedule is printed 

on light blue paper, starts at twelve thirty and is in a grid-table-chart format, i ask if 

this chief either walked through the lunch schedule or asked for input from students or 

staff or if he just looked at it and said he didn't like it, guy says the chief just looked 

at the schedule and didn't like it, no walk through, no input from others, 

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.my vision blacks out, i'm farther back in the room now and surrounded by several 

alien medical scientists, about five of them, i'm lying on the floor and three of the aliens 

are actively involved in restraining my body, two other aliens are standing up and looking 

down on me, the aliens are trying to position my body in a particular fashion, at first 

i'm resisting and grab someone's pinky finger and start to squeeze it hard, 

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.then i feel like my body is in the proper position so i relax a bit and say 'ok', the 

aliens seem to be removing a kind of small fence post from my right knee, pulling it 

up and out of my right knee cap, then it feels like something is freed in my right 

ring toe, then they pull some kind of wire out from a molar tooth, low left side, 

second molar from the back, then there is a residual sensation in my right ring 

finger, 

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.alien medical procedure review: 

-remove small fence post from right knee cap

-something is freed in right ring toe

-wire pulled out from low left molar tooth, second from back

-residual 'freed' sensation in right ring finger

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.after i relax my body and the aliens are doing all this medical stuff to me, i have a kind 

and gentle touch with an alien finger, 

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.a - office area                                         b - people behind counter 

c - me and other normal sized people 

d - three giant navy chiefs                      e - to downstairs area 

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f - two navy chiefs sitting very still, nuclear something has occurred 

g - rain coming down on blacktop pavement outside window 

h - i go outside                                        i - military barracks buildings 

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j - two birds fly behind building             k - lady (k.l) complaining about laundry 

l - women in windows with laundry complaints as well 

m - me by bleachers                                n - back in room 

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o - two navy chiefs                                  p - orange soda in my left coat pocket 

q - alien medical procedure on me 

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.image below: three huge navy chiefs going downstairs scene detail 

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.a - me on ground                                         

b - three alien medical scientists actively restraining my body 

c - two aliens standing up 

d - small fence post removed from my right knee 

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e - something freed in my right ring toe 

f - residual freed sensation in right ring finger 

g - wire removed from left lower molar tooth, second one from back 

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.park workout, parking lot snack break 

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Tuesday, May 2, 2023

tuesday, 02

tuesday, 02

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.yesterday's events: store one, store two 

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.lie down to go to bed, cigarette odor, get up, open window, go to bed 

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.dream: lady riding a bicycle, 

end dream, 4:45 am 

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.dream: open window, i float into a room, lady (r.h) is in bed, covers pulled over her 

so i can't see her at all, she wants to give me her phone number because i'm leaving, 

first six numbers are same as my number, last four are five five zero seven, i write 

down number with blue pen on yellow sticky note, 

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.i look at sticky note, lots of numbers, i forgot hers already, ask again, no response, 

i float out of open window, end scene, 

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.on a monorail train, zoning out, not paying attention, unexpected turn, another one, i 

get up from seat, look out window, try to get my bearings, train makes some 

more unexpected turns, i think i know where we are, going up hill in university 

district, water behind us, people on monorail train, friend's brother (a.s) on my 

left, end scene, 

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.i'm floating in the air and being led around in an underground industrial complex area, 

truck up ahead, the back window is smashed out and a white towel is 

hanging where the window used to be, two guys in truck, this is the military cloth unit, 

left turn, 

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.in a small medical room, table in middle of room, table has a silver metal table top 

with a kind of glittery reflective surface, it seems like alien bodies are examined on 

this glittery silver table, i feel like i'm in the form of an alien, i start to sniff real 

deep to see if i can smell the smell of alien bodies, a cinnamon cardboard type 

smell according to whitley strieber in the book 'communion', i think i can smell this smell, 

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.guy standing in room, i look at him and make a hissing sound, since i'm in the form of an 

alien and dead alien bodies are examined in this room, float out of room, 

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.running, coming around to a back area of this underground industrial complex, 

a little robot type guy follows me around a corner, robot guy starts to jump up and 

down and shrinks down real small, just a few inches high, we come out of the back 

corner area, robot guy increases in size a bit, but now much, just a couple inches, 

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.exit identified, i want to make it to the exit, i jump up, side stroke style swimming stroke 

in air, land, jump up again, side stroke in air, i jump up about three or four times before 

i get close to the exit, a guy is walking fast below me, guy is going to exit as well, 

exit is close, lady at a reception desk on right, i run into a glass pane in the middle of 

the space, this would have confused me but i look at the guy who's going towards the 

door and go around the glass pane, 

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.make it around glass pane, me and guy headed towards exit door, a smaller shadow reflection 

of the guy makes it outside, me and the guy reach the door at same time, guy on my right, 

guy is wearing a tan corduroy suit jacket, he has black hair in a kind of mullet style hairdo 

with the sides of his head shaved, 

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.i touch his left shoulder on his corduroy jacket, 

'thank you sir' i say 'thank you', i'm thanking guy for showing me the exit because otherwise 

i wouldn't have made it past the glass pane, guy acknowledges me and goes off to the left, 

i go off to the right, 

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.i've exited the underground industrial complex and entered into a mercury car dealership, 

i'm sliding on a ledge on right side of room, one of the car dealership manager guys looks 

at me and says 'what the fuck is that...', i slide off the ledge, 

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.a lady (r.h) is approaching me, behind her are some other people including a lady (h.l) and 

one lady who seems to have her arms folded under her shirt, i go around and up 

to a service counter, r.h follows me and is on my right, there's a little sign with some 

words on it on my left, i read the sign, seems to be about some kind of car rental program, 

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.after i read the phrase on the sign, a lady behind the counter appears, i say i'm interested 

in the car rental program, lady starts to read some stuff about the program, she says three 

things that really catch my attention, something about kids being towed behind a 

car and two other slightly shocking items, i pause, ask the lady if she can print out 

what she just said, lady agrees, motions over to r.h, says that r.h can't drive and is a 

single mother, lady begins to do the print out, 

end dream, 6:15 am 

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.a - open window                                                 b - room 

c - lady (r.h) in bed under covers                         d - monorail train 

e - me and friend's brother (a.s) and other people 

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f - unexpected turns                                             g - going up hill, water behind us 

h - underground industrial complex                     i - truck with back window smashed out 

j - alien body examination table                           k - guy i hiss at 

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l - small robot guy jumping up and down            m - exit identified 

n - jump swimming to exit                                    o - guy walking fast to exit 

p - lady at reception booth                                     q - glass pane 

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r - me and guy at exit, i thank him                         s - mercury car dealership 

t - slide off ledge                                                     u - lady (r.h) 

v - other people                                                       w - lady at counter 

x - me                                                                       y - r.h 

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Monday, May 1, 2023

monday, 01

monday, 01

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.yesterday's events: run outside (hospital triple) 

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.dream: in an upstairs area, several submariners present, a guy (k.p) is sitting behind a 

desk and talking to me, there was some kind of incident with a small sea water valve on 

a sub, k.p is telling me that i was never too serious about my job and that i would 

just relieve the watch because i could, k.p finishes talking, everybody gets up and 

we all get into an elevator going down, 

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.some lady is already in the elevator, possibly a korean lady, she has a shopping cart full of 

food, she has a family with kids so she does all her shopping in bulk, someone asks if 

she has a coffee, she doesn't by individual bottles of coffee but big bags of ground coffee 

beans, she may be drinking a small coffee, 

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.it takes the elevator a while but eventually it starts to descend, doors remain open and 

i can see the floors moving by outside the open doors, a young kid is watching the elevator 

descend with eyes wide open, almost bulging out of his young head, it seems like 

this is the first time that this elevator is going down, 

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.reach ground level, me and korean lady with shopping cart full of food exit the elevator 

from the opposite side that i entered, walking on a sidewalk, 

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.chain link fence on my left, seems like the boundary to a military base, perhaps bangor 

submarine base, i'm holding onto the fence and walking forwards, up ahead is 

a large chain link fence tunnel, in the tunnel are a bunch of explosive ordnance diver 

instructors and trainee guys doing some kind of divers training, all the divers are 

wearing light pink t-shirts, 

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.the diver instructors are on the left against the tunnel fence, i'm crawling in the dirt 

through the middle of the tunnel, wearing my dark blue one piece navy uniform 

(poopy suit), up ahead is a guy i know (a.d), he's undergoing this divers training, 

we recognize each other, i move along, almost at end of tunnel fence, up ahead 

is another guy who seems familiar to me but i don't know from where, we nod at 

each other, i move along and exit tunnel fence, 

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.walking outside, dark out, my body seems to be larger than usual, big orange tree up 

ahead, a guy needs to eat an orange or he might get sick, i pick an orange off the 

tree for him and keep moving, 

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.on the right are all the buildings of hulk hogan's mansion complex, i jump over 

the building on my right and enter the mansion complex, my body shrinks, i land over by 

an open shipping container where hulk hogan is tackling a guy to teach him how to 

take a slam, 

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.i enter the shipping container, hulk hogan approaches me, i pick him up and walk with 

him to the other end of the shipping container which is also open, now hulk hogan 

has assumed the appearance of a piece of fire wood, he seems to want to tackle 

me down to the ground and wants me to choose a good place for me to get slammed, 

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.i look around, can't really see a good place for him to tackle me, besides, he couldn't 

tackle me anyways, hulk hogan is a piece of firewood and i'm holding him in my hands, 

exit shipping container, i continue on while still carrying hulk hogan as a piece of firewood, 

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.dirt area, i do a long jump as far as i can, land in dirt, camera flash, i exit dirt area, 

in a dark building, i do another long jump, this time a guy in a black jacket is pushing 

me as i'm jumping and behind this guy is another guy in a black jacket pushing him, 

so for this second long jump in the dark building there are two guys in black 

jackets pushing me as i jump, land, i'll do this long jump again, 

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.i throw down a playing card on the floor as a marker, red jack, hearts or diamonds, hard to 

say, i turn around, walk back a bit, turn around, do this long jump in the dark building 

again, land by playing card, now i'm to be interviewed, 

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.up on a high stairwell area, some people are holding up a yellow-orange sheet, hulk 

hogan's daughter is up there and she comes down to talk to me, something about a kid 

with a foot mark, some guy says something about leprosy and six billion people, 

hulk hogan's daughter comes down the stairs and approaches me, 

end dream, 4:40 am 

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c - submariners                                                      d - lady with shopping cart in elevator 

e - elevator goes down                                           f - exit elevator with lady 

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g - chain link fence to military base                       h - chain link fence tunnel, dirt ground 

i - diver instructors                                                 j, k - diver trainees 

j - guy (a.d)                                                             k - guy i seem to know 

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l - large orange tree                                                 m - me, body larger than normal 

n - jump over building into hulk hogan's mansion complex 

o - hulk hogan tackling a guy in open shipping container 

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p - me holding hulk hogan as a piece of firewood 

q - long jump in dirt area                                          r - camera flash 

s - long jump in dark building, two guys pushing me from behind 

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t - turn around, do long jump again                          u - red jack card on ground 

v - orange-yellow sheet upstairs                               w - hulk hogan's daughter comes downstairs 

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.dream: i seem to be reading something, unknown contents, visual aspect of dream 

is a white blotch in the upper right corner, background is grey, white blotch has 

pink around the edges, visual focuses in on the upper right side of the 

white blotch with the pink highlights, 

end dream, 7:10 am 

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