wednesday, 21
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.yesterday's events: run outside (two notebooks)
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.dream: activity right, reflection left,
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.note: reflection on left went up into the upper region a bit, end note,
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.end dream, 5:00 am
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.dream: enter into a usa intelligence office, first day on the job, computer, forms to
fill out, name, birthday, stuff like that, i take a break, some guy gets on computer,
i go around behind wall, working on the magic forest computer, tree trunk on
left, can't type here, branches on right, cursor appears, typing possible
on branches on right of screen,
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.another form pops up, never ending forms to fill out, i quit, lady comes over realizes
that i know that forms won't stop,
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.back in backer part of room, guy on chair comes at me, guy has a gun, guy is
very small now, large young boy standing on a desk,
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.a guy from outside is trying to come in, a nuclear event has occurred outside,
clouds are rising up from the ground and going out towards the horizon, not
a normal occurrence, i exit building,
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.flex back and fly up into body flight, strong wind in the air, i dive down hard and
try to land again, cannot land, i need help landing, two women on ground, i reach out
to a lady, she grabs my hand and pulls me down to the ground, these two women
are going to church due to the nuclear event occurring outside,
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.i go over to left, looking out into san fransisco harbor, large waves forming, guy comes
up to me, tells me to watch the tidal wave, a tidal wave starts on land and washes over
the entire harbor, i'm standing on a crate, may be a tiger in crate, tidal wave coming at me,
i jump down and start to run away, barely manage to escape the tidal wave,
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.enter into outside restaurant area, climb on wall down towards cooker, now restaurant
is complete, one eyed guy, i go up to another one eyed guy who is the chef, i'm about
to order food, chef says that there are all sorts of head pieces, plenty to give,
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.i look down at my hands, i've given nothing, no parts of my body have been harvested
for others to eat and i feel shame, these two guys have lost one eye each to feed others,
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.tall guy behind me bangs his walking stick on the ground, he's hungry and wants to order,
i'm taking too long, i leave, walking past long line of people here to get food, lady and
baby in stroller, another lady with nice blue pin on her shirt, i touch pin,
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.come to blue window, exit, outside,
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.note: initially restaurant was outdoor, then a building formed, then i went outside, end note,
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.outside, hard pack gravel ground with layer of burnt dirt on top, i start to
draw in burnt dirt with my finger, drawing dream notes of what's happened so far,
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.coming up to a family under a canopy, hat trick, guy takes off his black hat, tries
to throw it behind his back and up on his head, misses, young kid starts
smoking three cigarettes, maybe four, breathes into cigarettes, cigarettes become
longer, wave my right hand in front of a smoke, becomes longer,
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.vision begins to grey out, time to leave, jump up on a kitchen counter,
end scene,
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.a green lizard man with a bald head is lying back in a grass field and yawning,
end dream, 6:58 am
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.note: it feels like an entire region of my brain has been wiped clean to
make way for new neural connections to form and grow, end note
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.a - usa intelligence office b - computer
c - magic forest computer d - some lady
e - guy in chair f - large kid
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g - nuclear event outside h - guy wants inside
i - fly up, strong wind j - two women
k - guy by harbor l - tidal wave in harbor
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m - restaurant serving head pieces n - one eyed guy
o - one eyed chef p - line of people
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q - window r - writing notes in burnt dirt
s - family under canopy, hat trick and extending cigarettes
t - kitchen counter u - lizard man in field, yawning
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.image below: brain cleaning dream, alternate scale representation
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.image below: magic forest computer detail
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.image below: harbor tidal wave scene detail
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.image below: growing cigarettes detail
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.image below: lizard man in field detail
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.dream:
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. https://dddurb5r.wordpress.com/2023/06/21/dream-21-jun-2023/
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.wake up
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.full-flavor cigarette morning
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.harmonica
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